Ella closed her eyes as Marken held her close to his chest, greatly relaxed as she heard and felt Marken's heartbeat against her cheek. She was unable to stop her cheeks turning pink as he asked her to keep her hair down. Did he want her to walk around as some kind of trollop? Maybe fashions weren't as strict here as they were in Toren, but still, it just didn't seem right.
"If you do not mind, I'd like to keep my hair up in public," Ella mumbled weakly, "Even if only half of my hair is up... I was taught that having one's hair down is shameful. Only a lady's husband should see her in such an intimate way. I shouldn't even be allowing you to see me like this right now. But you don't seem very keep on following polite etiquette."
Looking Marken straight in the eyes, Ella forced herself to be a bit more serious, trying to steel herself to relax and talk more calmly. She was doing it again, allowing her emotions to drive her responses and actions. She was really going to have to work on not doing that anymore.
"You really scare me, you know that?" Ella murmured seriously, "I'm usually very logical with people, and I can fully control my actions. But around you, it's like I lose my self-control, and my common sense is nowhere to be found. You are the only person this has happened with."
"If you do not mind, I'd like to keep my hair up in public," Ella mumbled weakly, "Even if only half of my hair is up... I was taught that having one's hair down is shameful. Only a lady's husband should see her in such an intimate way. I shouldn't even be allowing you to see me like this right now. But you don't seem very keep on following polite etiquette."
Looking Marken straight in the eyes, Ella forced herself to be a bit more serious, trying to steel herself to relax and talk more calmly. She was doing it again, allowing her emotions to drive her responses and actions. She was really going to have to work on not doing that anymore.
"You really scare me, you know that?" Ella murmured seriously, "I'm usually very logical with people, and I can fully control my actions. But around you, it's like I lose my self-control, and my common sense is nowhere to be found. You are the only person this has happened with."