Cassandra
Interacting With: Xerxes Arvanitis (@YoshiSkittlez), Quinton Matson, Connor Vos and Cody Treadwell (@Caits), Magnus Bane, Gage Brooks and Aron Brooks (@BlackPanther), Sebastian Monroe (@December), Miranda Burke (@Damo021), Zoe Flores, Syeste (Vos) Nioré and Kaylee Evans @Vicier
As her father passed Syleste over to Gage, as he spoke, as he looked down at her, Cassandra had to look away. She wasn't sure about much anymore, and she sniffled. As he moved her away, she clutched at him, and when he put his lab coat over her shoulders, she slid her arms through the sleeves, holding the coat close to herself. It was too big for her, the sleeves too long, the trailing on the ground, and she could wrap it around herself quite nicely. It made her feel warm and safe, much like her father's hugs. She inhaled his scent, a faint constant for her, her entire life. Amber. Vanilla. A comforting combination, that she associated with everything her father was. She bowed her head, hugging herself, the coat wrapped around her. She swallowed, trying not to cry again.
Her fathers voice fell over her, another constant in her life. Talking things through with her, telling her stories, helping her understand things...his voice was one of the few things she first remembered. One of the first things she heard in the morning, one of the last she heard at night. She closed her eyes, her head bowed, his words swimming through her head. What he was saying...didn't make sense. Oh, on the surface, she supposed it did...but not deep down.
she has claimed you all as her own, despite another being the one to turn you. No...that wasn't right. If it was as simple as that...then couldn't the...the...werewolf that attacked them...just claim them right now? The thoughts confused her, and she snuggled into the coat more.
Wouldn't it make more sense...if they had to claim...Zoe as their alpha?
She opened her eyes, meeting her fathers gaze, as he approached her again.
"I love you, Cassie. And I'll always protect you..." Oh, god. He had hidden something from her...she bit her lip as he kissed her brow, cradled her head. He had hidden something from her...something big. Something she didn't know if she could forgive. She shook slightly, as he kept his eyes on her. Like she was the only thing in the world that mattered. She had seen that look, everyday of her life. And it crushed her.
"Forgive me."Two simple words. With a whole lot of mening. For single moment, time seemed to slow, and she gave the ttiniestof nods. She hugged herself once more, watching her father. Watch as he sprouted wings. She stood, silent and watching him, unable to look away.
"You used to call me your guardian angel when you were little... I've wanted to tell you a thousand times as to how right you were..."She looked up at him, eyes swimming with tears. None, however, dropped as she stared at him, trying to process everything. Trying to...understand.
"Then" She said softly, after what seemed like a long time,
"Why didn't you?". She didn't take her eyes from him. Had her mother...been the same? why...why wasn't she like her father then? Feeling a little lost, she stared at her father, wanting to go over to him, but she didn't think that she could, wanting his comfort, she was scared. Terrified, in fact.
"Daddy..." She drew in a deep breath, and went towards him, hesitant at first, before she flung herself at him, hugging him tightly,
"I love you, Dad" she said, her voice breaking and she swallowed around the painful lump in her throat, pressing herself close against him, before she let go, looking up at him.
"But...you're wrong, Dad. Zoe can't claim us...we have to claim her" She didn't realise how right that was, until her heart started to beat fast, as she turned to Zoe. She couldn't imagine that...that Zoe was happy with what had happened. She swallowed, and met the woman's eyes, walking over to the older woman, she stopped in front of her.
"My name is Cassandra Arvantis." She knew that Zoe knew that, but...it felt right, in some way shape and form.
"And I am a werewolf" She tried not to let hesitancy form in her words, as she swallowed.
"And you...are my Alpha" She wished she could know if that was right, as she took her gaze away from Zoe for a moment, looking to her friends, gaze rolling over Syleste and Sebastian-not because they weren't important, but because...they weren't wolves. Her gaze landed on her father a moment, before falling to Miranda, to Gage holding Syleste, to Aron and Cody on the bed, to the man behind Zoe, to Kaylee and the boy beside her.
”I don’t know what’s going to happen...I don’t...I don’t truly know what has happened to us...but” She straightened her shoulders, and looked back to Zoe, hoping she was doing the right thing.
”We are what we are now...and I am glad to not stand alone” Her gaze flicked to her father. She knew she’d never be alone, with him as her father, but...she could no more understand what it was to be what he was, then he could about her being a werewolf. It tore at her, as she clutched the coat to her tighter, and her gaze went back to Zoe.
”Is...is there anything else, I need to do...?” She looked to Zoe for guidance, for what she needed to do, her eyes slightly wide, but accepting...trusting...and filled with a need she didn't truly understand then. Might never understand. Her hands hung loosely by her side, and she simply stared at Zoe, waiting. Here was someone that could understand, that could help her, her friends. And right then, that was all Cassandra needed. Just to not feel...lost.