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thats okay, don't get anywhere unless you ask lol

i have to watch it too, lol
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Hey!
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Still alive! Just been too tired and distracted - depressed too - from life. I can only post by this Saturday at the latest. I'll have something up. For now, I have to catch up on a lot of other posts from other RPs and basically rest my butt off.
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I shall post tomorrow!
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God my depression is killing me
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Kinda why I haven't posted yet.

I just.... I've had enough with the world, you know?

But are you okay?
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Okay, just needed some rest :)
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I'm either going to make Cody force his hand, or have it so Dara accidentally kill herself through Cody's cage

Or... a third option. I'll see ;)

We're nearing the conclusion for this chapter!
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It's my performance today. That's why I haven't been responding - what with all the rehearsals and stuff

I'll get back to this soon!
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I did not get a notification for this! I'm sorry!

I hope it went well!
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i shall post tomorrow morning!
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:) hahaha

Exciting stuff here :) Really sorry I took a month to reply
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I'm sorry. I lied.

I spent half the day in bed and the other half playing a game... a highly addictive game.

I'll get started on a post now!
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Hey! I'm sorry that I couldn't get a reply this month

I recently found a new full-time job and I've started job-training! This doesn't mean, however, that I have secured the job - I have to impress them by the mid evaluation in my 4-week programme. So I've been stressed out, and quite emotional in fact.

So I'll try my best to get a post in by today!
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oh wow thats okay! hope its going good!
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...I just lost the job

I have my strengths and weaknesses but they think I am not fit for a very specialized role.

I feel so shit now
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oh, sweetie!

That really sucks!

*huggles*
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:')
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Hello my dear

I'm honestly trying to find the motivation to do anything to keep going

Still in shock and despair

I still am going to keep this 1x1 and I still have many ideas for this. Just... I hope you can be patient with me.



When I got the notice that I was offered the full-time job, I thought to myself: "This is it. A chance to prove to everyone, and especially myself, that I am not that useless after all - that I do have strengths and I am in many ways desirable."

Then the opportunity got yanked away from me because I was deemed incompatible for the job, like a door key trying to start a car.

... I just want that positive feeling of 'Good' again.
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It's okay, I understand, take all the time you need.

Amd yeah, I get that. I've had a couple of really frigging awesome interviews, and they've actually said 'you're amazing, and I think we will have good news" AND THEN something frigging happens, like "Oh someone with more experience turned up, applied" or "Someone from last summer called up, asked if they could work again"

And it really gets you down. So take all the time you need, I'll still be here ^.^
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