Piripiri!
“…she’s a witch,” Uusha finally croaks. Her tone of voice is hard to read at first; it’s cracked, dry, thin with pain, but unbroken. “They don’t tend to ask when they’re dealing with… that. Could have been worse, even. This one witch I know, she wouldn’t have even told you, just cut your hand and let the results— wilt— speak for themselves. Was it acceptable? It got us out. That’s what matters.”
Her head lolls back. Despite the dried drool on her chin, her smile is impudent, almost patronizing. “But you don’t want to hear that. You don’t want to hear that I’d order anyone in my retinue to bleed, there, because I’d rather you be bleeding than at the mercy of them. And if you admit it was necessary, you can’t let yourself stay angry at us, and that anger feels good. Trust me. I know.”
Her shoulders stiffen; she puts the last of her strength into lifting her chin, adding a deeper growl to her voice. “But you are right that she was under my authority. So go ahead. Punish me.”
She can barely keep herself upright, but that growl… it’s a challenge, and not a mocking one. For her sake? For yours? Who’s to say?
***
Han!
It’s a weird sensation. It feels like your thoughts suddenly cut through… let’s call it smoke. And behind them, well, it’s obvious. It’s always been obvious. What does the Red Wolf want to get from Lotus?
She wants to steal her. One dragon’s child to another, you recognize this. She wants to tumble Lotus into bed, use her for fun, and then add her to a collection. Take some token of hers as a prize, proof that she had her way with the little priestess. And she wants Lotus to think she’s hot, to stay, to decide not to leave with you, for…
Well, the reasons are big and depend on something you don’t know yet. You don’t know that the Red Wolf intends to blackmail the Sapphire Mother by holding her daughter prisoner. All you know is that Cathak Agata wants to use Melody, or Lotus, or whoever this little priestess is; wants to make her squeak and squeal and make noises you can barely imagine; and then she wants to keep her, not even out of love but because she wants a trophy.
Even Machi’s better than that. At least she’s honest. If you’d gotten here a moment later, the Red Wolf would have been kissing Lotus, without permission, to try to make her head spin and her legs open, and she would have told you Lotus started it. It’s obvious. It’s achingly obvious.
Lotus inches towards you as much as she can, and both of you notice. The corridor is cramped. Painfully cramped. And hot. The heat is rolling off Agata’s skin now, in waves. But it’s still not hotter than what’s boiling inside of you.
“It’d be a shame to hide her face,” Agata says, pleasantly. She wants you to die. She wants you to keel over dead on the spot. “It’s such a… parochial custom, isn’t it?” Whatever that word means, she’s using it to make fun of you, hiding behind it like it’s a shield. “The only ones I might have to hand are from Chiaroscuro, but— well, do you think she deserves one of those?” Laying out a trap: wherever that is, she wants you to say yes so she can turn to Lotus all scandalized and tell her they’re worn by, like, dead grandmothers or something.
Because this is her ship and she wants Lotus to be hers and you interrupted her and the thing she wants is yours. Lotus picked you. Lotus picked you.
And that means you’re no longer a possible peer or a curiosity or someone for her to add to her collection. You’re a rival. The ancient dragons all killed themselves in wars, feeling this way. And her ancestor was the one that won all those wars, in the end.
Lotus’s fingers touch your pinkie, half-curl around it. “Actually, Han, I wanted to talk to you,” she squeaks. It takes literally all of her courage to do, but… not because she’s scared? She won’t look at you. She’s ashamed. “If that’s okay…?”
“…she’s a witch,” Uusha finally croaks. Her tone of voice is hard to read at first; it’s cracked, dry, thin with pain, but unbroken. “They don’t tend to ask when they’re dealing with… that. Could have been worse, even. This one witch I know, she wouldn’t have even told you, just cut your hand and let the results— wilt— speak for themselves. Was it acceptable? It got us out. That’s what matters.”
Her head lolls back. Despite the dried drool on her chin, her smile is impudent, almost patronizing. “But you don’t want to hear that. You don’t want to hear that I’d order anyone in my retinue to bleed, there, because I’d rather you be bleeding than at the mercy of them. And if you admit it was necessary, you can’t let yourself stay angry at us, and that anger feels good. Trust me. I know.”
Her shoulders stiffen; she puts the last of her strength into lifting her chin, adding a deeper growl to her voice. “But you are right that she was under my authority. So go ahead. Punish me.”
She can barely keep herself upright, but that growl… it’s a challenge, and not a mocking one. For her sake? For yours? Who’s to say?
***
Han!
It’s a weird sensation. It feels like your thoughts suddenly cut through… let’s call it smoke. And behind them, well, it’s obvious. It’s always been obvious. What does the Red Wolf want to get from Lotus?
She wants to steal her. One dragon’s child to another, you recognize this. She wants to tumble Lotus into bed, use her for fun, and then add her to a collection. Take some token of hers as a prize, proof that she had her way with the little priestess. And she wants Lotus to think she’s hot, to stay, to decide not to leave with you, for…
Well, the reasons are big and depend on something you don’t know yet. You don’t know that the Red Wolf intends to blackmail the Sapphire Mother by holding her daughter prisoner. All you know is that Cathak Agata wants to use Melody, or Lotus, or whoever this little priestess is; wants to make her squeak and squeal and make noises you can barely imagine; and then she wants to keep her, not even out of love but because she wants a trophy.
Even Machi’s better than that. At least she’s honest. If you’d gotten here a moment later, the Red Wolf would have been kissing Lotus, without permission, to try to make her head spin and her legs open, and she would have told you Lotus started it. It’s obvious. It’s achingly obvious.
Lotus inches towards you as much as she can, and both of you notice. The corridor is cramped. Painfully cramped. And hot. The heat is rolling off Agata’s skin now, in waves. But it’s still not hotter than what’s boiling inside of you.
“It’d be a shame to hide her face,” Agata says, pleasantly. She wants you to die. She wants you to keel over dead on the spot. “It’s such a… parochial custom, isn’t it?” Whatever that word means, she’s using it to make fun of you, hiding behind it like it’s a shield. “The only ones I might have to hand are from Chiaroscuro, but— well, do you think she deserves one of those?” Laying out a trap: wherever that is, she wants you to say yes so she can turn to Lotus all scandalized and tell her they’re worn by, like, dead grandmothers or something.
Because this is her ship and she wants Lotus to be hers and you interrupted her and the thing she wants is yours. Lotus picked you. Lotus picked you.
And that means you’re no longer a possible peer or a curiosity or someone for her to add to her collection. You’re a rival. The ancient dragons all killed themselves in wars, feeling this way. And her ancestor was the one that won all those wars, in the end.
Lotus’s fingers touch your pinkie, half-curl around it. “Actually, Han, I wanted to talk to you,” she squeaks. It takes literally all of her courage to do, but… not because she’s scared? She won’t look at you. She’s ashamed. “If that’s okay…?”