[OOC] Myriad Reality

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Nemeses said
Thank you for that. I'm not sure how many people feel what I do ever at all period. My church is pretty intense. It's its fault for this. Not saying that it's a bad thing because I feel great, but I feel everything else at the same time too, suddenly. It's strange. It all is. Emotion. I love it, and I hate it. Ha, irony. Ugh, I swear I feel dumber every second, but I digress. God's amazing, yet I don't know why thescientific emd of my mind keeps wanting to argue with myself. It's the stupidest smart part of my brain there is. And I just realized I'm insulting myself. Yay, realization!

It's a rejection. Your spirit conflicts with the desires of your flesh, while you look at how horrible everything is, and at the same time, try to appreciate what is pure.

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LegendBegins said
No... I know how he feels because I'm insane too. Sorry it came across that way.

It's okay.

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Nemeses said
Don't feel bad, Blitz. This madness is caused by greatness. When my mind is truly blown by something, it pours out every thought at once. I may actually start to be getting a headache, I think maybe. That doesn't matter though. Only one thing is awesome and intense enough to do this to me. He is the best, He is my savior. Now I'm arguing a losing battle with myself again. Wheeee!

Okay.

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LegendBegins said
I understand your feeling, but in the words of Elsa, "conceal, don't feel, don't let them know." To keep your sanity, you have to repress them.

But I feel like I need to vent somewhere, and better to do it here tham somewhere people may think I'm hysterical and kill someone. I would never do that, yet people don't know me as well as me. Most don't care anyways, but who cares? They don't, I don't either. Whatever happens, happens. Well, that's not true, actually. I do care, don't think I don't. Don't worry, this isn't common.

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LegendBegins said
It's a rejection. Your spirit conflicts with the desires of your flesh, while you look at how horrible everything is, and at the same time, try to appreciate what is pure.

You know, somewhere inside me, I think I knew that. Yet parts of me don't realize. I think I may be done rambling. Everything's slowly coming back together. When in doubt, type it out, hahaha. Anywho, yes. I'm done rambletyping now. It's probably annoying. I'll talk like a somewhat normal person now.

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Nemeses said
But I feel like I need to vent somewhere, and better to do it here tham somewhere people may think I'm hysterical and kill someone. I would never do that, yet people don't know me as well as me. Most don't care anyways, but who cares? They don't, I don't either. Whatever happens, happens. Well, that's not true, actually. I do care, don't think I don't. Don't worry, this isn't common.

I just find it so funny because I know exactly what you're feeling. But don't let it get the best of you.

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Nemeses said
You know, somewhere inside me, I think I knew that. Yet parts of me don't realize. I think I may be done rambling. Everything's slowly coming back together. When in doubt, type it out, hahaha. Anywho, yes. I'm done rambletyping now. It's probably annoying. I'll talk like a somewhat normal person now.

Nah, it's not annoying. I'm just glad someone gets it.

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LegendBegins said
I just find it so funny because I know exactly what you're feeling. But don't let it get the best of you.

I actually like this though. I learned that I was right about me possibly having a lot of little voices in my head constantly, and that I just can't hear them or got good at ignoring them or something. You touch my emotions, though, and they all yell. Now my skull tickles. Anyways, though, once I calm down a bit, I should be a normal me. Hopefully.

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LegendBegins said
Nah, it's not annoying. I'm just glad someone gets it.

Something makes me happy that someone else feels what I feel, but I also feel sad about that, and slightly guilty and disappointed. Don't ask why, because I don't either. That's just what I feel.

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Nemeses said
I actually like this though. I learned that I was right about me possibly having a lot of little voices in my head constantly, and that I just can't hear them or got good at ignoring them or something. You touch my emotions, though, and they all yell. Now my skull tickles. Anyways, though, once I calm down a bit, I should be a normal me. Hopefully.

Sounds like this one term (that I can unfortunately not remember at the moment) that's one step below aspects. Peoples' sub-aspects activate in different ways (eg. Mine is music).

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LegendBegins said
Sounds like this one term (that I can unfortunately not remember at the moment) that's one step below aspects. Peoples' sub-aspects activate in different ways (eg. Mine is music).

Oh, so this is a thing. Good, good. Very good indeed. I'll be slightly less worried about this later on.

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LegendBegins said
Sounds like this one term (that I can unfortunately not remember at the moment) that's one step below aspects. Peoples' sub-aspects activate in different ways (eg. Mine is music).

...most of my memories are bound to music. Like there's this one country song that my dad used to listen to when I was small. And every time I listen to it, certain memories come back to me.

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Nemeses said
Oh, so this a thing. Good, good. Very good indeed. I'll be slightly less worried about this later on.

Yeah. You're not in danger.

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Extra said
...most of my memories are bound to music. Like there's this one country song that my dad used to listen to when I was small. And every time I listen to it, certain memories come back to me.

Yeah, music is a common trigger. What's unusual is that it's my only trigger; most people have many.

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LegendBegins said
Yeah. You're not in danger.

Vedy goot.

Extra said
...most of my memories are bound to music. Like there's this one country song that my dad used to listen to when I was small. And every time I listen to it, certain memories come back to me.

That's actually a thing. Studies have shown that not only sounds, like music, but anything you can feel like sights and smells will bring back memories if they had an involvement in an individual's past. Oh, fun facts. Gotta love 'em.

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Nemeses said
Vedy goot.That's actually a thing. Studies have shown that not only sounds, like music, but anything you can feel like sights and smells will bring back memories if they had an involvement in an individual's past. Oh, fun facts. Gotta love 'em.

Exactly, and it activates these (I bloody can't remember) things for some as well, which slightly alter the personality of the person.

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LegendBegins said
Exactly, and it activates these (I bloody can't remember) things for some as well, which slightly alter the personality of the person.

Not slightly for me. It just throws tons of personalities out at once and says, "Alright. Have fun, you kiddies."
And now I'm very interested in this subject.

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Nemeses said
Not slightly for me. It just throws tons of personalities out at once and says, "Alright. Have fun, you kiddies."And now I'm very interested in this subject.

What do you want to know? To put it best is, you know how Legend works for me, right? Well these are like half Legends.

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LegendBegins said
Yeah, music is a common trigger. What's unusual is that it's my only trigger; most people have many.

I can't recall my past though. Well, not since when I was....thirteen...everything after that is very fuzzy.

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Nemeses said
Vedy goot.That's actually a thing. Studies have shown that not only sounds, like music, but anything you can feel like sights and smells will bring back memories if they had an involvement in an individual's past. Oh, fun facts. Gotta love 'em.

Haha yup!