i think it might be time for a t break

I could eat the spaghetti my girl makes for the rest of me life and never get tired of it.

I drink boba tea without the boba.

I could eat the spaghetti my girl makes for the rest of my life and never get tired of it.

I used to say that about my mom's spaghetti...or just any of her meals until I got married. My wife is half Italian. Her mother is the best cook on the planet and she taught her daughter everything she knows. I had no clue what a home-cooked meal tasted like until I got married.

I am finally being considered for the Lead Server position by my new management team, and I no longer want said position.

I was pulled into the office and had a talk with the Assistant GM and I played the good girl part and nodded by head while he threw what I like to call 'professional word vomit' my way. He wanted to make sure that I was up for the challenge, and said that he wanted to let me know that me getting this position was going to upset a lot of people at the company because of my past there. (My past being that I have all three of my write ups and went over my GM's head last summer because he refused to fix restaurant equipment).

I'm not trying to sound cocky, nor arrogant, but without me being there for the last YEAR, there would not have been any FOH staff left.

At this point, getting the position that I have worked so hard for feels like a conselation prize, and I was told pretty much the only reason I am getting it is because I am the last man standing, and I'm the only one who knows what member is who anymore. It doesn't even have anything to do with my work ethic, and I feel so, so bad for what they are trying to do to me, again. The new management team needs someone to show to the Board to make them look good, and they want to erase all of my write ups for me to be a comeback rehabilitation story, and I refuse to give them the satisfaction.

I'll take the position, and I will take the money. But my two weeks notice is going in on Christmas Eve.

I single-handedly made everyone stop fighting and have some fun on my vacation. Thank you card games.

Plus, food markets are great and spicy fruit jam is delicious.

I've got to fire a good person in about 4 hours (2am now) and I am drinking to force myself to sleep over it.

Insomnia is kicking my ass again.

Guess it's time to find some rain sounds to listen to.

in 3 weeks I see jason aldean. in two months and five days brantley gilbert and Five Finger Death Punch

I haven't bought a pack of cigarettes in over a week.

I haven't bought a pack of cigarettes in over 20 years.

I finally paid off my car yesterday.

Certain Romance-based reality shows are a guilty pleasure

Last night I was playing Squad and chose to be a helicopter pilot. A squad of infantry boarded my chopper and gave me their destination. Just as the game was starting, I lost my mic and could no longer talk to them. Then, just after I took off and was heading to their LZ, my keyboard shut down on me and I could no longer control the helicopter. Needless to say, it was not pretty. I kind of logged off in anger to relax.

My best friend is a firey, yet kind southern woman from Mississippi.

Often times when we're hanging out and I make her laugh or leave her speechless, she'll often look at me and say: "Haley baby, I love you more than life itself," in that gorgeous accent of hers. I often replay her saying that it my head whenever I need a boost of serotonin.

I'm autistic and I struggle with the very strict moral compass I have. I am mad at the world and can't seem to shut it off because the way people treat others, the way capitalism is enforced and hustle culture is promoted fucks with me.

@Benzaiten
-hugs-

I can relate up to a point.

I love transparent colored game controllers, handhelds, and cartridges

The town I am in is the horse capital of the world.

I love creating my own world when I write or rp. I have a few issues grammar spelling and I am the worse to come up with story titles