I'm so pathetic for ever thinking I'd change,
When there are pieces of my past that I conveniently erased.
I fell in over my head, you wouldn't understand it.
And now my brain is just a tired mess,
Of all the things I've abandoned.
And you should know,
You never were an exception,
I think I shut you out as a form of protection.
Now there's an empty space,
That's growing in my head and in my home,
Starting to show, I thought you should know.
You can fall to your knees and pray,
'Cause I'm a sinner now.
And I won't be saved,
I've been lying to you more each day.
'Cause I'm a sinner now,
In all my sins I've found,
They won't wash away.

Yeah, my baby's pretty as a car crash, subtle as a splinter.
Yeah, my baby's smooth as sandpaper, warm just like the winter.
Screaming catch me if you can,
With a cigarette in hand.
And its love,
It's heavy and it hurts and it's love.
Staring at my shoes, thinking of something to say.
But nothing's better than what silence is saying.
When every time I turn around, she's always looking away.
It's just the nature of the game that we're playing.