[OOC] Shadows Among Us

[Bounce]

*wakes up realizing there are new posts*

...what? Oh, OOC.

*goes back to sleep*

[Gowi]

I'm very busy, you have to understand between taxes; bills, job-hunting, and a plethora of other shit that this July has kicked me square in the nuts. But I cleared up my day so maybe I can finally get to my responsibilities here. I apologize.

[Sloth]

Is it safe to unsubscribe yet?

[Hound55]

Something came up and I'm going to bail before I make a first post and set the Question's character in stone.

[Roman]

GG WP nice try

[Gowi]

With the huge influx of drops, I'm considering scrapping the posts I have saved in microsoft word and maybe this is just the nihilistic universe telling me that it was worth a go but no matter how I shape it there's no hope for it in this incarnation. Apologies to those who put work in it, but as summer soaked up a bit of my early game schedule it seems others had similar issues with time. I think the fact my hectic schedule for the previous two or so weeks has hurt this game irrepairably and I don't know what's going on with Wraith but I was hoping having a co-GM would help things here when it just expedited the same result. I might decide to not GM for awhile and sit back. I don't know. This isn't going to work, though.

[Unknown100]

Damn, I'm sorry to hear.

[Sloth]

Gowi said I'm considering scrapping the posts I have saved in microsoft word

I mean, if you're not gonna do anything else with them...I can read posts plox?

Gowi said I don't know what's going on with Wraith

When I talked to him on Skype just before my phone broke he essentially said that UDC was dead and he was moving on with his own RPs, at least, that's the vibe I got.

Gowi said might decide to not GM for awhile and sit back. I don't know. This isn't going to work, though.

Don't stop GMing just because summer schedules kicked UDC in the balls, what would we do without all your batpuns?

Now I should probably return to oogling my G.A. sheet with fond remembrance.

[Unknown100]

Well, if this gets rebooted by someone please leave a heads-up here.

[Roman]

Now I've gotta find another DC game so this fantastic Constantine Sheet isn't wasted. GREAT.

[Enarr]

Just so you all know, Nightrunner, as you know him, killed himself. I'll explain why later cuz it's an interesting story and he'd want me to share it. Peace.

[Gowi]

Nightrunner said
Just so you all know, Nightrunner, as you know him, killed himself. I'll explain why later cuz it's an interesting story and he'd want me to share it. Peace.

My condolences, he was a very enthusiastic and light-hearted individual. I'm very sad to hear this happened.

[Taka]

My condolences as-well. From his rping, he seemed like a very good guy and rather liked his ideas. Sadness indeed.

[Unknown100]

I'm sorry for your loss.

[thatguy]

Condolences

[Enarr]

Actually, it was metaphorical. I'm perfectly alive. It's just that none of you will probably hear from me for a while if ever again.

[thatguy]

So you "died" by rp only, or are you shedding your username?

[Enarr]

You make it sound so melodramatic. No. Neither of those are accurate.

I fell in love, emotionally had my heart broken, and my heart strings are under unhealthy stress that could actually rupture my heart. So, in a way, through caring too much and being too compassionate (y'know, loving) I've begun to kill myself. It literally is traumatizing, and I would literally rather be dead.

I literally am a great actor and cast the illusion that I'm both mentally stable and lighthearted. In truth, I'm a lunatic who laughs at tragedy cuz if I don't, the people around me will. To be honest, I enjoy RPing, but I am not in the same position in any way to continue the way I began the hobby.

I died when the legitimate only person I've ever loved and trusted had forsaken me completely. I died when my father began to treat me like a dog since my early childhood. I died when I fully understood how messed up I am and lost the only things that made me feel alive.

If I died by RP only I wouldn't have bother posting. I don't care if you understand why I act as I do. I posted that so that my internet-based 'friends' would have their curiosity satisfied. Put simply what makes me happy is a girl who completely betrayed me. Prior to that, it had legitimately been The Batman, though I sacrificed that so I could give her my attention. I've given my heart (literally & physically), soul, pleasures, solaces, and have been stripped of my dignity.

It wasn't intentional, but I am dead inside. Despite my heartbreak, I'm left with the concern for her that love compells. This is no life. This blows.

[thatguy]

Wow, im sorry for the position she put you in and how life has turned out for you. I legitimately hope things get better for you down the line

[Roman]

'No don't worry I only metaphorically let you think I was fucking dead.'