At first Aya was relived the order the retreat was given... but then she realized why it was given. Plasma had been taken... while she had been fooling around... a comrade had been taken... for the first time since she escaped that hellhole, Aya felt weak. Pathetic. And useless. Trudging back to the blackbird, she kept up an air of indifference on the outside, but as she passed by Wolverine, she could tell... he could smell it. Her anger. Her frustration. Her despair. And in a small part of her mind... her glee. Yes, she was also glad. Glad she hadn't been the one taken by the Shadow King. Being a powerful psychic, she was all to aware of his ability to make her relive the darkest parts of her past. Memories she had been hesitant to share even with the professor. And memories she hadn't shared with the professor. He could've unlocked her subconsciousness and released her full power. And she wasn't sure if any of her teammates would've survived it... even Talon and Wolverine. And that led to the biggest emotion running through her mind, what she knew had a firm grasp on her heart right now, seeping into her mind, and oozing out her pores, into the nostrils of her hyper-sensitive comrades. Fear. She could keep it from her face, from her voice, from her body, but Aya was terrified of what might have happened. And for that, she was thankful. And that led to other emotions. It was a vicious cycle. One that continued to turn and turn and turn... consuming her mind throughout most of the trip, until she felt a burning sensation under her eyes.
Touching her fingers to her face, she was surprised feel wetness on her cheeks. Was she... crying? No, tears weren't red. Blood? 'Dammit!' Quickly wiping her face before anyone saw, Aya clenched her teeth in pain, suddenly fully aware of an unfortunate side effect of her ability. 'Stupid, stupid, stupid' she chastised herself. Without even realizing it, her powers had burned her tear tracks into her cheeks, making it impossible to hide the fact that she had been crying. Luckily, she was sitting right next to the door. As soon as they landed back home, she would be gone, using the circuitry throughout the mansion to get back to her room before anyone could ask what her problem was...