Cas glanced at Iris when she knelt beside him and then turned away again as he tried to get his ragged breathing back under control. He didn’t think she had anything to apologize for, since getting to the border of the capital was their top priority that day. If he hadn’t been in so much pain, he would have wanted to push through too. It was only because of his severe injuries that he’d been forced to give in and stop to recover his strength before they kept moving. He hated that he wasn’t able to keep up with even the slow pace she was setting as they made their way toward their destination.
His dark eyes flicked to her face again as she spoke about water before he peered over his shoulder, warily keeping watch for pursuers. It had been a while since the last time he’d had anything to drink, but that wasn’t the most pressing of priorities at the moment. When they got to the capital, he would be able to have water and be treated for the injuries he’d received since he’d left. What they needed to worry about was making sure they were able to reach the city in one piece. Self-care could wait, but they wouldn’t have selves to take care of if the rebels found them again and killed them before they made it to safety.
So, when she suggested that he could take a nap to recover faster, he shook his head. “No, I’m not going to sleep,” he replied, turning back to her determinedly. “I’ll rest after we get there.” If he’d had the breath, he would have explained himself further, but that was the most he could muster with his broken ribs. Aside from the looming threat of the rebels, he was also concerned that if he fell asleep, he wouldn’t be able to get back up again very easily. The last time he’d laid down, he had barely been able to pull himself upright. Even though he was sore, he had to stay awake, so he could keep moving quickly if they needed to.
Knowing that they were already halfway there was reassuring. As he looked himself over, he could see that his condition was rapidly deteriorating again, especially the injury to his leg. Apparently it had been hurting him because the bleeding had started up again as he’d walked on it. The bandages that the rebels had wrapped around his thigh were already stained red, and viscous liquid welled around the bottom edge of the cloth. If he hadn’t been so dehydrated, it probably would have started spilling over by now.
He grimaced at the sight and took a slow breath, trying to focus on anything but the pain that kept him down. He reminded himself that even though his whole body ached, he was just thirty minutes away from finding relief. They just needed to get to the border of the capital, and he could stop running altogether. They were so close.
Encouraged by the thought, he only spent about ten minutes resting before he shifted his weight on the ground to get up. “Ready now,” he told Iris shortly, saving his breath for the rest of the trip. “Help me up?” Usually he would have tried to take care of himself, but he knew he was in no condition to stand without assistance, so he set his pride aside and held out his good hand to her.
His dark eyes flicked to her face again as she spoke about water before he peered over his shoulder, warily keeping watch for pursuers. It had been a while since the last time he’d had anything to drink, but that wasn’t the most pressing of priorities at the moment. When they got to the capital, he would be able to have water and be treated for the injuries he’d received since he’d left. What they needed to worry about was making sure they were able to reach the city in one piece. Self-care could wait, but they wouldn’t have selves to take care of if the rebels found them again and killed them before they made it to safety.
So, when she suggested that he could take a nap to recover faster, he shook his head. “No, I’m not going to sleep,” he replied, turning back to her determinedly. “I’ll rest after we get there.” If he’d had the breath, he would have explained himself further, but that was the most he could muster with his broken ribs. Aside from the looming threat of the rebels, he was also concerned that if he fell asleep, he wouldn’t be able to get back up again very easily. The last time he’d laid down, he had barely been able to pull himself upright. Even though he was sore, he had to stay awake, so he could keep moving quickly if they needed to.
Knowing that they were already halfway there was reassuring. As he looked himself over, he could see that his condition was rapidly deteriorating again, especially the injury to his leg. Apparently it had been hurting him because the bleeding had started up again as he’d walked on it. The bandages that the rebels had wrapped around his thigh were already stained red, and viscous liquid welled around the bottom edge of the cloth. If he hadn’t been so dehydrated, it probably would have started spilling over by now.
He grimaced at the sight and took a slow breath, trying to focus on anything but the pain that kept him down. He reminded himself that even though his whole body ached, he was just thirty minutes away from finding relief. They just needed to get to the border of the capital, and he could stop running altogether. They were so close.
Encouraged by the thought, he only spent about ten minutes resting before he shifted his weight on the ground to get up. “Ready now,” he told Iris shortly, saving his breath for the rest of the trip. “Help me up?” Usually he would have tried to take care of himself, but he knew he was in no condition to stand without assistance, so he set his pride aside and held out his good hand to her.