Shu squeaked, pulling the covers up a little bit. Being in control while attacking and attacking without control was no different to him, he still hurt his friends. If he was able to find some way to find logic in why that happened to him or what caused it, he would be happier; however, as it stood he still couldn’t stop himself from doing terrible things that he had absolutely no knowledge about. He was the worst at helping his friends. “But you weren’t afraid of being bad at hurting friends! I know I didn’t mean to, but…doesn’t help. It could be worse next time…I could be worse. I just want to know what is wrong with me…”
Shu didn’t particularly want to talk about this subject, problem was it was something he was genuinely worried about. He always got told to talk about his problems, but when he did it never seemed to feel better. He wanted to get help, but his problem had been the reason he was experimented on and used by his father. Nobody had anything like it and if Saiyans didn’t go through it then he was completely out of luck to what it could possibly be. “I-I just want to know why…why it happens. I’m scared…” he squeaked, looking up at Takeshi again, “How do you help it? So long since help! How to make it safer too? Do you know…? Why not help before? Why until now…?” Not understanding the reasons for his changes he only found fear in it with every change leaving him feeling terrible. “I’m…a big help? Not like this. I only be help when I get better! But how get better? How you help me so I be big help and not confused?”
Viral shook his head. “It’s too hard to argue on the matter sometimes when you’re so persistent with all these ‘humanity’ speeches you get going with. Until I start experiencing anything like that that’s not forced, I’ll believe you. It’s probably easier to just let you have your naïve belief while I continue to follow along with it”. He wouldn’t mind believing it, but so far everybody on the outside has wanted to use him. He didn’t know why he was always in such high demand, but his power must have quite a lot of potential if everybody saw him as a great asset. Sure, he could destroy very efficiently, but that didn’t give him the answers he wanted and why everybody was so keen to own his power. “Hmph, you sound like you’re the one in denial now. What were you even wanting to be other than a multi-millionaire? Isn’t that every Human’s dream? Have lots of damn money?”
Viral didn’t know how he’d handle doing a cleaning job, especially when this was all after a battle that took place not that long ago. What probably would set him off would be if he found a body in the rubble, even if he heard the Uuonians had a pretty efficient evacuation system. It was still something he didn’t want to see, even if he had seen the dead many times it would probably be the innocent deaths that would set him off. Trying to shake off that possibility he frowned as he looked to Vegeta, lightly dusting his paws. “Being around people is putting me on edge, so the faster I tire out, the better”, he sighed, shaking his head, “I know they’re probably good people, but I can’t deal with it. Also if you spot something I probably shouldn’t see before I do, do get rid of it before I turn around”.
Shu didn’t particularly want to talk about this subject, problem was it was something he was genuinely worried about. He always got told to talk about his problems, but when he did it never seemed to feel better. He wanted to get help, but his problem had been the reason he was experimented on and used by his father. Nobody had anything like it and if Saiyans didn’t go through it then he was completely out of luck to what it could possibly be. “I-I just want to know why…why it happens. I’m scared…” he squeaked, looking up at Takeshi again, “How do you help it? So long since help! How to make it safer too? Do you know…? Why not help before? Why until now…?” Not understanding the reasons for his changes he only found fear in it with every change leaving him feeling terrible. “I’m…a big help? Not like this. I only be help when I get better! But how get better? How you help me so I be big help and not confused?”
Viral shook his head. “It’s too hard to argue on the matter sometimes when you’re so persistent with all these ‘humanity’ speeches you get going with. Until I start experiencing anything like that that’s not forced, I’ll believe you. It’s probably easier to just let you have your naïve belief while I continue to follow along with it”. He wouldn’t mind believing it, but so far everybody on the outside has wanted to use him. He didn’t know why he was always in such high demand, but his power must have quite a lot of potential if everybody saw him as a great asset. Sure, he could destroy very efficiently, but that didn’t give him the answers he wanted and why everybody was so keen to own his power. “Hmph, you sound like you’re the one in denial now. What were you even wanting to be other than a multi-millionaire? Isn’t that every Human’s dream? Have lots of damn money?”
Viral didn’t know how he’d handle doing a cleaning job, especially when this was all after a battle that took place not that long ago. What probably would set him off would be if he found a body in the rubble, even if he heard the Uuonians had a pretty efficient evacuation system. It was still something he didn’t want to see, even if he had seen the dead many times it would probably be the innocent deaths that would set him off. Trying to shake off that possibility he frowned as he looked to Vegeta, lightly dusting his paws. “Being around people is putting me on edge, so the faster I tire out, the better”, he sighed, shaking his head, “I know they’re probably good people, but I can’t deal with it. Also if you spot something I probably shouldn’t see before I do, do get rid of it before I turn around”.