Crixus remained silent as Ceres comes out of the car, the feeling had subsided mostly but his embarrassment made him all the more messed up. She knelt down in front of him asking if he was all right, he didn't really have much of an answer at that moment he was hovering between being all right and being in a bad place. However he nodded his head to her speaking:
"I am all right now."
As Ceres petted Basil she apologized to him about the dementors attack on him, she produced what appeared to be a form of chocolate, Crixus had never seen it before but he took it without hesitation and popped it in his mouth letting the milky substance melt in his mouth.
"I appreciate your concern for myself, but it is hardly your fault this happened. I walked into this expecting the worst to happen for that is the only smart way to approach these situations. I am in this pitiful state because of my own inability to let go of things that hurt me the most. Dementors will always go for the one with some of the most painful memories and I made myself and easy target for them. An those were no normal Dementors... I don't know how but they were... different from others of their kind. They were incredibly nasty and their abilities seemed almost enhanced to the point of levels I never imagined possible for them."
Crixus stood himself up dusting himself off a little bit. Moving his body around there was several cracks and pops, relief hit his tensed body with each pop and crack.
"Try to understand that there have been terrible things in my past, horrible memories and pains, and no amount of positive energy can take that away or even for a moment dull it. However I will be better prepared mentally next time, I won't allow myself to be caught off guard by them again. I never imagined they would have the ability or the guts to come onto the train itself none the less with Dementors at their side, and that was also my fault. We should probably get dressed, not to shorten this conversation but the sky is becoming darkened outside so we must be close to Hogsmeade by now. Also... Thank you for sending them away, you may get tired of me saying this eventually but you truly are braver then most."
"I am all right now."
As Ceres petted Basil she apologized to him about the dementors attack on him, she produced what appeared to be a form of chocolate, Crixus had never seen it before but he took it without hesitation and popped it in his mouth letting the milky substance melt in his mouth.
"I appreciate your concern for myself, but it is hardly your fault this happened. I walked into this expecting the worst to happen for that is the only smart way to approach these situations. I am in this pitiful state because of my own inability to let go of things that hurt me the most. Dementors will always go for the one with some of the most painful memories and I made myself and easy target for them. An those were no normal Dementors... I don't know how but they were... different from others of their kind. They were incredibly nasty and their abilities seemed almost enhanced to the point of levels I never imagined possible for them."
Crixus stood himself up dusting himself off a little bit. Moving his body around there was several cracks and pops, relief hit his tensed body with each pop and crack.
"Try to understand that there have been terrible things in my past, horrible memories and pains, and no amount of positive energy can take that away or even for a moment dull it. However I will be better prepared mentally next time, I won't allow myself to be caught off guard by them again. I never imagined they would have the ability or the guts to come onto the train itself none the less with Dementors at their side, and that was also my fault. We should probably get dressed, not to shorten this conversation but the sky is becoming darkened outside so we must be close to Hogsmeade by now. Also... Thank you for sending them away, you may get tired of me saying this eventually but you truly are braver then most."