She looks at him and sighs. "I understand that....I really do. But thats the thing.....When your a child of the big three Zeus, Hades, And my father Poseidon, Monsters come after you like your there own personnel brand of heroin....They have this need to, to....Hunt you down and kill you....HELL! i made it past 16 by some miracle....Most if the children of the big three cant do that....there killed before then....Devon, Percy, Nico, Thaila and i have been the only ones who known who have made it past 16..." she said to him. She sighed. "What im saying is im Scared....im so fucking scared...." She said tears pooling up in her eyes. "For me death can be around the corner....Im scared that i wont get the chance to Have a family....I want to have a family with you Adam... im powerful....but im not always going to be able to keep up the fight....I do my best....i try my best but i dont know how much longer i an keep it up theres been so many times where ive been close to death Hell, one when i was trying to help Devon....a monster attacked us from behind and stabbed me, Punctured my lung and i nearly drowned chocking on my own blood....Ive faught and faught and faught....part of me wants to stay here and have a family with you.....i want that so bad you dont know how bad....but the other part of me wants to just accept my fate and get it over with already....But im scared of death....I might retain my memories but i would not be able to see you if i where to die....where of different worlds. I love you So much i just want us to enjoy our time together before one of us...." she said as tears started to stream down her face. She leaned her forehead against his chest and gently traced the lines if his shirt she ended up resting her hands on his hips. She sighed and let her hands fall. "I think we both know we have changed but i think we can work things out....And i am by no means giving up....Im just letting you know what is going on in my head....and my heart. But I will respect your wishes. I know there are things we need to get to know each other again....I think i am the same person even if i have changed a bit, Im still a hot head....and i still fight first and ask questions later....but i have also changed for the better....Just....Please dont leave me." she said sniffing and wiping her tears away. She had never told anyone her fears before. She started to cry again....harder and more heartfelt. She was truly asking him to love her in his own way.