That was a kick in the balls, because almost everyone I've met has been harsh to me. Usually because they listen to just one person and assumes 'this guy's causin' trouble, and he got no facts to back himself up!' This went on for some time, and by the time I thought the painful cycle would be over, the ban occurred.

Your decision was very inappropriate in a situation where I was already contemplating suicide for the... I lost count ages ago. During that time, I was emotionally unstable, throwing words around because of my depression. If I recall from that day, I can only remember one person helping me through my depression. Otherwise, I was left to be. Heck, when I asked for help to be suspended for about 3 days from the RP to calm myself, you ended up extending that to permanent because I was causing trouble again. Yet, for some reason nobody understood the term 'depression' back then, thinking it was just limited to being sad rather than having mood swings. Before then, I got banned permanently because nobody told me the morals of reporting someone.

This kinda shows what I had to deal with for a while. It's not I get an apology from my life for anything these days though, so I have to suck it up.

Point: If anything, your short-term solution has led to even more problems. Now, I can barely trust you, let alone approve you for moderation. Because, if the same situation pops up then we know what your actions are gonna be. Giving a depressed person an ultimatum just pushes them over the edge, and thankfully I was strong enough to hold onto it.

I may change my opinion on you depending on certain circumstances (definitely over time with lack of incidents), but for now it stands. I'm sorry, but I just can't help to feel you may deal with rule-breakers harshly. You've probably changed, but I need proof of that to be convinced. I'm possibly being overly critical based on personal opinions, but being kicked out with little to no emotional support justifies this. I've been treated unfairly, and frankly all this has left a sour taste in my mouth.

In case you're wondering, I'm depressed again. The blues usually go away about several weeks or so.