She sighs as she shakes her head. "And its not like i was hoping for something more with him. I mean if he hates me for making a mistake i cant even remember then so be it." she said as she started to cry again.
When Ivy hears her, she crawls into the bed and hugs her. "Hey, you're right. If he's too much of a male that he can't forgive you, then he doesn't deserve you. But I'll always be here for you. Sisters before misters, right?"
Charlie holds out a fistbump to Adam "don't be too sad bros before hoes right......not that arty is a hoe by any means " he smiles nervously as he says the last part quickly Jacob eats some chips
She looks at her and crys. "I mean i was getting over.....puke face." she said to her. She started crying as she said this. " really thought...." she said as she shock her head.
Ivy laughs. "Puke face. Sorry that's not funny." She stops laughing. "That he could pick up the pieces? I know, it'll be okay. I know it doesn't feel that way right now, but trust me." Ivy hugs Arty tighter, and starts singing I Won't Let Go softly. "It's like a storm that cuts a path, it breaks your will, it feels like that. You think your lost but your not lost on your own you're not alone."
She looks at her. She sighs. She rolls over thinking about Adam and how his lips felt on hers....warm....She closes her eyes knowing she might never feel that again.
"It's not you, Devon! I guess it's just hard for me to believe. I've never really sang in front of anyone before... Not seriously, anyway." Ivy sighs. "I believe you, I'm sorry."
Ivy gets up from the bed, her head listed to the side. "I'm sorry about that, that is strange. I wonder what changed." Ivy checks everything, still singing under her breath. "Arty, if you want someone to talk to, I can stay. Or if you want to be alone, I'll leave. Your choice."
She looks at her. "Try to convince Adam to come up here." she said to her softly. She still had the iv in her forearm she sighs as she rolled over. It would take some time to get all the blood in her.