Silence had become a hardship.
It was so difficult to ever process why, or how it could have ever become something like that. Silence used to be a thing to be treasured, something to be enjoyed while it lasted. Why did that change? Why did it now weigh down so forcefully on the she-dragon's heart? It had become like a pressure that she longed for to disappear. Lumen wished she could somehow lift the burden from within her chest and let her deep breathing return back to it's normal pace, yet it couldn't. It squeezed her heart like a vice, made her chest tight, forced her breathing to become labored. The silence had seemed to condense as it entered her body, just for the sake of paining her, it seemed. Why couldn't she make it go away?
A shuddering sigh came from the she-dragon, one which passed through as more of a high-pitched whimper with the strain being pushed onto her mind and her body.She had already tried to forge noise herself, but it wouldn't work. She had tried to listen to the ambiance of the day, but it had gone. It was as if the wildlife had hurried away as the humans had hurried into the dragon lands.
The silence was filling the open area she rested on, a cool stone with a smooth texture, protruding from the edge of a cliff and looking out over the expansive forests of the lands. It was so beautiful, yet . . . yet it was not. Though the trees were lush and untouched by the devilish hands of the humans, and stretched as a thriving, powerful network over the otherwise grassy, plant-covered grounds, they were still. They were not pulsing with the beauty she would always see whenever those of her kind flew over them, whenever she felt the presences of her dragon-kind within the proximity along with her. The breeze was not even drifting through the heavy air; it was as still as it had ever been for Lumen. It was too still, far too still for her liking. The very thought of such a lack of movement and such a lack of liveliness made a shiver roll down her spine. Though she wasn't cold in the slightest, it was one of the few things that truly chilled her to the bone and sent tremors to her core.
All the she-dragon could take comfort in was the presence of the goddesses up above. The thought made her head tilt up towards the heavens, her gaze drifting along the numerous stars twinkling about the blackened void of sky. A pearly white moon hung among them, the main jewel which ordained the many crystals surrounding it, a piece of dark velvet decorated and completed with all the glory and immense beauty of it's surrounding jewels. The stars and the moon, the gifts the night brought.
The she-dragon felt the corners of her mouth pull up, her luminescent pink eyes seeming to glow brighter. She could feel the presence of the goddesses surrounding her as she stared. She could feel a portion of the heaviness in the air be sucked away and replaced with the cool, comforting presences of the two goddesses residing in their marvelous palaces up above. Her ancestors were few, and though she could feel them only faintly with the company the goddesses brought, they willingly helped to lift some of the burden away from her tight chest. Her labored breath loosened somewhat.
Though these changes did send a note of content through Lumen, she knew they would not satisfy like the company of another living creature would ever be able to do. The reminder made the smile on her expression fade away, her brightened eyes darkening once more with the loneliness that echoed without sound through the landscape. It was always very difficult to deal with her situation, with the lack of company that emptied her life and most likely would never be filled. It depressed her, unhealthily so. She knew that dwelling on such dark thoughts could lead to shocking actions.
The reminder made her sensibility step in and repress the saddening thoughts to the back of her mind. You cannot continue with this self-pity, Lumen, her mind sternly communicated. Dwelling in this place would do her no good, despite the comfortable location she was resting on. Her legs shifted on the smooth stone at the thought, and she felt herself suck in deeply in order to release a sigh. She should keep traveling, get somewhere safer, more closed away to allow some better peace of mind. The she-dragon timidly stood herself up, unfolding her tucked legs and setting her clawed feet, one by one, onto the stone, lifting her relatively small stature {for a dragon, at least} from it's lazing position and into a standing position. Her muscles rolled underneath her scaly coat of hardened midnight, her hair - glimmering with tiny speckles of star-like orbs - gently waving with her moving head. The she-dragon arched her back, stretching her front legs similarly to a cat, and stretching her back legs by arching her spine inward, leaning forward rather than back to do so.
Once Lumen's body was relatively worked back into wakefulness, she allowed her eyes to close as she stretched her final and most vital muscles, used for any and all long-distanced traveling - her wings. They stretched themselves to their fullest extent, the full extent of their shimmering beauty showing off in the darkened night. They seemed to release a light glow, the orbs of light in their confines twinkling just as the gems in the skies did. Lumen was a magnificently gorgeous dragon, despite the fact that she never admitted to it out of her modesty; it was no wonder she was such a prized specimen to be hunted after.
The she-dragon opened her eyes, and gazed out over the trees. She calculated the drop distance, and steadied herself, her wings folding in just a tad. She stepped forward, her front claws clinging to the edge of the stone, and glanced down below her at the sheer drop.
With one last, very deep breath of preparation, Lumen coiled her muscles in. She crouched. And, with a single bound forward, she dropped. Her body aligned vertically, her wings close to her sides as she went into a dive towards the ground. The wind whistled around her. Her eyes widened, pupils thinning.
In the nick of time, her wings flared out, and she pulled herself upward, the chilling air finding it's way underneath her sparkling appendages and carrying her upwards. They bent in and pushed against the air, flapping with strong beats and making her ascend towards the glimmering sky, among her ancestors and her goddesses. Her eyes illuminated, her body reaching towards the crystals, which were so inviting to her senses. She smiled. Flying during the night was something that could never be beaten by any other activity - it lifted her spirits remarkably high as she approached the heavens, the presences of soaring spirits and heart-lifting souls her ancestors once held surrounding her very being in her flight.
The she-dragon couldn't contain herself, and called out to the skies in a clear, melodious tone of song, praising the goddesses and all their glory. She loved to travel during the night, loved to give thanks to the Lady Moon and the goddess Stella. She loved to feel her ancestors fly at her sides and take her soul to beautiful places she couldn't find on the ground. She could fly for hours in song.
These were moments that truly did make her happy, and as she navigated the lands with her sharp senses intact, she enjoyed, relished, even, the feeling flight and spirits gone by gave to her body.
It was so difficult to ever process why, or how it could have ever become something like that. Silence used to be a thing to be treasured, something to be enjoyed while it lasted. Why did that change? Why did it now weigh down so forcefully on the she-dragon's heart? It had become like a pressure that she longed for to disappear. Lumen wished she could somehow lift the burden from within her chest and let her deep breathing return back to it's normal pace, yet it couldn't. It squeezed her heart like a vice, made her chest tight, forced her breathing to become labored. The silence had seemed to condense as it entered her body, just for the sake of paining her, it seemed. Why couldn't she make it go away?
A shuddering sigh came from the she-dragon, one which passed through as more of a high-pitched whimper with the strain being pushed onto her mind and her body.She had already tried to forge noise herself, but it wouldn't work. She had tried to listen to the ambiance of the day, but it had gone. It was as if the wildlife had hurried away as the humans had hurried into the dragon lands.
The silence was filling the open area she rested on, a cool stone with a smooth texture, protruding from the edge of a cliff and looking out over the expansive forests of the lands. It was so beautiful, yet . . . yet it was not. Though the trees were lush and untouched by the devilish hands of the humans, and stretched as a thriving, powerful network over the otherwise grassy, plant-covered grounds, they were still. They were not pulsing with the beauty she would always see whenever those of her kind flew over them, whenever she felt the presences of her dragon-kind within the proximity along with her. The breeze was not even drifting through the heavy air; it was as still as it had ever been for Lumen. It was too still, far too still for her liking. The very thought of such a lack of movement and such a lack of liveliness made a shiver roll down her spine. Though she wasn't cold in the slightest, it was one of the few things that truly chilled her to the bone and sent tremors to her core.
All the she-dragon could take comfort in was the presence of the goddesses up above. The thought made her head tilt up towards the heavens, her gaze drifting along the numerous stars twinkling about the blackened void of sky. A pearly white moon hung among them, the main jewel which ordained the many crystals surrounding it, a piece of dark velvet decorated and completed with all the glory and immense beauty of it's surrounding jewels. The stars and the moon, the gifts the night brought.
The she-dragon felt the corners of her mouth pull up, her luminescent pink eyes seeming to glow brighter. She could feel the presence of the goddesses surrounding her as she stared. She could feel a portion of the heaviness in the air be sucked away and replaced with the cool, comforting presences of the two goddesses residing in their marvelous palaces up above. Her ancestors were few, and though she could feel them only faintly with the company the goddesses brought, they willingly helped to lift some of the burden away from her tight chest. Her labored breath loosened somewhat.
Though these changes did send a note of content through Lumen, she knew they would not satisfy like the company of another living creature would ever be able to do. The reminder made the smile on her expression fade away, her brightened eyes darkening once more with the loneliness that echoed without sound through the landscape. It was always very difficult to deal with her situation, with the lack of company that emptied her life and most likely would never be filled. It depressed her, unhealthily so. She knew that dwelling on such dark thoughts could lead to shocking actions.
The reminder made her sensibility step in and repress the saddening thoughts to the back of her mind. You cannot continue with this self-pity, Lumen, her mind sternly communicated. Dwelling in this place would do her no good, despite the comfortable location she was resting on. Her legs shifted on the smooth stone at the thought, and she felt herself suck in deeply in order to release a sigh. She should keep traveling, get somewhere safer, more closed away to allow some better peace of mind. The she-dragon timidly stood herself up, unfolding her tucked legs and setting her clawed feet, one by one, onto the stone, lifting her relatively small stature {for a dragon, at least} from it's lazing position and into a standing position. Her muscles rolled underneath her scaly coat of hardened midnight, her hair - glimmering with tiny speckles of star-like orbs - gently waving with her moving head. The she-dragon arched her back, stretching her front legs similarly to a cat, and stretching her back legs by arching her spine inward, leaning forward rather than back to do so.
Once Lumen's body was relatively worked back into wakefulness, she allowed her eyes to close as she stretched her final and most vital muscles, used for any and all long-distanced traveling - her wings. They stretched themselves to their fullest extent, the full extent of their shimmering beauty showing off in the darkened night. They seemed to release a light glow, the orbs of light in their confines twinkling just as the gems in the skies did. Lumen was a magnificently gorgeous dragon, despite the fact that she never admitted to it out of her modesty; it was no wonder she was such a prized specimen to be hunted after.
The she-dragon opened her eyes, and gazed out over the trees. She calculated the drop distance, and steadied herself, her wings folding in just a tad. She stepped forward, her front claws clinging to the edge of the stone, and glanced down below her at the sheer drop.
With one last, very deep breath of preparation, Lumen coiled her muscles in. She crouched. And, with a single bound forward, she dropped. Her body aligned vertically, her wings close to her sides as she went into a dive towards the ground. The wind whistled around her. Her eyes widened, pupils thinning.
In the nick of time, her wings flared out, and she pulled herself upward, the chilling air finding it's way underneath her sparkling appendages and carrying her upwards. They bent in and pushed against the air, flapping with strong beats and making her ascend towards the glimmering sky, among her ancestors and her goddesses. Her eyes illuminated, her body reaching towards the crystals, which were so inviting to her senses. She smiled. Flying during the night was something that could never be beaten by any other activity - it lifted her spirits remarkably high as she approached the heavens, the presences of soaring spirits and heart-lifting souls her ancestors once held surrounding her very being in her flight.
The she-dragon couldn't contain herself, and called out to the skies in a clear, melodious tone of song, praising the goddesses and all their glory. She loved to travel during the night, loved to give thanks to the Lady Moon and the goddess Stella. She loved to feel her ancestors fly at her sides and take her soul to beautiful places she couldn't find on the ground. She could fly for hours in song.
These were moments that truly did make her happy, and as she navigated the lands with her sharp senses intact, she enjoyed, relished, even, the feeling flight and spirits gone by gave to her body.