Because why the hell not? =3 How'd it go? How are you??

Eh, it was alright. Classes were kinda boring, but I wrote up a character while listening to Iron Maiden's The Number Of The Beast album, and I'm proud of the final result.

Funny thing, actually: The last track on the album (Hallowed Be Thy Name) finished as soon as I did, give or take a few seconds. So that was fun.

Ahh! New characters are always fun =3 it always feels good to get out a half decent bio on a new character. Then comes the hunt for the RP with them >_>

What sort of classes are you taking, @GarlandDaHero ?

My day was fantastic! Thank you for asking.

How was yours?

I spent the last 4 hours watching foreign propaganda on youtube for some reason. But I did find time to do some writing for a non-rp story (that I've neglected for some 5 months), so it is technically a productive day for me in my hobbies.

@VenusSTARI've always waited until I found an RP I'm interested in before making a character. Their creation came quickly and naturally that way.

Anyways, I work nights so I sleep all day. This often leaves me feeling like life isn't worth it. But it's always darkest before the dawn, or so they say.

@Ruby My day was alright! Today is about the same, though I don't have work today, so I think I'll be stuck doing house work. It's sort of dreary outside.

@Lurking Shadow Productivity always feels good. I always feel most productive when I've come out with something well written!

@TwelveOf8 Oh, I do both! I get inspired by films and music and get that itch to make a new character and find an RP to place them in. Typically their stories come very organically even without an RP being attached to them! Typically, those characters end up being my favourites because I spend so much time on the character rather than worrying about the story and the other characters involved.

I'm sorry about your schedule. That certainly isn't fun. I hope you get a chance to switch shifts sometime soon =3

Quite productive as far as learning goes! Spent all day trying to wrap my head around a particular chemistry concept...problem is I suck at chemistry and well, there's no one else to turn to but YouTube. Finally understand this one concept, now onto the next with the hope I don't fail the 50% exam at the end of the semester DX

So, How was your day?

Eh, it was alright. Classes were kinda boring, but I wrote up a character while listening to Iron Maiden's The Number Of The Beast album, and I'm proud of the final result.

Funny thing, actually: The last track on the album (Hallowed Be Thy Name) finished as soon as I did, give or take a few seconds. So that was fun.

You get a big ol' NOICE for your taste in music. That's one album I can always put on and listen end to end. I'll never get bored of it.

As for my day...I went to the gym in the morning, and then went out shopping. Now I'm sitting at home, listening to Iron Maiden bootlegs.
It's been a good day.

Oh, puttering along, day by day. Many characters going stale that I mentally tweak here and there in the midst of more productive things.

I saw this and wanted to laugh and cry at the same time https://imgur.com/a/YypfI

Life is pretty ok right now! Here's a small window into my day so far:

Official goals for today:
1. Finish TEFL Certification (5 units left)
2. Clean room

Unofficial goal for today:
Decide if I want to go to this pool party I was randomly invited to just now?? It would mean a trip to Target to find a new suit. Good morning Jo, you usually feel pretty good about yourself, how is your confidence level today? Oh, you're still in bed? And it's after noon? Do you think you can get it high enough to go to a pool party in 7 hours?? SURE YOU CAN, LET'S DO THIS.

Amended goals for today:
3. Get out of bed.

My life is, in my perspective,going to hell. I've been dealing with a lot of harsh,harsh things that are driving me into the abyss and while I do see that this isn't the best place to talk about them,better in a therapists office,I feel that if I talk about them I can get the pain to stop ebbing against my heart so much.

2 days ago(wednesday,may 31) I got off work,feeling like crap. I was emotionally exhausted because I was stressed out about not graduating at all(I'm 19 atm, attending high school for my 5th year because I screwed up freshman year.). I'm allowed to stay until I'm 21 because of a beautiful thing called the IDEA,as I have a problem handling my emotions correctly,but I don't want to do another year,and I was scared about not graduating on time. My roleplaying friend of a few years got on, I told her I was done. I had an emotional breakdown and threatened to kill myself,saying that nothing she did mattered,that I felt like she didn't care. after that 2 hour bout of me saying I was done I calmed down,but she blocked me from every place we could contact.

I know,you may look at this now and say that It is my fault-and I agree. she has told me time and time again that she cares,and she told me that day she was tired of worrying that I'd hurt myself. I want to talk to her,to apologize and show her that I have gotten help, that I'm sorry for everything I said because it isn't what friends should do to one another,but I understand that she needs time to heal and enjoy her life. I want to apologize so badly but I can't because I can't get a hold of her,except through her parents and sister,but I won't push it at all. I need to focus on my self first,to improve on myself before I even think about asking for forgiveness. It hurts,because I basically did all my roleplaying with her. and it hurts so,so much. My world,my characters,the stories we wrote....I don't want to end them just yet. there's a chance we will never roleplay again,but I want to give it one last shot. The way she ended things,I'm hopeful on.

It ties into today because the pain won't go away. I woke up this morning struggling to breathe. I went to work,barely able to stand. My goals for the day are to branch out,improve myself,and reflect on everything I've done. I need to find others to chat with,to roleplay with. Those are my goals for today,tomorrow, and all the other days throughout the month.

@The Mage That sounds horrible, I hope that things improve for you and that you can reconnect with your friend. Worrying about suicides and self harms is emotionally tough and I can understand wanting to protect your psyche from it.

On the up side I am now not going to say anything bad about my day!

I woke up, heard a fucking bunch of dogs that deserve to die horribly - bark at 2am. Then at 3 am. Then at 5. Then at 8.

My day is something I don't remember because all I could think was, "people who like dogs are retards, people who keep dogs are evil".

Then when I had enough of the noise, I went to see what the fuck they were barking about - guess what, a baby's cot by the window of another house. They were growling and barking at the baby! If the parents hadn't been smart enough to put a dog prevention fence - I'm pretty sure we would have a sad scene at hand. I later found out that the cot was empty and they had moved the baby to the living room ever since the barking started, but the dogs still thought there was a baby there apparently.

Man's best friend is technology, not some fucking four legged piece of shit that endangers children yet recieves all sorts of cuddles and shit for behaving like a timebomb.

That is my day. How was yours?