"You're putting the poor beauty through torture with those breaks on. She's not supposed to make those wheezing and groaning sounds" he gave his opinion as a sigh escaped his lips. "She certainly didn't when I took a hold of her" he chuckled at the memory and shook his head. "Opinions? Well yes as a matter of fact I do, Doctor" his eyes flickered with a hint of definite certainty. "I may be stubborn but at least I am very well aware of what I can and cannot handle, Doctor" his tone growing firm as he stood looking to the Time Lord "I preferred to be alone, I didn't want to be with you. Not after everything"
Oh how his hearts ached at remembering the past. "We were married once, we were in love we had it all. I had everything I thought I ever wanted but …" his voice trailed off as a sigh escaped his lips his eyes slowly closing at the memories. "After.. " he gulped down a knot that was forming in his throat "After that night I … hurt you beyond my own control. .. I knew being around me was not safe. Regardless of you stubbornness saying it was alright." He reached out and shoved the Doctor against the console "I had nearly sent you do one of your regenerations. Against my own will. I knew I was dangerous and I knew I couldn't be with you any longer"
Tears seemed to well within the Master's eyes but he forced them away and inhaled deeply to calm himself and those … foolish emotions. "It's why from that point on I told you I didn't want to go with you and created this … mask of anger and hatred toward you. In all honestly, Doctor I love you, even now." He took a breath to try to calm his breathing as it had elevated once the memories came flooding into his mind. "Yes, we were married once, and the love I felt for you then has never diminished, not once not in the slightest. I love you as much as I did back then." The Master reached out and cupped his cheek "My Doctor..." It seemed he had finally gotten control over his emotions and drew in another breath and slowly exhaled "I never accepted your help, because I knew if I had stayed around you long enough.
Something would happen. I injured you more than my hearts could take. I still have that image of you. Curled dirty blonde hair, crisp blue eyes full of tears… staring up at me as I held you in my arms. Your voice forgiving me, that I wasn't myself." It seemed then; the Master could not hold back his tears as one broke free from his eyes. "That memory has plagued me. It is that memory, knowing that I had hurt you so much that fueled my own inner anger with myself. I vowed to never travel with you again for that reason alone, Doctor"
Reaching up he wiped heir tears and took a breath "So for you to have me here, against my wishes… Doctor…" before he could say anything the two were embrace in each other's arms and sharing a kiss. "My love for you wants to keep me away… and your love for me keeps you trying to reel me in.. Oh my Doctor" the Master smiled as he pulled the Time Lord close, trying to comfort him during his tears. "I know you don't hate me, it's like I can never hate you even if I tried." Before he knew it he was being shoved away and pulled back by the collar, the Master took each hit and did not flinch; he deserved every single hit and more, so much more.
"Doctor…" the Time Lord finally spoke as he looked to man he loved through eyes full of sorrow."… I don't know... we can try but… I honestly cannot make any promises… Doctor" Whatever it was that was happening, both Time Lords felt it. Slowly the Master lived his gaze to look about the TARDIS with such curiousness, what was it? What could it be? It seemed all of his questions were put to rest as the whimper of his Dear Doctor. A look of definite concern coming over the Master's face "Do-" before he could finish the Doctor was on the floor screaming in agony. The Master's eyes widened "Theta!" before he could move toward the Doctor he was floored as the TARDIS landed. "Theta…." He spoke in a worried pant as he neared the Time Lord, pulling the man into his arms.
"I'm here… please…" he closed his eyes and placed a glowing hand upon the Doctor's temple and connected them psychically. As he took note that whatever it was that pulled them off course had somehow began to send a feed of pain to the Doctor's mind, trying to break through the Doctor's mental barrier. "Well… these being are out of luck" a smirk formed upon the Master's lips as he began to focus his energy. Using what was left of his 'sane' Time Lord energy to build a thicker barrier, which would bring down the pain that the Doctor was feeling. "I promised you that night we exchanged vows that I would do all in my power to protect you" leaning in he kissed the Doctor's lips and rested his head against the Doctor's as he held him close "and I will keep that promise, even now. My Doctor… stay safe"
Taking the Doctor into his arms the Master placed him gingerly in a seat on the lower level of the TARDIS "Keep him safe, beauty" he called out to the TARDIS and reached into his coat pocket and felt for his sonic laser before racing up the stairs and toward the double doors. Throwing them open he walked out. The TARDIS extending her barrier to allow the Master space to move that was beyond her perimeter. Up ahead he saw three cloaked figures "You've messed with the wrong Time Lord" were the Master's words, drenched in crazed fury but even still a sinister smile spread across his face as he looked to them through a maddening gaze.
Oh how his hearts ached at remembering the past. "We were married once, we were in love we had it all. I had everything I thought I ever wanted but …" his voice trailed off as a sigh escaped his lips his eyes slowly closing at the memories. "After.. " he gulped down a knot that was forming in his throat "After that night I … hurt you beyond my own control. .. I knew being around me was not safe. Regardless of you stubbornness saying it was alright." He reached out and shoved the Doctor against the console "I had nearly sent you do one of your regenerations. Against my own will. I knew I was dangerous and I knew I couldn't be with you any longer"
Tears seemed to well within the Master's eyes but he forced them away and inhaled deeply to calm himself and those … foolish emotions. "It's why from that point on I told you I didn't want to go with you and created this … mask of anger and hatred toward you. In all honestly, Doctor I love you, even now." He took a breath to try to calm his breathing as it had elevated once the memories came flooding into his mind. "Yes, we were married once, and the love I felt for you then has never diminished, not once not in the slightest. I love you as much as I did back then." The Master reached out and cupped his cheek "My Doctor..." It seemed he had finally gotten control over his emotions and drew in another breath and slowly exhaled "I never accepted your help, because I knew if I had stayed around you long enough.
Something would happen. I injured you more than my hearts could take. I still have that image of you. Curled dirty blonde hair, crisp blue eyes full of tears… staring up at me as I held you in my arms. Your voice forgiving me, that I wasn't myself." It seemed then; the Master could not hold back his tears as one broke free from his eyes. "That memory has plagued me. It is that memory, knowing that I had hurt you so much that fueled my own inner anger with myself. I vowed to never travel with you again for that reason alone, Doctor"
Reaching up he wiped heir tears and took a breath "So for you to have me here, against my wishes… Doctor…" before he could say anything the two were embrace in each other's arms and sharing a kiss. "My love for you wants to keep me away… and your love for me keeps you trying to reel me in.. Oh my Doctor" the Master smiled as he pulled the Time Lord close, trying to comfort him during his tears. "I know you don't hate me, it's like I can never hate you even if I tried." Before he knew it he was being shoved away and pulled back by the collar, the Master took each hit and did not flinch; he deserved every single hit and more, so much more.
"Doctor…" the Time Lord finally spoke as he looked to man he loved through eyes full of sorrow."… I don't know... we can try but… I honestly cannot make any promises… Doctor" Whatever it was that was happening, both Time Lords felt it. Slowly the Master lived his gaze to look about the TARDIS with such curiousness, what was it? What could it be? It seemed all of his questions were put to rest as the whimper of his Dear Doctor. A look of definite concern coming over the Master's face "Do-" before he could finish the Doctor was on the floor screaming in agony. The Master's eyes widened "Theta!" before he could move toward the Doctor he was floored as the TARDIS landed. "Theta…." He spoke in a worried pant as he neared the Time Lord, pulling the man into his arms.
"I'm here… please…" he closed his eyes and placed a glowing hand upon the Doctor's temple and connected them psychically. As he took note that whatever it was that pulled them off course had somehow began to send a feed of pain to the Doctor's mind, trying to break through the Doctor's mental barrier. "Well… these being are out of luck" a smirk formed upon the Master's lips as he began to focus his energy. Using what was left of his 'sane' Time Lord energy to build a thicker barrier, which would bring down the pain that the Doctor was feeling. "I promised you that night we exchanged vows that I would do all in my power to protect you" leaning in he kissed the Doctor's lips and rested his head against the Doctor's as he held him close "and I will keep that promise, even now. My Doctor… stay safe"
Taking the Doctor into his arms the Master placed him gingerly in a seat on the lower level of the TARDIS "Keep him safe, beauty" he called out to the TARDIS and reached into his coat pocket and felt for his sonic laser before racing up the stairs and toward the double doors. Throwing them open he walked out. The TARDIS extending her barrier to allow the Master space to move that was beyond her perimeter. Up ahead he saw three cloaked figures "You've messed with the wrong Time Lord" were the Master's words, drenched in crazed fury but even still a sinister smile spread across his face as he looked to them through a maddening gaze.