@NekoMizu
Meh, having another one of my more troublesome nights, so can't drift off to sleep yet. I've got plans tomorrow too, so it's not really a good time for this to happen.

@Shoryu Magami
Maybe you could do something so boring it forces you to sleep?

@NekoMizu
I wish that worked... My mind just doesn't switch off.

Seriously, I think I'm better off just pulling out of this site. It's giving me way more to do than I can afford with my project workload so massive, and the toxic people here just don't make up for the good people when you consider I can communicate with the decent people off the site.

@Shoryu Magami
I've been off this site much more lately, for me it doesn't do much help, but with this chat being the only thing to keep me occupied, the site is kinda boring to be honest.

@NekoMizu
I feel like I've gotten the good I needed to from this site -- I've had a useful break from all of the bullshit I was going through after I had to move house, and I've met some new people who're worth keeping in touch with and are interested in knowing about my project as it develops.

Spending further time here will probably just get in the way of my work, especially since I have to keep dealing with ignorant fools that I frankly could do better without. When all is said and done, I have more valuable things in my life. It's passed midnight now, so for all intents and purposes I guess it's my birthday. I'm thirty-three, but I've got the body of someone much older due to a lot of physical and mental encumbrances, and I'm overworked and constantly stressed. Despite that, I've got an amazing fiancé (even if she's on the other side of the planet) and an amazing project (even if it's a severe work in progress).

I don't regret my life at all -- the only thing I regret is wasting my time on idiots.

@Shoryu Magami Happy Birthday! O3O)

I've been such a butt, not coming online ever.

@Pudding
Heh, cheers. I wish I could say I was in a good mood. The birthday card Ailyn gave me made me smile a lot, but everything else about the last few hours has just been completely shit to be frank with you.

How goes?

@Shoryu Magami
I spent most of yesterday making an RPG centered around Hilary Clinton and Bernie Sanders because I was bored. And now I'm obsessed with completing it, like it's become this project I'm lowkey obsessed with. I'll probably get bored and tired of it at some point tho.
Just like most things.

@Pudding
That sounds painful.

As for getting bored, I'm glad I don't have that issue with my project -- now I just need to stop letting other shit get in the way of it.

@Shoryu Magami
As with most things, I fall into some small form of obsession, after a week or two, I get bored.
So if it's not finished in a few weeks, it'll probably never be finished at all.

At least now, It gives me some cheap laughs because of the cringey dialogue I can write.

@Pudding
I'm usually more the type who won't start something unless I plan to finish it. Unfortunately I might need to go against that principle with a few of the things I've started up here, 'cause I'm just fed up with wasting my time dealing with the toxic people when I can associate with the decent ones off the site.

@Shoryu Magami
That's normally a good thing, I assume you'd plan things out before working on them

@Pudding
I've planned things out very heavily. Unfortunately, all of the shit that's happened in the last few years has really caused my workload to build up, and in some cases a lot of the notes and data have been lost. That's why I'd rather not deal with needless distractions and drama -- I've got enough shit on my plate, and that's not even counting the whole 'trying to get my fiancé into this country' thing.

'trying to get my fiancé into this country' thing.

Ah yes, people smuggling, that trifling little thing.

I don't really plan things out like the RPG i'm making. I just kinda go with the flow and see where it takes me.

As per my latest status update, my flu is getting worse.

...RIP me.

@tsukune
Sorry to hear your health's getting worse... Here I am just trying to relax enough to fall asleep.

@tsukune
Aw, my mums' pretty sick too. There must be something going around.
I hope you get better soon

@Pudding
I'd comment about sickness and whatnot, but I'm sorta always ill. Like I've mentioned to a few people on this site now, I really don't know how long I have to live...

Just created an Inn with Michelle Obama as the Inn Keeper

@Shoryu Magami
That's honestly scary to me.

@Pudding
A few people who know a little about some of my health conditions don't think they'll cause me to have an unnaturally short life or anything, but honestly it really does feel like I'm dying a lot of the time. It's really just sheer willpower, my relationship with Ailyn, and my passion for my project, that help me get up each morning. Stress is doing a huge amount of damage to my body too, which is one of the reasons I don't want to waste my time on idiots.