@KatherinWinterDude, from the sounds of it you are going through a rough patch right now. I feel awful that I seem to be the last straw to a much larger problem that was bothering you.
A large part of why I lost interest in John was because his partner didn't really post that often. I can respect the fact that some people are busy and it can take a while to get a post up (I myself am guilty of this) but nothing kills an Rp faster then having to wait five days for a post without warning of the delay constantly. By the time a new partner was available I couldn't muster the effort anymore.
Besides, in hindsight John was a poor choice for an Rp like this. His undead status was always going to be in the way.