You live! You live!

Yay living! \o/

*two years later*

So, I'm seriously considering returning to the Guild and the first thing I thought of was this RP. Maybe I can pop back in and help revive it? My current job is pretty lenient with what's done in spare time and I have my own personal desktop there as my work machine so time's not an issue this time, and I've found some renewed interest in RP lately.

Anyway, I suppose I should go ahead and finally redo Aadab's CS as a first thing if I'm gonna come back.

Oh man, I see! We were still waiting around for Caboose but not sure where the Caboose has gone ._. Maybe things will pick up again...

I hope so, I really liked this one.

I'll give it a go, just gotta try to recall all of Aadab's history. Two years kinda took a toll on my memory of her history.

I know I make up a lot of excuses, I apologize for that, but I'll be honest with you guys. This last year or so has been really tough on my mentally and physically. I didn't think my deployment to Afghanistan would have affected me as much as I would have thought, but it seems is has (nightmares, alcholicism, depression, etc..). Once back in the states I hit the ground running pretty much, being military police is a tough gig 24/7, but the heat picks up around the holidays when depression is at an all time high in the military. My grandma died while on deployment and it hit me hard not being able to go back to see her, and I very recently lost my grandfather, he just didn't have the willpower to want to live anymore after grandma. Still trying my best to pick up the pieces, but more I pick up the more I keep dropping.

Not trying to do the whole sob story, but life definitely knows the best time to kick someone is when they're down. All I can think is, you've met with a terrible fate...haven't you?

That is a huge series of unfortunate events and I hope you've been able to find help for all those things. I'm not a professional but have you been able to find assistance? Thought about getting a therapy pet? Remember we're here for you if you need us even if we are just online, it helps to find a place and people for venting.

Don't you even worry about us Caboose, you focus on you right now! Like Mog said therapy might not be a bad idea, just someone who can really listen and give you a chance to vent healthily, and suggest ways to cope. And of course we're here as well and will do whatever we can!

@Mogtaki Therpy pets are not allowed in the barracks, but as of last week I have started talking to the Chaplin in our unit, only seen him twice, but I have noticed a slight improvement.

I just wanted to fill you guys in, haven't abandon ya, still thinking about you guys and this rp all the time.

What seriously? The British army has them...man, that sucks.

We'll get it going again for sure! Will be a fair distraction too, just seeing if Kalamadea really does want to rejoin once they see you're back and about! Just giving the wait a day's time.

I'd be very happy to. But ouch, that's hard. I know how life can get from experience but I'm glad to hear you're seeing improvement.

Anyway, I'll start a post up tomorrow and get some work on Aadab's stuff done as well. Tonight's mainly going to be playing catch up.

@Mogtaki Considering that the U.S. originally split from Great Britain, it does not surprise me.

@Kalamadea Glad to hear you're back on board the SS Zelda RP.

Nice to be back, I actually kinda missed this.

Breath of the Wild, though. I really want it...

I'll post sometime tomorrow. Thursdays and Fridays are my days off.

Sounds pretty good to me! If Kalamadea is still all for remaining in the RP, maybe he can chatter with Demoko in the hideaway?

Yes, that would work, but haven't heard from him about what's going yet.

Yeah, still here, just wasn't entirely sure how to pop in with what's going on. Didn't seem like Demoko was behind to me but I guess I missed that detail.

Demoko is in the ancient underground ruins beneath Castle Town. Regol, Link, and Caelan are off to rescue the princess.

@KalamadeaNot wanting to post or will I just go ahead? o: Just to get your character set up again in the secret area like you never left

You go ahead, been caught up with some family bullshit that I'd rather not get into. I'll post when it blows over, it's killing my muse.