@carla6677Evelyn
Fuck it. She wasn't gonna go to class. They could kick her out if they wanted to. She just didn't feel like it. Collapsing in the hall, Ev sat with her back to the wall, grabbing her guitar. She sighed, tuning it just to the right pitch and tone before plucking the strings with her pick, a soft acoustic melody...a sad one. She kept playing, closing her eyes, letting her fingers move by themselves across the fretboard. Then...she started singing.
(PS: I'm terrible at writing songs, so forgive the crappiness DX)
Well fortune only favors good
And this I've never understood
(yeah)
But now I think I can agree
Even if you're the girl just for me
(yeah)
I wish I could open my heart and let you in
But I'm afraid you'll see all of my sins
And I don't want you to ever see
This fucked up side, this part of me
I'm not avoiding you
Because I hate you
Just don't want to see you hurt
I want to tell you really
How I feel
But words just have no worth
So I'm just staying away
To protect you
From the things
Inside of me
I don't want to be
The person who will
Tear your dreams apart
And I don't want to be
The person who will
Only break your heart
When I met you
It was Heaven on Earth
And everything in me was well
(yeah)
But if I
Took your hand
And kissed your lips
Would we both just end up
In Hell?
(yeah)
Love is really
What I need
To change this heart
Inside of me
But do I deserve
A girl like you
When I can't deny
The awful truth?
I'm not avoiding you
Because I hate you
Just don't want to see you hurt
I want to tell you really
How I feel
But words just have no worth
So I'm just staying away
To protect you
From the things
Inside of me
I don't want to be
The person who will
Tear your dreams apart
And I don't want to be
The person who will
Only break your heart. All her heart went into every lyric, even the solo, passionately strumming the strings, playing the frets with every ounce of her emotions, sadness, anger towards herself, and guilt.
