Alright, I've come to the conclusion that I have too much on my plate. I appreciate the time and grace you folks have given me, but I can't keep up with all my Guild obligations alongside the real life ones that are cropping up. I'll be dropping out of this and another roleplay for the time being to try and accommodate my mental state. Feel free to keep Cathal along as an NPC/someone to take him over, I don't mind, it all goes into my writing portfolio when I make a new character anyway.
I was enjoying this greatly, it's a personal thing not a y'all thing. Godspeed and carry on.