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Mordechai Oren Boaz
Nicknames
Decky, Mo-Bo, MOB, Boaz
Age
20
Gender
Male
Sexuality
Bisexual
Relationship Status
Single
TW: CHILD ABUSE, CHARACTER DEATH, DRUG USE, FAMILY LOSS
Appearance Details
- Hair: Black | Straight with a hint of waves when cut short | Decky has a habit of combing his hair with a wet comb in the morning- if he even bothers with that- and then running his hands through his hair for the rest of the day, leaving him with a sort of slicked-back-tousled look more often than not.
- Eyes: Brown
- Height: 5'10
- Body Type: Years of abuse and malnourishment left Decky a little on the skinnier side, while his activities lent to lean muscle forming. This left him with what looks more like a runner's build, letting him easily hide his shape under bulkier clothes and layers.
- Clothing Style: WIP
- Scars, Tattoos and/or Piercings:He's got too many scars to count, most from shattered beer bottles and belts. The notable ones would be the one just above his left hip, where an asshole 15 year old had shivved him in Juvie when he found out he was a Trip-S. There was a ragged burn scar across his collar bone, and while it has distorted a bit as he grew, the word burned into him over time by several of his parents' cigarettes still clearly read BURDEN. His thigh has an angry red scar from where the Human Arsenal that was Charlie Decker had plunged a knife straight into it after pistol-whipping Decky into a daze.
Tattoo wise, Decky has two stick-n-poke names over his heart; Danny and Lanie. His left shoulder bares the Trip-S tattoo that he got as a young teen. On his left forearm is the newest, showing a detailed gravestone covered in colorful rocks, the years 2005-2020 the only marking on the stone. He has no piercings, as they made no sense to him with as many fights as he got into.
Personality Traits
Decky during school acted about as much the delinquent as his peers and most adults expected him to. He had a rage built from the moment he could feel the emotion, and used any indignity he saw as a reason to outlet a bit of that fire that burned him from the inside out. You were one of the very lucky few if you could genuinely say you know Decky Boaz, but given that it's him you'd know about, you can't be too lucky.
It's completely different when he was around Danny, and often times Lanie as well. He may not be great at expressing his emotions but when it comes to those he cares about, he can be incredibly passionate. However, just like with his anger, he doesn't exactly think everything through and very well may have gone overboard and bordered on smothering. If it got pointed out to him, he would go a bit distant until he could sort out how he felt about that on his own.
It's completely different when he was around Danny, and often times Lanie as well. He may not be great at expressing his emotions but when it comes to those he cares about, he can be incredibly passionate. However, just like with his anger, he doesn't exactly think everything through and very well may have gone overboard and bordered on smothering. If it got pointed out to him, he would go a bit distant until he could sort out how he felt about that on his own.
Biography
Born and raised in Southie, Decky had a bleak beginning to life; born in the middle of a drug den a whole month early when his parents had been picking up an ounce, his parents just wrapped him up in some newspaper from the ground and took him home when they were good and ready. Surviving on pure miracle and lifeforce alone, he made it to three years old where he was greeted with a new role in life: Big Brother.
Daniel Aaron Boaz was born in much better conditions than Decky, given that at the time his mother had been on parole and her PO was keeping track of the baby's health just as much as hers. Until, of course, he was born and no longer literally attached to her main problem. After that it was once again up to the young ones of the house to fend for themselves, though even at his young age Decky knew that he would keep his parents' hands on him-and away from Danny- as much as possible. These evil people didn't deserve that ball of light. Danny was his and he would protect him.
While this kept Danny relatively safe, it did nothing to keep Decky himself safe. The night his parents chainsmoked and burned "Burden" across his collar bone, he went out to his street corner, 12 years old, and got jumped into the South Side Serpents. He began dealing on that corner the next day. It was also around this time he met Phil at his Junkyard and Garage and began doing mechanics. About a month into his eighth grade year a war broke out between the Trip-S gang and the newbies in town, and less than a week later it reached his neighborhood and his crew. Surviving the fight, managing to stab one of the other crew, and the two year sentence with chance of early Parole did nothing to quell how worried he was about Danny being alone at home for so long. Decky kept his head down as much as possible by sticking with his crew and doing the stupid schoolwork, because Juvie wouldn't even let you escape school while you were there. At his hearing a year and a half later, Decky was released back into the world with part of his parole stipulating that he attend Edenridge High across the tracks. Swell.
Meeting Lanie and getting clean of anything but weed and the occasional party drug, moving out of his parents and taking Danny with him, rediscovering his love for Mechanics and hanging out at Phil's garage, and all the other shit in the intervening two and a half years don't seem too important compared to the biggest thing: The Shooting. They were there for their allotted free breakfast, but Decky had just left Danny to go check on the Autoshop project. He'd told Danny he'd be quick, as his Freshman brother was getting swamped in homework and despite Mordechai not actually knowing what the AP kids studied, he was adamant about helping Danny as much as possible. He was halfway there when he heard the first shot, and it gave him only a seconds pause before he broke out into a run towards the sound. Towards the cafeteria. He slid through the doors and before he could do anything something hard cracked against his temple and sent his head flying to the side, and without giving him a second to catch his breath, Charlie Decker brought the handgun once more across Mordechai's head. He had to have blacked out as he tried to stand, because when his vision cleared again he was staring at a knife embedded to the hilt in thigh. His brother's choked sob made it through his foggy awareness and, as though he was seeing snapshots instead the full thing, Danny was running towards him; the gun went off so close to his ear he lost the ability to hear; Danny stilled; Danny dropped; Decker laughed and fled the area, leaving the brothers to reach out to each other while the living cafeteria members stared on. He remembers blacking out just as their bloody fingers touched.
Waking up and being told Danny hadn't survived was like dying himself, or wishing he had. He had a concussion and a rather blatant limp from the stab wound, but was overall discharged rather quickly, given his emancipation and ability to sign himself out. Everyone in the hospital was talking about what happened, and he even saw several of his schoolmates in the rooms he passed as he left. He moved like an absolute zombie, lost in a world without Danny as his light. He waited for no condolences, attended no funerals, he just went straight to Phil's and grabbed the motorcycle he had been building for himself for years. He took off with Phil as the only link to him.
Daniel Aaron Boaz was born in much better conditions than Decky, given that at the time his mother had been on parole and her PO was keeping track of the baby's health just as much as hers. Until, of course, he was born and no longer literally attached to her main problem. After that it was once again up to the young ones of the house to fend for themselves, though even at his young age Decky knew that he would keep his parents' hands on him-and away from Danny- as much as possible. These evil people didn't deserve that ball of light. Danny was his and he would protect him.
While this kept Danny relatively safe, it did nothing to keep Decky himself safe. The night his parents chainsmoked and burned "Burden" across his collar bone, he went out to his street corner, 12 years old, and got jumped into the South Side Serpents. He began dealing on that corner the next day. It was also around this time he met Phil at his Junkyard and Garage and began doing mechanics. About a month into his eighth grade year a war broke out between the Trip-S gang and the newbies in town, and less than a week later it reached his neighborhood and his crew. Surviving the fight, managing to stab one of the other crew, and the two year sentence with chance of early Parole did nothing to quell how worried he was about Danny being alone at home for so long. Decky kept his head down as much as possible by sticking with his crew and doing the stupid schoolwork, because Juvie wouldn't even let you escape school while you were there. At his hearing a year and a half later, Decky was released back into the world with part of his parole stipulating that he attend Edenridge High across the tracks. Swell.
Meeting Lanie and getting clean of anything but weed and the occasional party drug, moving out of his parents and taking Danny with him, rediscovering his love for Mechanics and hanging out at Phil's garage, and all the other shit in the intervening two and a half years don't seem too important compared to the biggest thing: The Shooting. They were there for their allotted free breakfast, but Decky had just left Danny to go check on the Autoshop project. He'd told Danny he'd be quick, as his Freshman brother was getting swamped in homework and despite Mordechai not actually knowing what the AP kids studied, he was adamant about helping Danny as much as possible. He was halfway there when he heard the first shot, and it gave him only a seconds pause before he broke out into a run towards the sound. Towards the cafeteria. He slid through the doors and before he could do anything something hard cracked against his temple and sent his head flying to the side, and without giving him a second to catch his breath, Charlie Decker brought the handgun once more across Mordechai's head. He had to have blacked out as he tried to stand, because when his vision cleared again he was staring at a knife embedded to the hilt in thigh. His brother's choked sob made it through his foggy awareness and, as though he was seeing snapshots instead the full thing, Danny was running towards him; the gun went off so close to his ear he lost the ability to hear; Danny stilled; Danny dropped; Decker laughed and fled the area, leaving the brothers to reach out to each other while the living cafeteria members stared on. He remembers blacking out just as their bloody fingers touched.
Waking up and being told Danny hadn't survived was like dying himself, or wishing he had. He had a concussion and a rather blatant limp from the stab wound, but was overall discharged rather quickly, given his emancipation and ability to sign himself out. Everyone in the hospital was talking about what happened, and he even saw several of his schoolmates in the rooms he passed as he left. He moved like an absolute zombie, lost in a world without Danny as his light. He waited for no condolences, attended no funerals, he just went straight to Phil's and grabbed the motorcycle he had been building for himself for years. He took off with Phil as the only link to him.
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Decky worked at Phil's Junkyard and Garage since he was 12 and Phil found him scrounging through scrap piles.
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Born in New York, Phil grew up in an upper-middle class neighborhood. Both his parent had nice jobs and he went to a private school. His parents always hoped he'd get the best education and be able to surpass them and live even more well-off than they themselves were. Phil, however, was never as attracted to common education as he was to cars and other contraptions. He didn't love science so much as he did inventing, or math so much as how much was necessary when making blueprints and the like. So he studied engineering and mechanics in his free time, even finding himself stopping by auto shops every now and then to ask the mechanics questions. They had no problem with a cute kid, all bright eyed and excited to learn their craft, hanging around as long as he followed safety protocols.
He found himself off the beaten path when he was 14 and his dad's car broke down. Without so much as a word to his father, Phil had the problem fixed before his old man even got off the phone with the mechanic. After the shock wore off, his parents spoke with him, and after a quick trip to the shop that they didn't even know he'd been going, they got praises from the workers and recommendations for different schools that would better cater to his interests. They'd made up their minds.
From then on, Phil went to a trade school for inventing, electrical engineering, and mechanics. He graduated with perfect grades and his parents' blessing to open his own shop as soon as possible. He never did finish a common high school education, and sometimes found himself lacking in places. Surprisingly, it never bothered him much.
It didn't happen at first; Phil picked up a job down in Boston and from age 19 to 22 he worked happily there. Once he felt comfortable and experienced enough, he opened his own shop and scrap yard in Edenridge, South Boston and set to work.
He was 37 when a young boy with a bruised face got caught pulling scraps off motorcycles. He grabbed the boy by the scruff of his neck- noticing the flinch and filing it for later- and set him down at a station, telling him to get to work. The shocked boy went at it with his borrowed tools until closing.
"Jesus kid, you just did the work of three grown-ass men! How old are you?"
"10, and my name ain't 'Kid'," He'd grumbled back.
"Well, maybe if you'd tell me your name," Phil replied with a roll of his eyes, not letting it show how shocked he was at the boy's adeptness.
"...Mordechai Boaz. My brother calls me Decky."
"Well, Imma call you Mo-Bo, how 'bout that?"
"What?! No don't call me th-"
"Alright Mo-Bo, let's get you home!"
The boy had looked less than thrilled, but admitted that he needed to make his brother a late dinner. Phil didn't comment on that either.
Phil had left the boy with a parting comment about an open door policy, but never expected to see him again. Especially not the next day. But the kid kept coming back, working on his little motorcycle project and even helping the other mechanics. And if the boy was doing the work, Phil was damn well going to pay him for it; under the table until he could be legally hired, of course.
He always brought his brother with him after that, and the boy just stayed quiet and out of the way, acting like he was an intruder and inconvenience. That's when Phil started keeping candy around the garage and ice cream in the mini-freezer. Danny began talking and showing his real personality after that.
Then Mo-Bo went and got himself locked up, and Phil got a little worried. He visited the boy on his designated days and went out of his way to pick Danny up from school on his lunch break and bring him back to the shop, making sure the boy spent as little time at home as possible. He wasn't stupid, after all.
When he was released and sent to Edenridge High, Phil felt excitement that the boy may actually get out of his home. Mo-Bo was a lot smarter than people gave him credit for, including the boy himself; he could excel in both Common education and Trade. Phil didn't push it much, just kept some textbooks around that would keep the kid relatively on level with what the rest of his age group was learning. He caught Mo-Bo passed out on the break room couch one night, Language Arts textbook spread open on his chest with a dictionary on the ground and highlighters all over the place. All he'd done was smile and put a blanket over the slumbering teen.
Then came miss Lanie and Nolan, good influences on the boy if he'd ever seen any; Mo-Bo slowly lost the track marks on his arms, and Phil was so damn happy he didn't even complain about the scent of weed that wafted off him more often. While Phil had been nudging Decky toward the idea since he was 13, hoping he would make plans, it was truly Lanie who finally got Mo-Bo moving forward and finally receiving his emancipation, and she even took his boys in with the blessing of her parents.
In between that move, he had been jealous that the boys began to get a new father figure in the form of Antoine Beauregard, but Phil knew a good man when he saw one, and also knew that his own tiny apartment could barely house him, let alone the two boys he'd grown to love. So they had spent some time with the English teacher from the middle of Mo-Bo's Sophomore year till summer, when they finally transferred into the Lancaster's care.
After the shooting, Phil had sat at Mo-Bo's side as he slept, reading the kid his favorite books and taking care of things for Danny to keep one more burden off of Mordechai Boaz's shoulders. A couple days after the shooting when Mo-Bo asked Phil to get his Motorcycle-the one he'd been scrounging around his Junkyard for scraps for all those years ago, well, Phil could not be one more part of the universe that told that child no. Not that anyone who has been through a life like his can be called a child. He knew if he kept him here, he would have to buy two "D____ Boaz" headstones instead of one.
Danny hadn't gotten a 24 hour burial, Mo-Bo hadn't been awake to ask for it and they were no contact with their parents. The best Phil had been able to do was the weekend, but his boy had long ridden away from Edenridge at that point, leaving just an email address and the promise to send a new phone number when he could. Nolan had stopped by within a couple weeks to get ahold of the address and strong arm Mo-Bo back into contact, and it was also that same boy that managed to convince one Mordechai Boaz, almost 2 whole years later, to return to Edenridge for a visit. Hopefully it could become more than that with enough support.
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Decky ran a hand through his already thoroughly tousled hair, glaring down at the math problems as though it could force them to make sense. Language Arts was easy, but math? Hell no. âStupid fuckinâ PO,â He thought angrily. ââYouâve done so well in Juvie classes, obviously you need to be thrown into the deep end of Northie to continue growing.â What fuckinâ logic was that? They donât even teach the same-â Someone bumped into the back of his chair, forcing it forward a couple inches as his sternum met the table.
âOops!â Came the fake cry from the offender, and Decky turned around slowly to stare down the hulking figure in a letterman jacket, taking in the short brown hair and pale complexion, the starting scruff of a beard that doesn't quite cover up his acne. The boy was giving him a smarmy grin. âSorry Southie! Guess you just blend in with the rest of the trash around here,â He laughed, his two buddies following suit. âYou should get a job as a garbage man, since you already live like one anyway.â
One slow blink was the only reaction his taunting garnered as Decky didnât even bother rising from his chair. He stared the idiots down until their laughter awkwardly dwindled, and then took his chance.
âYâknow,â he said, flipping out his butterfly knife and casually holding the tip against the now frozen boyâs thigh, just close enough to a certain part of the anatomy that it assured the others would make no move. They were staring at him with wide eyes as he let out the grin that had often been, quite literally, bloody. âI âppreciate the suggestion, given itâs one-a the few jobs thatâll hire someone with multiple incarcerations. And I mean,â He rolled his eyes, pushing the tip a little harder while the leader went white in the face. âI might as well go big, whatâs one more term on the inside if it keeps youâre fugly ass from ever reproducing, hm?â
As he continued his staredown with the others, he couldnât believe the lack of security at this school, at least Southie had some rent-a-cops stationed around. âIgnorance really is bliss, huh?â he thought, still stuck in the culture shock phase of his time here.
âExcuse me, um⊠Whatâs going on here?â
The willowy blonde in the white cashmere sweater, thick black leggings and knee-high black leather boots had no idea what sheâd walked into. When sheâd arrived at school that morning of the first day of freshman yearâs second semester, the guidance counselor had wasted no time in procuring her assistance. There was a new student in her year: a young man from Southie under âdelicate and special circumstancesâ was in need of a âbuddyâ to show him around the school and tutor him in Geometry. And, of course, who else could be more perfect for the job than Edenridge Highâs resident ray of sunshine: Lanie Lancaster? As expected, the green-eyed cheerleader had been flattered, and had delightedly accepted this new task. She was to meet her new friend in the library during second period study hall.
In regular Lanie fashion, she had reached her destination with five minutes to spare. A wide, bright smile illuminated her femenine features, and her cheerful disposition was already in place to greet this new student. But when she arrived at the table Ms. Vaughn had said the new boy would be, she didnât know what exactly she was staring at. All she knew was that Edenâs resident jock asshole Brian Saunders had a knife to the crotch, his two equally useless lackeys Kyle and Seth stood paralized and looking like their life was flashing before their eyes, and who she assumed was her protegĂ© was the one holding said knife to the nether regions.
âIs everything okay?â Lanie said gently, looking back and forth from Brian and the dark-haired young man with the weapon. She realized this was a stupid question-- things were obviously far from okay. But she figured it was as good an attempt as any to defuse the situation without getting herself maimed, stabbed or killed in the process.
Initially, Decky only gave a quick glance to the new player on the board, making sure his attention stayed on his prey. Her voice demanded attention in an almost Aphrodite like way, soft and sweet, alluring in its energy. He gave the knife just a bit more pressure in warning before returning it to his pocket with quick, practiced ease. Then he finally got a good look at the girl, keeping his rough grin on the whole time.
She was pretty. Well, actually, she was downright gorgeous; long golden locks with a healthy athletic figure and eyes as green as his Trip-S tattoo. The predatory grin changed to something just a bit more inviting.
"S'all good, Sweetheart, just learnin' ta make friends in Wonderland."
Elaine raised a disbelieving eyebrow at the boy. Anyone with half a brain cell could see that the exchange currently happening was far from being friendly. âFriends⊠Right...â she muttered, nodding slowly before turning her attention back to Brian and his crew. âI donât mean to be rude, Bri, but I think it would be a good idea if you guys found another place to study,â Lanie said politely, knowing fully well that the last thing those dudes did was study. âI was supposed to start his tutoring session five minutes ago, and Iâd like to do so with no more distractions, if thatâs okay.â
He kept his smirk in place as the jockstrap squad stumbled away with angry grunts and mumbles. Once they had disappeared, he turned fully to the girl by his table. "So, that was fun; kinda reminded me a the sixth grade lunch room.â he joked, looking unsubtly at the sharpie markings on his hand. "So, uh, youâre Elaine? Iâmma have to be honest and say I donât know how much attention I could pay to studying with you around. What are ya, a fuckinâ model?â
That wasnât what Decky had meant to say, and only his amazing poker face kept him from turning red as a tomato. As it was, he simply looked her up and down and gave a leer in hope of scaring her off before she bothered to sit down. It was gonna happen eventually so why would he bother giving her any time?
Lanie had never been a stranger to her peers making comments about her appearance. Some were nice, some were not so nice, and others were just plain disgusting and rude. By this point, she had started to learn the importance of taking othersâ opinions with a grain of salt. But the way this guy had just blatantly said to her face exactly what was in his mind, and the slight second of panic in his eyes after heâd said it, had her suddenly bursting out into a fit of genuine laughter. Her fit of emotion was loud enough to earn her disapproving glares from her fellow students, and even the librarian had to raise a finger up to her lips in her direction in an attempt to get Lanie to sober up. The blondeâs laughs eventually subsided into quiet little giggles, and she turned to the boy with tears of laughter still sitting in her green eyes.
âOh my God, I could only wish I was a model,â Lanie playfully lamented, letting out a fake, exaggerated sigh. âI could be making so much money letting strange men take pictures of me right now.â
Decky was bewildered by her reaction. Heâd never had someone straight out laugh at any of his bridge burning attempts, and he was unsure how to proceed from there. He did know one thing though, and that was that she even had a beautiful laugh.
âFuck.â
Nervously, he began scratching at the inside of his elbow, exacerbating the already inflamed track marks that could be found there. âUh, rightâŠwell, you could always hang on a Southie corner, plenty of men lookinâ for pretty things to take pictures of.â It was a joke, that was all it was meant to be. Just a joke. Except, of course, for the fact that it was also completely true. Heâd steered Danny away from enough of them. When his parents let the house go empty during their stints hiding out in drug dens, Decky...well, Decky had to feed his baby brother. Lanie, however, had none of this context to explain the dark look that crossed his face at the...JokeâŠ
While her earlier comments were meant to be jokes, there was something about the way this young man had said that made her think that he was probably being serious. That and coupled with the amount of unsavory things she had read and heard about the south side of town, she didnât doubt that his statements were anything but true⊠Which made her skin crawl under her sweater.
âAs tempting as that offer sounds, I think Iâll passâŠâ she joked, trying hard to lighten up the dark atmosphere that had seemed to settle between the two. âI donât think I got your name before. Ms. Vaughn didnât tell me, and I was so excited to meet you that I rushed off before it dawned on me that I didnât ask! You can call me Lanie, by the way. Everybody calls me Lanie.â She knew she was rambling, but that was just her natural reaction to anything that made her feel uncomfortable.
He arched an eyebrow at her. Excited to meet him? What the hell was wrong with Northie? âYeah, I wasâŠsuper excited to meet someone in a library and cram useless information into my brain too,â He knew he was being kind of mean, and that the girl was probably very sweet. But to Decky, that was all the more reason to keep her at arms length at least, as it was clear she wouldnât leave.
âItâs Boaz. You donât get to shorten it, and last name only.â
Lanie found his sarcasm and lack of enthusiasm over having to sit through nearly an hour of some random girl trying to teach him Geometry amusing enough to let out a snicker. In his defense, she probably wouldâve reacted in the same way if they had moved to Edenridge when the anger at knowing they were leaving her hometown was still fresh. She didnât have much time to dwell on this, though, because he had already moved on to finally disclose his name.
âBoazâŠâ the young woman repeated slowly, feeling out how the name rolled out of her tongue so she could continue to use in the future. In typical Lanie fashion, her mind was already racing with ideas of many fun, cute and special ways she could shorten or use as a nickname for her new friend. But because he had specifically told her shortening it was not an option, the girl knew it would be rude and disrespectful to go against his wishes. âBoaz it is!â she declared, smiling brightly at Boaz and offering him her extended hand.
He gave a quick flinch at the sudden movement, whole body tensing before he recognized the gesture. He then slipped his calloused hand into hers and have a good shake before retreating again. He appreciated that she had so easily followed his boundaries, and he tilted his head as he stared at her for a moment longer. "Okay, Lanie," he gave her a small, barely there smile. "What the fuck is up with these formulas? My last course was remedial Algebra so I don't have a fuckin' clue what's goin' on." he turned his attention away from her and back to his book, running his hand through his hair again as he kicked out a seat for her to take next to him.
With a small chuckle at Boaz's exasperation about their subject of study, Elaine gracefully took the seat being offered to her and placed her belongings on top of the table. She went straight into tutor mode: pulling out her textbook, notebook and colored pens from her bag and neatly setting everything in front of her. Once finished, she turned to her classmate.
"You want to know a secret?" she suddenly asked him, lowering her voice and looking around as if worried about anyone listening in. "I don't have a clue of what's going on most of the time either," she confessed with a playful smile, leaning closer to him. "But I definitely know enough to get us on the right track! So, as long as you promise to pay attention and give your maximum effort, I'm confident I'll get you to pass Geometry with at least a-"
Decky pulled away from her harshly, whole body seizing as he sized her up. He wasn't a stranger to what those lean ins could lead to, whether he wanted them or not, and he'd done pretty well avoiding those chicks since he got out. At this point it would be illegal for them to do anything again anyways given the girls' now adult ages, but that didn't mean they didn't leave an impression. Immediately his eyes turned sharp and he sneered at her.
"You gotta get so close, they not teach you personal space in Northie? That's gonna be a fuckin' issue, sweetheart." he bit out, keeping his whole body facing her as though preparing for a fight.
Elaine pulled away from Boaz instantly, her flushed face now equal parts embarrassed, guilty and ashamed. "Oh God, I am so, so sorry!" she stammered in apology, pushing her belongings to the opposite side of the table to downplay how her green eyes filled up with tears. Never in her life had she experienced anyone having such an aggressive, revolting reaction when it came to her presence. It really made her wonder whether her being the one assigned to help Boaz would do him more harm than good. "I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable in any way! Would you rather I sit across from you instead, or find a space that's a little more open?"
He blinked hard at her response, his world momentarily tilted on its axis as he attempted to find the words that matched hers, and he couldn't. He didn't have any contingencies to that response. Probably because he'd never gotten that response.
"I...I...uh-fuck," he stammered, wind taken out of his sales as he hunched in on himself and began avoiding eye contact. That's fuckin' embarrassing. "I misread the fuck outta that. Don't start cryin' on me, they might think I hit ya and send me back to juvie!" was he panicking? Was that a bad joke for the timing? Did he wish to be high for this situation?
Yes.
"I'm not crying!" Elaine argued, looking away and repeatedly blinking hard until all tears had disappeared from her eyes. She wiped away the corners of her eyes to make sure none of them had escaped and there was no incriminating evidence of them before she turned towards Boaz again. "The misunderstanding was all my fault. I should've been more careful about the way I approached you. You just got out of juvie, after all, and I have no idea where you come from or what you've lived through before. I don't blame you for reacting like you did. I'm just⊠I'm really, really, really sorryâŠ" she apologized again, anxiously biting her lower lip.
Decky had no idea what to do. This girl, this bright ball of energy and warmth was acting differently than he expected at every turn. Their knowledge of how the world works was so drastic that trying to interact in any casual way was quickly reaching Trainwreck territory. What did she want him to do? How was he meant to respond to her to smooth things out? If she hadnât had such soft words during the apology, he would know to sneer and make a comment about how it must be nice in Northie to feel so safe. Must be nice that you can let someone that close without unwarranted hands or blades finding flesh.
But she spoke like cool water over a fresh burn, and she was softer than anything heâd ever seen, barring his newborn brother all those years ago.
âI...donât know how ta react right nowâŠâ He answered stiltedly. âAinât been in a situation like this, feel like Dorothy or Alice or some shitâŠâ
Decky ran a hand through his already thoroughly tousled hair, glaring down at the math problems as though it could force them to make sense. Language Arts was easy, but math? Hell no. âStupid fuckinâ PO,â He thought angrily. ââYouâve done so well in Juvie classes, obviously you need to be thrown into the deep end of Northie to continue growing.â What fuckinâ logic was that? They donât even teach the same-â Someone bumped into the back of his chair, forcing it forward a couple inches as his sternum met the table.
âOops!â Came the fake cry from the offender, and Decky turned around slowly to stare down the hulking figure in a letterman jacket, taking in the short brown hair and pale complexion, the starting scruff of a beard that doesn't quite cover up his acne. The boy was giving him a smarmy grin. âSorry Southie! Guess you just blend in with the rest of the trash around here,â He laughed, his two buddies following suit. âYou should get a job as a garbage man, since you already live like one anyway.â
One slow blink was the only reaction his taunting garnered as Decky didnât even bother rising from his chair. He stared the idiots down until their laughter awkwardly dwindled, and then took his chance.
âYâknow,â he said, flipping out his butterfly knife and casually holding the tip against the now frozen boyâs thigh, just close enough to a certain part of the anatomy that it assured the others would make no move. They were staring at him with wide eyes as he let out the grin that had often been, quite literally, bloody. âI âppreciate the suggestion, given itâs one-a the few jobs thatâll hire someone with multiple incarcerations. And I mean,â He rolled his eyes, pushing the tip a little harder while the leader went white in the face. âI might as well go big, whatâs one more term on the inside if it keeps youâre fugly ass from ever reproducing, hm?â
As he continued his staredown with the others, he couldnât believe the lack of security at this school, at least Southie had some rent-a-cops stationed around. âIgnorance really is bliss, huh?â he thought, still stuck in the culture shock phase of his time here.
âExcuse me, um⊠Whatâs going on here?â
The willowy blonde in the white cashmere sweater, thick black leggings and knee-high black leather boots had no idea what sheâd walked into. When sheâd arrived at school that morning of the first day of freshman yearâs second semester, the guidance counselor had wasted no time in procuring her assistance. There was a new student in her year: a young man from Southie under âdelicate and special circumstancesâ was in need of a âbuddyâ to show him around the school and tutor him in Geometry. And, of course, who else could be more perfect for the job than Edenridge Highâs resident ray of sunshine: Lanie Lancaster? As expected, the green-eyed cheerleader had been flattered, and had delightedly accepted this new task. She was to meet her new friend in the library during second period study hall.
In regular Lanie fashion, she had reached her destination with five minutes to spare. A wide, bright smile illuminated her femenine features, and her cheerful disposition was already in place to greet this new student. But when she arrived at the table Ms. Vaughn had said the new boy would be, she didnât know what exactly she was staring at. All she knew was that Edenâs resident jock asshole Brian Saunders had a knife to the crotch, his two equally useless lackeys Kyle and Seth stood paralized and looking like their life was flashing before their eyes, and who she assumed was her protegĂ© was the one holding said knife to the nether regions.
âIs everything okay?â Lanie said gently, looking back and forth from Brian and the dark-haired young man with the weapon. She realized this was a stupid question-- things were obviously far from okay. But she figured it was as good an attempt as any to defuse the situation without getting herself maimed, stabbed or killed in the process.
Initially, Decky only gave a quick glance to the new player on the board, making sure his attention stayed on his prey. Her voice demanded attention in an almost Aphrodite like way, soft and sweet, alluring in its energy. He gave the knife just a bit more pressure in warning before returning it to his pocket with quick, practiced ease. Then he finally got a good look at the girl, keeping his rough grin on the whole time.
She was pretty. Well, actually, she was downright gorgeous; long golden locks with a healthy athletic figure and eyes as green as his Trip-S tattoo. The predatory grin changed to something just a bit more inviting.
"S'all good, Sweetheart, just learnin' ta make friends in Wonderland."
Elaine raised a disbelieving eyebrow at the boy. Anyone with half a brain cell could see that the exchange currently happening was far from being friendly. âFriends⊠Right...â she muttered, nodding slowly before turning her attention back to Brian and his crew. âI donât mean to be rude, Bri, but I think it would be a good idea if you guys found another place to study,â Lanie said politely, knowing fully well that the last thing those dudes did was study. âI was supposed to start his tutoring session five minutes ago, and Iâd like to do so with no more distractions, if thatâs okay.â
He kept his smirk in place as the jockstrap squad stumbled away with angry grunts and mumbles. Once they had disappeared, he turned fully to the girl by his table. "So, that was fun; kinda reminded me a the sixth grade lunch room.â he joked, looking unsubtly at the sharpie markings on his hand. "So, uh, youâre Elaine? Iâmma have to be honest and say I donât know how much attention I could pay to studying with you around. What are ya, a fuckinâ model?â
That wasnât what Decky had meant to say, and only his amazing poker face kept him from turning red as a tomato. As it was, he simply looked her up and down and gave a leer in hope of scaring her off before she bothered to sit down. It was gonna happen eventually so why would he bother giving her any time?
Lanie had never been a stranger to her peers making comments about her appearance. Some were nice, some were not so nice, and others were just plain disgusting and rude. By this point, she had started to learn the importance of taking othersâ opinions with a grain of salt. But the way this guy had just blatantly said to her face exactly what was in his mind, and the slight second of panic in his eyes after heâd said it, had her suddenly bursting out into a fit of genuine laughter. Her fit of emotion was loud enough to earn her disapproving glares from her fellow students, and even the librarian had to raise a finger up to her lips in her direction in an attempt to get Lanie to sober up. The blondeâs laughs eventually subsided into quiet little giggles, and she turned to the boy with tears of laughter still sitting in her green eyes.
âOh my God, I could only wish I was a model,â Lanie playfully lamented, letting out a fake, exaggerated sigh. âI could be making so much money letting strange men take pictures of me right now.â
Decky was bewildered by her reaction. Heâd never had someone straight out laugh at any of his bridge burning attempts, and he was unsure how to proceed from there. He did know one thing though, and that was that she even had a beautiful laugh.
âFuck.â
Nervously, he began scratching at the inside of his elbow, exacerbating the already inflamed track marks that could be found there. âUh, rightâŠwell, you could always hang on a Southie corner, plenty of men lookinâ for pretty things to take pictures of.â It was a joke, that was all it was meant to be. Just a joke. Except, of course, for the fact that it was also completely true. Heâd steered Danny away from enough of them. When his parents let the house go empty during their stints hiding out in drug dens, Decky...well, Decky had to feed his baby brother. Lanie, however, had none of this context to explain the dark look that crossed his face at the...JokeâŠ
While her earlier comments were meant to be jokes, there was something about the way this young man had said that made her think that he was probably being serious. That and coupled with the amount of unsavory things she had read and heard about the south side of town, she didnât doubt that his statements were anything but true⊠Which made her skin crawl under her sweater.
âAs tempting as that offer sounds, I think Iâll passâŠâ she joked, trying hard to lighten up the dark atmosphere that had seemed to settle between the two. âI donât think I got your name before. Ms. Vaughn didnât tell me, and I was so excited to meet you that I rushed off before it dawned on me that I didnât ask! You can call me Lanie, by the way. Everybody calls me Lanie.â She knew she was rambling, but that was just her natural reaction to anything that made her feel uncomfortable.
He arched an eyebrow at her. Excited to meet him? What the hell was wrong with Northie? âYeah, I wasâŠsuper excited to meet someone in a library and cram useless information into my brain too,â He knew he was being kind of mean, and that the girl was probably very sweet. But to Decky, that was all the more reason to keep her at arms length at least, as it was clear she wouldnât leave.
âItâs Boaz. You donât get to shorten it, and last name only.â
Lanie found his sarcasm and lack of enthusiasm over having to sit through nearly an hour of some random girl trying to teach him Geometry amusing enough to let out a snicker. In his defense, she probably wouldâve reacted in the same way if they had moved to Edenridge when the anger at knowing they were leaving her hometown was still fresh. She didnât have much time to dwell on this, though, because he had already moved on to finally disclose his name.
âBoazâŠâ the young woman repeated slowly, feeling out how the name rolled out of her tongue so she could continue to use in the future. In typical Lanie fashion, her mind was already racing with ideas of many fun, cute and special ways she could shorten or use as a nickname for her new friend. But because he had specifically told her shortening it was not an option, the girl knew it would be rude and disrespectful to go against his wishes. âBoaz it is!â she declared, smiling brightly at Boaz and offering him her extended hand.
He gave a quick flinch at the sudden movement, whole body tensing before he recognized the gesture. He then slipped his calloused hand into hers and have a good shake before retreating again. He appreciated that she had so easily followed his boundaries, and he tilted his head as he stared at her for a moment longer. "Okay, Lanie," he gave her a small, barely there smile. "What the fuck is up with these formulas? My last course was remedial Algebra so I don't have a fuckin' clue what's goin' on." he turned his attention away from her and back to his book, running his hand through his hair again as he kicked out a seat for her to take next to him.
With a small chuckle at Boaz's exasperation about their subject of study, Elaine gracefully took the seat being offered to her and placed her belongings on top of the table. She went straight into tutor mode: pulling out her textbook, notebook and colored pens from her bag and neatly setting everything in front of her. Once finished, she turned to her classmate.
"You want to know a secret?" she suddenly asked him, lowering her voice and looking around as if worried about anyone listening in. "I don't have a clue of what's going on most of the time either," she confessed with a playful smile, leaning closer to him. "But I definitely know enough to get us on the right track! So, as long as you promise to pay attention and give your maximum effort, I'm confident I'll get you to pass Geometry with at least a-"
Decky pulled away from her harshly, whole body seizing as he sized her up. He wasn't a stranger to what those lean ins could lead to, whether he wanted them or not, and he'd done pretty well avoiding those chicks since he got out. At this point it would be illegal for them to do anything again anyways given the girls' now adult ages, but that didn't mean they didn't leave an impression. Immediately his eyes turned sharp and he sneered at her.
"You gotta get so close, they not teach you personal space in Northie? That's gonna be a fuckin' issue, sweetheart." he bit out, keeping his whole body facing her as though preparing for a fight.
Elaine pulled away from Boaz instantly, her flushed face now equal parts embarrassed, guilty and ashamed. "Oh God, I am so, so sorry!" she stammered in apology, pushing her belongings to the opposite side of the table to downplay how her green eyes filled up with tears. Never in her life had she experienced anyone having such an aggressive, revolting reaction when it came to her presence. It really made her wonder whether her being the one assigned to help Boaz would do him more harm than good. "I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable in any way! Would you rather I sit across from you instead, or find a space that's a little more open?"
He blinked hard at her response, his world momentarily tilted on its axis as he attempted to find the words that matched hers, and he couldn't. He didn't have any contingencies to that response. Probably because he'd never gotten that response.
"I...I...uh-fuck," he stammered, wind taken out of his sales as he hunched in on himself and began avoiding eye contact. That's fuckin' embarrassing. "I misread the fuck outta that. Don't start cryin' on me, they might think I hit ya and send me back to juvie!" was he panicking? Was that a bad joke for the timing? Did he wish to be high for this situation?
Yes.
"I'm not crying!" Elaine argued, looking away and repeatedly blinking hard until all tears had disappeared from her eyes. She wiped away the corners of her eyes to make sure none of them had escaped and there was no incriminating evidence of them before she turned towards Boaz again. "The misunderstanding was all my fault. I should've been more careful about the way I approached you. You just got out of juvie, after all, and I have no idea where you come from or what you've lived through before. I don't blame you for reacting like you did. I'm just⊠I'm really, really, really sorryâŠ" she apologized again, anxiously biting her lower lip.
Decky had no idea what to do. This girl, this bright ball of energy and warmth was acting differently than he expected at every turn. Their knowledge of how the world works was so drastic that trying to interact in any casual way was quickly reaching Trainwreck territory. What did she want him to do? How was he meant to respond to her to smooth things out? If she hadnât had such soft words during the apology, he would know to sneer and make a comment about how it must be nice in Northie to feel so safe. Must be nice that you can let someone that close without unwarranted hands or blades finding flesh.
But she spoke like cool water over a fresh burn, and she was softer than anything heâd ever seen, barring his newborn brother all those years ago.
âI...donât know how ta react right nowâŠâ He answered stiltedly. âAinât been in a situation like this, feel like Dorothy or Alice or some shitâŠâ
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Decky stared blankly after his new friend as she all but flew out of the cafeteria in a hectic flurry, desperate to make her forgotten Cheer Meeting. Did she just...leave him with some stranger? Ok, whatever, her friend, meaning he isnât exactly a stranger aside from the fact that Decky himself had never met the guy; he knew a couple stories from the beginning of their year but he canât honestly say he listened that hard to the details. Besides, heâd only met Lanie herself less than a month ago when she began tutoring him in the library, this is the first time she convinced him to venture away from his secluded lunch table and she just happened to have to leave with barely an introduction.
He scratched absentmindedly at the track marks on his inner arm. Some had faded a bit, what with more of his time being taken up by Lanie and schoolwork, but despite her looks that heâs sure she doesnât realize he notices, she hasnât much brought it up yet.
â...Hi?â he ventured, trying to put some emotion behind it other than irritation.
A part of him was nervous once Lanie fled the scene, so nervous in fact, that he considered leaving himself. He didnât know Decky, not really. He knew him in rumors and murmurs but he did not know him. While a part of him wanted badly to play the role of the protective best friend and sniff out this new guy in Lanieâs life, another part of him really valued not getting on the bad side of some guy with a track record.
Nolan Santora was not a fighter, he was not someone to be feared or someone to be reckoned with. Nolan Santora was a coward and a part of him was feeling somewhat cowardly about⊠all of this.
Of course, Lanie seemed to enjoy Deckyâs company which held⊠some value to him but it did not entirely squash the looming sense of discomfort he felt now. They were alone. The ice was unbroken and Lanie had evacuated. His fingers idly drummed the table for a short moment before--
â...Hi?â
His head snapped up and he knew he must have looked almost⊠comically startled. âOh--â He stumbled for a moment, unsure of if heâd actually been addressed for a moment. Seeing as the table was isolated save for the two of them, he managed to respond without sounding like a bumbling idiot. âHey, Iâm uh- I didnât mean to zone out there.â He was used to socializing, this shouldnât be so hard. âI-- Guess neither of us expected her to fly out like that, huh?â
Decky nodded, still not really looking the blond in the eyes. âYeah⊠he replied, glancing back at the doorway. âShe ditch like that often?â
He couldnât really help the short laugh that escaped him, although he tried to muffle it behind his palm. The other boy was not keen on eye contact although that did not bother him much, in fact it kind of eased his anxieties, at least to some degree. âNo, no-â He responded, still fumbling over his words somewhat but he managed to sound friendly and that was really what mattered. âLanieâs solid.â
He meant that and it was said with all the earnest intent of a best friend. âSheâs just-- more responsible than Iâll ever hope to be. Sheâll be back before we know it, hell, she probably feels bad she left us here to begin with. I uh- Iâm not always the best at making new friends and Iâm a bit of a motor-mouth when I get goinâ. Iâm worried Iâll scare you off without her to interject.â
Decky smirked at the other boy, both happy at his reassurance and amused at seeing that he had already gotten himself going. âThatâs good, I donât handle flakes well.â he replied honestly, watching the kids around them laugh and toss pieces of food. âDonât worry âbout rambling or nothinâ, I got someone at home like that,â his thoughts moved to his brother, who was currently in 6th grade at Edenridge Middle per Deckyâs agreement with his PO. âIâm Mordechai, by the way, you can call me that or Boaz. Nicknames come when I actually know I like you.â
âThen youâll like Lanie, sheâs about as good as they come.â And he meant that too. Heâd never had much luck in friendships, he always gave too much and received very little but it had never been like that with Lanie. It was a healthy back and forth. She listened to him and he listened to her and he rarely felt that comfortable with anyone but her.
At his quick reassurance, Nolan found a genuine smile appearing on his face. He didnât know that he believed him but it was nice, at least. The gesture. âThatâs a floodgate you might not wanna open, my friend.â He joked, leaning on his elbows. âI can talk your ear off âbout nothinâ and thatâs probably why Lanie hadnât introduced us yet. She knows I wonât shut up.â
âMordechai.â He tried the name on for size, testing the pronunciation. Nolan had a tendency to speak too fast at times and bulldoze through names like they were nothing. âLanieâ had been easy enough. Heâd have to keep tabs on himself when addressing Mordechai, because while some found his rapid word-vomit charming, he was still somewhat worried it would rub him the wrong way.
Astonishingly though, that worry was lifting as they spoke more easily. âIâm Nolan. Iâve known Lanie since-- well-- forever. Sheâs my best friend. You can call me Nol, if it suits you or Santora if it donât. Where are you from, Mordechai? I donât know too much about you and it canât hurt to ask, right?â
It was better than taking rumors at face value, at any rate.
The same feral grin that greeted Lanie upon their first meeting made it's way onto his face at Nolan's question. He gave the boy a lazy two fingered salute and straightened up a bit. The other boy probably didn't know it, but this was now a test. "I'm a born and raised Southie, both before and after the Juvie sentence. My PO thought Northie was a nice change a pace or some shit. I think the bitch just wanted to take me away from my crew and corner as much as possible."
And for the first time, Decky met Nolan's eyes and held contact, waiting for the other's response while cataloguing the reaction.
He watched the grin spread across Deckyâs face. It was a wolfish thing, really, he wondered briefly if that made him a rabbit. He had heard the rumors, of course, so there was little surprise to be found in his face but he did follow the statement with an inquiry. âWhat were you in for?â
It wasnât judgemental or even rude. Just curious. âIf you donât mind me asking.â
Deckyâs eyebrows ticked up just a bit at the little reaction he received, and mentally he thought that maybe he could have a little fun with this guy. âSome dickless baby bangers tried muscling into our territory and when they hit our corner I stabbed one-a them,â He shrugged, as though it was just another day to him instead of him recalling the night he was incarcerated. âHe survived, of course, or I wouldnât be here. His crew did get me back on the inside though, stabbed me twice in the same spot âfore the guards got to us. Luckily he missed any important organs.â
âOh.â The response was startled to a small degree but not appalled, or disgusted. His eyebrows may have been pushing his hairline but he mostly seemed alarmed at the idea that anyone his age could have been through something like that.
âI think-- Iâm glad youâre alright though.â He tried, shaking off his alarm. âAinât ever been stabbed myself, been in a fist fight or two but Iâm no fighter, really. Iâm glad I asked you directly, âcause Iâve been kind of curious, admittedly. Youâve made a bit of an image for yourself.â
Decky blinked at the other boy, a bit startled himself at how much Nolan was just going with the flow. Seriously, what was in the water at Northie? Aren't rich kids supposed to run in fear at the mere mention of gang activity? Of violence and prison? Decky's shoulders finally relaxed from the harsh line they had been held in as he slumped forward and put an elbow on the table, resting his chin in his hand as he stared at the other boy with disguised wonder.
"...huh, I think I like you, Santora," he stated simply. "I can teach you how to fight, or I could just give you a knife for protectionâŠ" a grin split his face, then. "I got an image that quick? Shit, I ain't the only Southie here, must be the good looks and traumatic past."
âWell, good thing. I think I like you too, Mordechai.â He beamed at the boy across from him. He had the sort of smile that just seemed genuine and maybe that was why he and Lanie got along. They were both the unflinchingly genuine sort. âThis place can be⊠judgy sometimes with the wrong people, but Lanie anâ I are pretty open-minded. You donât seem bad to me and--â
He passed a conspiratorial glance over his shoulder and continued. âI might actually take you up on the fighting lessons. Canât and wonât tell you how many of those fist fights I lost. Iâm uh- not real equipped to that sort of thing, you know?â
Decky let out a surprised laugh, his grin following suit of Nolan's and become a bit more genuine. "Promise not to tell?" he leaned in conspiratorially as well. "Didn't learn to fight till I was jumped into my crew an' the boss decided I needed to bulk up if I was gonna be worth the corner space. Won my first fight three weeks later at the boxin' club."
He scratched absentmindedly at the track marks on his inner arm. Some had faded a bit, what with more of his time being taken up by Lanie and schoolwork, but despite her looks that heâs sure she doesnât realize he notices, she hasnât much brought it up yet.
â...Hi?â he ventured, trying to put some emotion behind it other than irritation.
A part of him was nervous once Lanie fled the scene, so nervous in fact, that he considered leaving himself. He didnât know Decky, not really. He knew him in rumors and murmurs but he did not know him. While a part of him wanted badly to play the role of the protective best friend and sniff out this new guy in Lanieâs life, another part of him really valued not getting on the bad side of some guy with a track record.
Nolan Santora was not a fighter, he was not someone to be feared or someone to be reckoned with. Nolan Santora was a coward and a part of him was feeling somewhat cowardly about⊠all of this.
Of course, Lanie seemed to enjoy Deckyâs company which held⊠some value to him but it did not entirely squash the looming sense of discomfort he felt now. They were alone. The ice was unbroken and Lanie had evacuated. His fingers idly drummed the table for a short moment before--
â...Hi?â
His head snapped up and he knew he must have looked almost⊠comically startled. âOh--â He stumbled for a moment, unsure of if heâd actually been addressed for a moment. Seeing as the table was isolated save for the two of them, he managed to respond without sounding like a bumbling idiot. âHey, Iâm uh- I didnât mean to zone out there.â He was used to socializing, this shouldnât be so hard. âI-- Guess neither of us expected her to fly out like that, huh?â
Decky nodded, still not really looking the blond in the eyes. âYeah⊠he replied, glancing back at the doorway. âShe ditch like that often?â
He couldnât really help the short laugh that escaped him, although he tried to muffle it behind his palm. The other boy was not keen on eye contact although that did not bother him much, in fact it kind of eased his anxieties, at least to some degree. âNo, no-â He responded, still fumbling over his words somewhat but he managed to sound friendly and that was really what mattered. âLanieâs solid.â
He meant that and it was said with all the earnest intent of a best friend. âSheâs just-- more responsible than Iâll ever hope to be. Sheâll be back before we know it, hell, she probably feels bad she left us here to begin with. I uh- Iâm not always the best at making new friends and Iâm a bit of a motor-mouth when I get goinâ. Iâm worried Iâll scare you off without her to interject.â
Decky smirked at the other boy, both happy at his reassurance and amused at seeing that he had already gotten himself going. âThatâs good, I donât handle flakes well.â he replied honestly, watching the kids around them laugh and toss pieces of food. âDonât worry âbout rambling or nothinâ, I got someone at home like that,â his thoughts moved to his brother, who was currently in 6th grade at Edenridge Middle per Deckyâs agreement with his PO. âIâm Mordechai, by the way, you can call me that or Boaz. Nicknames come when I actually know I like you.â
âThen youâll like Lanie, sheâs about as good as they come.â And he meant that too. Heâd never had much luck in friendships, he always gave too much and received very little but it had never been like that with Lanie. It was a healthy back and forth. She listened to him and he listened to her and he rarely felt that comfortable with anyone but her.
At his quick reassurance, Nolan found a genuine smile appearing on his face. He didnât know that he believed him but it was nice, at least. The gesture. âThatâs a floodgate you might not wanna open, my friend.â He joked, leaning on his elbows. âI can talk your ear off âbout nothinâ and thatâs probably why Lanie hadnât introduced us yet. She knows I wonât shut up.â
âMordechai.â He tried the name on for size, testing the pronunciation. Nolan had a tendency to speak too fast at times and bulldoze through names like they were nothing. âLanieâ had been easy enough. Heâd have to keep tabs on himself when addressing Mordechai, because while some found his rapid word-vomit charming, he was still somewhat worried it would rub him the wrong way.
Astonishingly though, that worry was lifting as they spoke more easily. âIâm Nolan. Iâve known Lanie since-- well-- forever. Sheâs my best friend. You can call me Nol, if it suits you or Santora if it donât. Where are you from, Mordechai? I donât know too much about you and it canât hurt to ask, right?â
It was better than taking rumors at face value, at any rate.
The same feral grin that greeted Lanie upon their first meeting made it's way onto his face at Nolan's question. He gave the boy a lazy two fingered salute and straightened up a bit. The other boy probably didn't know it, but this was now a test. "I'm a born and raised Southie, both before and after the Juvie sentence. My PO thought Northie was a nice change a pace or some shit. I think the bitch just wanted to take me away from my crew and corner as much as possible."
And for the first time, Decky met Nolan's eyes and held contact, waiting for the other's response while cataloguing the reaction.
He watched the grin spread across Deckyâs face. It was a wolfish thing, really, he wondered briefly if that made him a rabbit. He had heard the rumors, of course, so there was little surprise to be found in his face but he did follow the statement with an inquiry. âWhat were you in for?â
It wasnât judgemental or even rude. Just curious. âIf you donât mind me asking.â
Deckyâs eyebrows ticked up just a bit at the little reaction he received, and mentally he thought that maybe he could have a little fun with this guy. âSome dickless baby bangers tried muscling into our territory and when they hit our corner I stabbed one-a them,â He shrugged, as though it was just another day to him instead of him recalling the night he was incarcerated. âHe survived, of course, or I wouldnât be here. His crew did get me back on the inside though, stabbed me twice in the same spot âfore the guards got to us. Luckily he missed any important organs.â
âOh.â The response was startled to a small degree but not appalled, or disgusted. His eyebrows may have been pushing his hairline but he mostly seemed alarmed at the idea that anyone his age could have been through something like that.
âI think-- Iâm glad youâre alright though.â He tried, shaking off his alarm. âAinât ever been stabbed myself, been in a fist fight or two but Iâm no fighter, really. Iâm glad I asked you directly, âcause Iâve been kind of curious, admittedly. Youâve made a bit of an image for yourself.â
Decky blinked at the other boy, a bit startled himself at how much Nolan was just going with the flow. Seriously, what was in the water at Northie? Aren't rich kids supposed to run in fear at the mere mention of gang activity? Of violence and prison? Decky's shoulders finally relaxed from the harsh line they had been held in as he slumped forward and put an elbow on the table, resting his chin in his hand as he stared at the other boy with disguised wonder.
"...huh, I think I like you, Santora," he stated simply. "I can teach you how to fight, or I could just give you a knife for protectionâŠ" a grin split his face, then. "I got an image that quick? Shit, I ain't the only Southie here, must be the good looks and traumatic past."
âWell, good thing. I think I like you too, Mordechai.â He beamed at the boy across from him. He had the sort of smile that just seemed genuine and maybe that was why he and Lanie got along. They were both the unflinchingly genuine sort. âThis place can be⊠judgy sometimes with the wrong people, but Lanie anâ I are pretty open-minded. You donât seem bad to me and--â
He passed a conspiratorial glance over his shoulder and continued. âI might actually take you up on the fighting lessons. Canât and wonât tell you how many of those fist fights I lost. Iâm uh- not real equipped to that sort of thing, you know?â
Decky let out a surprised laugh, his grin following suit of Nolan's and become a bit more genuine. "Promise not to tell?" he leaned in conspiratorially as well. "Didn't learn to fight till I was jumped into my crew an' the boss decided I needed to bulk up if I was gonna be worth the corner space. Won my first fight three weeks later at the boxin' club."
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