[OOC] After the Asteroid-Closed

[December]

@Wick I'd love to collaborate. I'm kinda lost on how to enter the story, and I have only read around half by the posts.

[Wick]

@December

piratepad.net/qjOii89roq

Come on in

[RumikoOhara]

@RumikoOhara@December

Well I figured If December wanted to I could help her write herself into the story. Pretty much I'm bored and need to write. Got some rough news today and I want to escape for a while.

@Wick

I understand the need to write I was jonesing all the time I was driving tonight; had to give a girl I know a ride to Pueblo because her mom was in a general panic because her dad who it turned out didn't have pneumonia just a cold which the doctors said was already running it’s final course

[Wick]

@RumikoOhara

So what are you doing tonight?
You can come into the link too.

[Kyrisse]

@RumikoOhara@December

Well I figured If December wanted to I could help her write herself into the story. Pretty much I'm bored and need to write. Got some rough news today and I want to escape for a while.

@Wick

Are you okay, @Wick?

[Wick]

@Kyrisse

Yeah, my hubby's mom has dementia and it's getting worse...a lot worse.

[Kyrisse]

@Wick Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. :(

[Wick]

@Kyrisse

Thanks Ky. I just kind of like to write and get my mind off of it as much as I can.

[RumikoOhara]

I wish there was something I could do to help

[RumikoOhara]

I don't do well with people and it makes me feel guilty

[Wick]

@RumikoOhara

I know you do. You do better with people than you think. Most of the time you make me laugh or at the least you make me smile. King tai adores you too. Now he is just plain nuts but he is crazy in a good way. lol

[RumikoOhara]

@Wick

My friends say I'm good with people but they don't know how difficult it is for me, I feel uncomfortable around others even my own family because I know the way i see the world is so very different from how others see it. I never feel comfortable with people if I have to spend too much time with them preferring instead solitude; it’s the reason I am not in a relationship and don’t have any long term ones in my past.

I don’t anger easily because I loathe conflict because it makes me feel on edge because I want to become a monster that slaps it aside and dominates whoever sought to draw out of me such feelings

I feel as if I am being rude to people if I don’t talk to them and keep it engaging

I also worry that if people knew all the thoughts I have everyday that they’d think I’m crazy which is why I’d normally not even post such a thought here

I do feel bad when I see people suffering and I can’t take their pain as my own and share with them my health which is why I know I could never work in health care

My friends think I’m afraid of Doctors when in fact it is how being around anyone who’s suffering makes me feel and going to hospital or the doctors insures I will encounter them

Sorry if anything I just exposed about myself troubles you but I felt I needed to

[Wick]

@RumikoOhara

Well no matter how you see yourself we love you. You are our Rumi and I think we all have times where we feel like we don't fit in quite right. I write a lot of romance because for the 23 years with my first hubby he left me alone all the time. He travelled for work. We each have our own issues. So never worry about whether or not we think you fit in. You do, even if you don't know it. *hugs*

[Wick]

@RumikoOhara@katherinWinter@kyrisse

Okay ladies I have to go to bed before I fall asleep on my computer.

g'night!

[RumikoOhara]

@Wick

Thanks

I too love romance stories and my list of 1x1 RPs reflect that but unfortunately I have never gotten anyone to do one for longer than 43 posts before they disappear

I’m aware of my own weirdness in fact I relish the idea that my own personality is so different than other people because I want to be as individual as I can; hell if I detect I am in anyway conforming I do adjustments to myself so that I again become a square peg

[RumikoOhara]

Night Wick

@Wick

[alexfangtalon]

Just realized that I never told y'all why I hadn't posted my cs.(not car stupid autocorrect) It's because I didn't want to put it up until I knew I'd even have time to post. As of right now I'm struggling to do stuff in one rp which grates my nerves because I used to be able to do five at a time. Guess this is a side affect of trying to do two of my passions at the same time.

[December]

@Wick Hey, uh, sorry for falling asleep on you last night...

[Wick]

@alexfangtalon

It happens to all of us. I was wondering why I hadn't seen one from you yet. You can always join a little later when things slow down a little if you want to.

@December

That's okay Dec. you aren't the first to do it and you won't be the last. :) What time zone are you in I'm in the US cst.

[Aeternum]

Honey, you've got yourself an addiction.

@December

Nuh uh! I didn't get caffeine intoxication or whatever it's called this time!

 

My friends say I'm good with people but they don't know how difficult it is for me, I feel uncomfortable around others even my own family because I know the way i see the world is so very different from how others see it. I never feel comfortable with people if I have to spend too much time with them preferring instead solitude; it’s the reason I am not in a relationship and don’t have any long term ones in my past.

I don’t anger easily because I loathe conflict because it makes me feel on edge because I want to become a monster that slaps it aside and dominates whoever sought to draw out of me such feelings

I feel as if I am being rude to people if I don’t talk to them and keep it engaging

I also worry that if people knew all the thoughts I have everyday that they’d think I’m crazy which is why I’d normally not even post such a thought here

@RumikoOhara

Social anxiety?