☾ ΟÐξΤΤξ ΚξΝΟβΙ ☽
The amazing feeling of being drawn into the Force was short lived. Suddenly there was a feeling creeping into the combined power of their meditation. It was a small feeling at first, one barely noticeable, but then, it began to grow and fear crept into her heart at the smothering essence it held. She opened her eyes, only, when she did, she stood in a strange place, thick fog surrounding the area, rain pouring down around them as mud stuck to her feet. She glanced around as she stood there, staring wide eyed. This place...it looked familiar. It only took a moment to realize why. It was their planet where they had stayed for so long with Master Luke. Only, there was something dreading about it now. A feeling she couldn't quite put her finger on.
Turning, she found Ben in front of her and she looked up at him worriedly before looking over his shoulder to see the group of people a little ways from them, one of them staring at she and Ben. They looked truly terrifying and Ben sounded absolutely panicked as he backed them away from the dark figures. Was this what Ben had been dealing with all on his own? If it was, she could now understand the struggle she had been feeling inside of him lately. She had to help him and now that she was here with him she could.
Her eyes snapped back to look at him again as he said how they were going to destroy she and Ben, making her shake her head, speaking so that she could, hopefully, have courage for the both of them,
"No, Ben! We can fight them off! As long as we're together we can do anything! But it has to be together!" She said as he took her hands in his.
But, what if they weren't fighting together?
Suddenly, in a blink of an eye, she looked back at Ben, and it wasn't Ben she was staring at. Or well, it was, but he was different. He was cloaked in all black, holding her hand a little too tightly to the point it hurt, his mask staring down at her. And in his free hand was a light saber, much like his own now, but with a deathly red hue that lit the grey world around them. Her eyes went wide at the words he spoke. That wasn't Ben. It couldn't be. It was his body, but not something he would say to her, or at least, she hoped he would never say to her anyway.
She watched the red saber was lifted, ready to swing down and strike at her and at the last minute she managed to jerk her hand from his, moving out of the way to avoid the deadly strike,
"Ben! Stop!" She screamed at him in panic, barely dodging another swing once again. After that, she ignited her own saber, lifting to meet his and block the next strike, their sabers locked as they pushed against one another,
"This isn't you, Ben! Snap out of it!" She said to him, panic in her eyes. She didn't want to fight him. She didn't know what to do. She was panicked and scared. She didn't want to loose him and at the same time, was struggling to defend herself as well.
"Be the light even in the most impossibly penetrable darkness."A voice reached her ears as she continued to push against Ben's saber with her own, the voice of the young man she had seen in her vision in the temple, the one of her younger grandfather, spoke clear as day. She pushed back so that she could stumble a few steps back and looked over her shoulder. There, standing behind her, were Jedi Masters she had never seen before. One of course, was her grandfather. Next to him was a small green creature. Beside the green creature was a man with dark skin. On the other side of her grandfather, was a man with blond hair that came to his shoulders and a scar over his left eye. Beside him was one last Jedi with long hair, the one she had seen killed in her vision and who she assumed was her grandfather's master.
They were all standing behind her like a sort of army and when she turned back around, standing behind Ben was something similar. Standing behind him in the center was a masked figure in all black that stood towering and terrifying. Beside him on each sides were Siths of the past, including the one with the red and black face she had seen killed by her grandfather in her own vision at the temple. Neither the army behind her move, nor did the one behind the masked Ben. Instead, she found herself a second water being locked back into battle with Ben while the small armies of the Light side and the Dark side stood by watching. Once again, that saying was repeated, finding her ears for a third time since she had started having these visions,
"Be the light even in the most impossibly penetrable darkness." This time it was all of them saying it together in unison.
"I don't know how to do that!" She screamed, feeling tears streaming down her cheeks. She didn't even know what they meant by that. How to be the light to anything. To fix this. To save Ben. She didn't understand any of it. All she knew was that she wanted Ben back. Wanted him to be the Ben that could hold her and make all her worries and fears go away. Not this Ben.
She hit against his saber with hers, once again locking them together,
"Ben! Please! Come back Ben!" Suddenly her saber was thrown from her hand,
"I love you Ben! Don't do this!" In a last attempt to bring out the Ben she knew, she threw her arms around his neck, hugging herself close to him just as the red searing blade pierced into her chest.
There was no pain. Her eyes were closed tightly, arms clinging tightly to Ben, her mind racing as she sobbed and tried to catch her breath. It took a moment for her to open her eyes and when she did, she found they were no longer in the pouring rain or soaking wet. She was dry and safe from harm. But...what about Ben? She pulled back slightly, eyes full of relief when she looked into Ben's eyes. Her Ben. A few sobs escaped her and she hugged him once more, throwing her arms around him and hugging herself close to him,
"Don't ever leave me Ben....stay just the way you are...please....don't leave me...."