Please don't message me with any offers or ideas that does not reflect what I am requesting. See the bulletpoints for important information.
I will not waste anyone's time and get to the point. Spooky season is coming upon us - gloomy and grey weather, morning fogs, that unfogriving morning chill and pouring rain. As a gothic soul, I have been drowning myself with Type o Negative, Queen of the Damned playlist (forsaken, system and slept so long are in constant repeat), The Cure, Massive Attack, The Sisters of Mercy, Kidneythieves, and some other unpopular artists and metal bands, and I am just ITCHING for a good vampire roleplay - story in the modern and older versions of Vampire the Masquerade stories (I did not like the recent updates of tabletop because it lost the edge and grittiness, just not interested in the bigotry and the content that aged like milk)
I want partners who love dark, edgy and gritty themes for modern setting, that gothic and punk grit, the unforgiving world, dangerous character, fight for survival and psychological torment of an immortal creature that is caught in between of the battle that is greater than any individual in question and the battle to maintain one's sense of reason and humanity.
My strongest trait is digging into more psychological and emotional depths of a character, I put a lot of thought and love into it. You will see what I mean in my hider.
A DM would be preferable. I am lately in the mood to be put on the spot, challenged, willing to be punished when I make a mistake and more than eager to relish in rewards - I'll be your pawn and experiment, don't go easy on me. If we do VtM, would love to sink our teeth into the lore, something akin to that y2k edgy vibe. I want drama, violence and action, true to the source of Bloodlines. Interactions with many characters and dangerous situations.
I have an open idea for a plot, its going to be a bit of a word vomit as I'm writing this on my phone, but please bear with me.
The plot is taking place in large and popular city of the US of our choosing. The main plotline of the story is that a well renown agent of the Camarilla who is also a powerful Kindred had been Diablerized. In the Camarilla society, this is punished by execution. The main story revolves around the mystery of who may be the perpetrator: is it a member of the Sabbat, as they are known to partake in such actions and they have been causing hell in the streets. Could it possibly be the Anarchs taking extreme measures, finally succumbing to desperation? Maybe it was somebody betraying Camarilla, their own peers? Or perhaps it could be a very ambitious Caitiff or Thin-blood enacting revenge upon the Camarilla?
Whoever it is, it's someone my character would eventually know in the story, completely oblivious to the fact that this is someone who is dangerous and powerful.
And to make the matters worse the hunters got a whiff that something dangerous is happening in the Kindred society and want to exploit the weaknesses.
MC is one of the victims of the attack, where the Sabbat vampires had ambushed and taken careless people who ended up being at a wrong place and wrong time, performing a Mass Embrace. The fledgling vampires would be tossed out into the streets soon after, leaving them with zero answers and apparently to fend for themselves. However, it seemed that this faction had done something to these fledgling, turning them into sleeping agents quite possibly having blood bonds with them, fully intending to control them in secret and from afar.
MC befriends one of the fledglings and they end up in the middle of a war that is completely unknown to regular humankind in this day and age. My character stands out for whatever reason (plot armor and shit like that) and she ends up getting into the situations where she's encountering Anarchs who want to help the fledglings and want to use them to fight against the Camarilla, Sabbat basically wanting to control them almost as if these fledglings are "sleeper agents", while also Camarilla capturing her but keeping her alive as they're trying to find a link just who was behind all this, and of course, the hunters who are trying to find the way to breach into the Kindred society and find the best ways to infiltrate them.
The idea is petty big, but I like slow world-building in character, starting very simple, with flabbergasted and terrified fledglings who are trying to understand everything, breaking links to their human lives, which is devastating, and the bigger picture is progressively being introduced in a way that is not overwhelming, but organic and satisfying.
The writing sample for your convenience!
A DM would be preferable. I am lately in the mood to be put on the spot, challenged, willing to be punished when I make a mistake and more than eager to relish in rewards - I'll be your pawn and experiment, don't go easy on me. If we do VtM, would love to sink our teeth into the lore, something akin to that y2k edgy vibe. I want drama, violence and action, true to the source of Bloodlines. Interactions with many characters and dangerous situations.
I am sticking to the idea that my character is a fledgling vampire trying to make sense of the new reality while she's being surrounded by other characters and figures who already are in the game for quite a while. They may be her friends, foes or players who use her as a pawn, all the while she is trying to find her place and purpose. Her clan is up for debate, all I know is that she is a goth chick, a troubled university student and that THIS is a faceclaim I chose for her. Everything else is up for us to build on together.
Like I said, use my character as a pawn and experiment. If I don't feel emotionally involved and stressed out from the story, then that means it's not a good story.
Important information and some non-negotiables:
I will not waste anyone's time and get to the point. Spooky season is coming upon us - gloomy and grey weather, morning fogs, that unfogriving morning chill and pouring rain. As a gothic soul, I have been drowning myself with Type o Negative, Queen of the Damned playlist (forsaken, system and slept so long are in constant repeat), The Cure, Massive Attack, The Sisters of Mercy, Kidneythieves, and some other unpopular artists and metal bands, and I am just ITCHING for a good vampire roleplay - story in the modern and older versions of Vampire the Masquerade stories (I did not like the recent updates of tabletop because it lost the edge and grittiness, just not interested in the bigotry and the content that aged like milk)
I want partners who love dark, edgy and gritty themes for modern setting, that gothic and punk grit, the unforgiving world, dangerous character, fight for survival and psychological torment of an immortal creature that is caught in between of the battle that is greater than any individual in question and the battle to maintain one's sense of reason and humanity.
My strongest trait is digging into more psychological and emotional depths of a character, I put a lot of thought and love into it. You will see what I mean in my hider.
A DM would be preferable. I am lately in the mood to be put on the spot, challenged, willing to be punished when I make a mistake and more than eager to relish in rewards - I'll be your pawn and experiment, don't go easy on me. If we do VtM, would love to sink our teeth into the lore, something akin to that y2k edgy vibe. I want drama, violence and action, true to the source of Bloodlines. Interactions with many characters and dangerous situations.
I have an open idea for a plot, its going to be a bit of a word vomit as I'm writing this on my phone, but please bear with me.
The plot is taking place in large and popular city of the US of our choosing. The main plotline of the story is that a well renown agent of the Camarilla who is also a powerful Kindred had been Diablerized. In the Camarilla society, this is punished by execution. The main story revolves around the mystery of who may be the perpetrator: is it a member of the Sabbat, as they are known to partake in such actions and they have been causing hell in the streets. Could it possibly be the Anarchs taking extreme measures, finally succumbing to desperation? Maybe it was somebody betraying Camarilla, their own peers? Or perhaps it could be a very ambitious Caitiff or Thin-blood enacting revenge upon the Camarilla?
Whoever it is, it's someone my character would eventually know in the story, completely oblivious to the fact that this is someone who is dangerous and powerful.
And to make the matters worse the hunters got a whiff that something dangerous is happening in the Kindred society and want to exploit the weaknesses.
MC is one of the victims of the attack, where the Sabbat vampires had ambushed and taken careless people who ended up being at a wrong place and wrong time, performing a Mass Embrace. The fledgling vampires would be tossed out into the streets soon after, leaving them with zero answers and apparently to fend for themselves. However, it seemed that this faction had done something to these fledgling, turning them into sleeping agents quite possibly having blood bonds with them, fully intending to control them in secret and from afar.
MC befriends one of the fledglings and they end up in the middle of a war that is completely unknown to regular humankind in this day and age. My character stands out for whatever reason (plot armor and shit like that) and she ends up getting into the situations where she's encountering Anarchs who want to help the fledglings and want to use them to fight against the Camarilla, Sabbat basically wanting to control them almost as if these fledglings are "sleeper agents", while also Camarilla capturing her but keeping her alive as they're trying to find a link just who was behind all this, and of course, the hunters who are trying to find the way to breach into the Kindred society and find the best ways to infiltrate them.
The idea is petty big, but I like slow world-building in character, starting very simple, with flabbergasted and terrified fledglings who are trying to understand everything, breaking links to their human lives, which is devastating, and the bigger picture is progressively being introduced in a way that is not overwhelming, but organic and satisfying.
The writing sample for your convenience!
A DM would be preferable. I am lately in the mood to be put on the spot, challenged, willing to be punished when I make a mistake and more than eager to relish in rewards - I'll be your pawn and experiment, don't go easy on me. If we do VtM, would love to sink our teeth into the lore, something akin to that y2k edgy vibe. I want drama, violence and action, true to the source of Bloodlines. Interactions with many characters and dangerous situations.
I am sticking to the idea that my character is a fledgling vampire trying to make sense of the new reality while she's being surrounded by other characters and figures who already are in the game for quite a while. They may be her friends, foes or players who use her as a pawn, all the while she is trying to find her place and purpose. Her clan is up for debate, all I know is that she is a goth chick, a troubled university student and that THIS is a faceclaim I chose for her. Everything else is up for us to build on together.
Like I said, use my character as a pawn and experiment. If I don't feel emotionally involved and stressed out from the story, then that means it's not a good story.
Important information and some non-negotiables:
- As someone who can give you multiple paragraphs that can drip with detail, I require someone who can match that energy - which is a non-negotiable.
- Please in your first message bombard me with ideas and details, writing sample is a must and is non-negotiable.
- I will give you patience and I would appreciate patience in return. I at least can post once a week (unless life decides to mess with me, then I may take a bit of a break), but I am always here to OOC. If there will be delays in posting, informing OOCly is a non-negotiable requirement. I don't care about ghosting, I just wanna know if this is worth my time.
- I am gone during the weekend and sometimes even on fridays. If I don't post or even inform you OOCly that I'm off, don't worry, I'm just focusing on real life aspects and I'll be back on monday! But generally I will manage to give you a report of my status.
- Romance? YES! I am a sucker for romance, either if its fate monogamous relationship or a polyamorous situation, which I see being the point here. But I don't want to make it a focus of the story, as I prefer it to build up organically, and if there's multiple characters in question, I will let characters work on their dynamics in character.
- I am generally interested in heterosexual romantic/sexual relationships, however on few instances I have tapped into other sexualities if my partners want to go into other territories. I just make an exception that the main pairing is heterosexual though, as it's what I'm natural at personally.
- Smut? Yes! I like it in detail and not fade-to-black - HOWEVER! I DON'T WANT IT TO BE THE GOAL OR THE FOCUS OF THE STORY/RELATIONSHIP!!!!! Smut is a bonus to a relationship and maybe even a plot device. I see smut as this - it's not the cake or cream, it's the necessary icing that comes at the very end when the rest of the cake was ready. No rushing, no forcing, no non-con stuff or sexual violence, everything else is on the table!
- I'm open to doing character sheets, stats and dice rolls! Other detailed technicalities are up for debate, but I would prefer something simplified and quick.
- No need to hold back with me. If you're a fan of the idea of doing a gritty story of vampires out in the streets causing havoc, I'm your gal and lay it all on me. I will be honest if I don't like something and I want you to be honest with me, too. This is a hobby and we should both enjoy it and I want you to feel like you can tell me anything that comes to your mind, because that's what I want to do as well!