[IC] Myriad Reality

[Techspert]

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Shinji:... somthinnngs tellin' me to see this through.

@souleaterfan320

It's hurting you. Please, save yourself the pain?

[Stabby]

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Shinji:
PPPFT HA! I already hate myself more than you know.

*summons up a gun, puts it to my head, and pulls the trigger but it doesnt fire*

If I wanted to, Id kill myself right now.

@souleaterfan320

*Looks you dead in the eyes.*
And what would that prove?
You still have someone... no, many people that care about you.
And I'm sure you don't want to cause them harm.

[souleaterfan320]

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*Looks you dead in the eyes.*
And what would that prove?
You still have someone... no, many people that care about you.
And I'm sure you don't want to cause them harm.

@Stabby

Shinji: at this point, I just want to stop feeling pain. Permanently. Can I just coma for the rest of my life? Sounds good.

[souleaterfan320]

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It's hurting you. Please, save yourself the pain?

@Techspert

.....

*kisses you*

....will it make you happy?

[Techspert]

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.....

*kisses you*

....will it make you happy?

@souleaterfan320

*Smiles*
Anything that helps you makes me happy.

[Stabby]

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Shinji: at this point, I just want to stop feeling pain. Permanently. Can I just coma for the rest of my life? Sounds good.

@souleaterfan320

I don't blame you, but... why can't you forgive yourself?

[Meta]

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.....

*kisses you*

....will it make you happy?

@souleaterfan320

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*Smiles*
Anything that helps you makes me happy.

@Techspert

*Stares*

[souleaterfan320]

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I don't blame you, but... why can't you forgive yourself?

@Stabby

Shinji:
Because I am a MASSSIVE piece of shit who has murdered COUNTLESS people in the name of a self righteous government, I hurt anyone who cares about me and EVERYONE I LOVE EVENTUALLY DIES! Sometimes in my arms, even. Did I tell you my daughter was chopped up lazer wall style? That was nice to see.

*burps*

[souleaterfan320]

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*Stares*

@Meta

*looks at you, but my eyes look dead*

[souleaterfan320]

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*Smiles*
Anything that helps you makes me happy.

@Techspert

Shinji:.... then let me see this through. I'll deal with what I learn here later.

*burps*

[Meta]

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*looks at you, but my eyes look dead*

@souleaterfan320

...You're not okay. You need to leave.

[Techspert]

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Shinji:.... then let me see this through. I'll deal with what I learn here later.

*burps*

@souleaterfan320

I'm scared for you, Shinji.

[Stabby]

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Shinji:
Because I am a MASSSIVE piece of shit who has murdered COUNTLESS people in the name of a self righteous government, I hurt anyone who cares about me and EVERYONE I LOVE EVENTUALLY DIES! Sometimes in my arms, even. Did I tell you my daughter was chopped up lazer wall style? That was nice to see.

*burps*

@souleaterfan320

Then wake up and realize that you're still here.
I'm not going to say that your life hasn't been a living hell, but you're also not a worthless bastered who's lost himself. You still have your heart, and your life is still yours to hold.
You haven't stuck around through all that to just kick the bucket, and it shows because there are still those that want to support you, however fucking flawed you may be.

....

I'm sorry about that...
You should probably take some time to rest.

[GalaxyRaider]

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*Frowns*
I thought it was a great question. It would make sense for nothing here to affect a real entity.

@Host

It’s perhaps for the best.

[Host]

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It’s perhaps for the best.

@GalaxyRaider

What is?

[souleaterfan320]

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I'm scared for you, Shinji.

@Techspert

Shinji: why?

[Techspert]

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Shinji: why?

@souleaterfan320

I can just feel that something horrible will happen here if we stay.

[souleaterfan320]

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I can just feel that something horrible will happen here if we stay.

@Techspert

Shinji: it's important that I stay. If I don't I'll miss out on crucial info about why those guys wanna kill me.

[Techspert]

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Shinji: it's important that I stay. If I don't I'll miss out on crucial info about why those guys wanna kill me.

@souleaterfan320

*Grips your hand tightly*

[Shadow Dragon]

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You shouldn't.

@Meta

Never said I should or not. I was....upset.