[OOC] Myriad Reality

[The World]

I no longer have a phone as it is most likely destroyed by now so kik is unfortunately not an option.

[Araby264]

The World said
I no longer have a phone as it is most likely destroyed by now so kik is unfortunately not an option.

Are you okay? What's going on?

[The World]

Araby264 said
Are you okay? What's going on?

No. No I'm fucking not okay. I have no phone, no home, no mother, -48 minutes of power, a connection that's as up and down as the tower of babel, and am most likely going to kill myself before I turn 18 in two months.
So you tell me if I'm okay.

[Araby264]

The World said
No. No I'm fucking not okay. I have no phone, no home, no mother, -48 minutes of power, a connection that's as up and down as the tower of babel, and am most likely going to kill myself before I turn 18 in two months. So you tell me if I'm okay.

Listen, I can understand things are bad for you, but killing yourself won't solve anything. It's not worth it. You have Two months, right? Two months, that's no time at all. You can last that long. Just live. Just survive, you can do that.

[LegendBegins]

The World said
No. No I'm fucking not okay. I have no phone, no home, no mother, -48 minutes of power, a connection that's as up and down as the tower of babel, and am most likely going to kill myself before I turn 18 in two months. So you tell me if I'm okay.

What happened?

[The World]

Araby264 said
Listen, I can understand things are bad for you, but killing yourself won't solve anything. It's not worth it. You have Two months, right? Two months, that's no time at all. You can last that long. Just live. Just survive, you can do that.

Araby264 said
Listen, I can understand things are bad for you, but killing yourself won't solve anything. It's not worth it. You have Two months, right? Two months, that's no time at all. You can last that long. Just live. Just survive, you can do that.

No, you really don't get it. You don't have two things keeping you alive, a mental condition that requires everything to be a certain way in order to feel any comfort at all, a mother who doesn't give a shit about you, a grandfather who doesn't comprehend the gravity of situations, and you haven't lost one and a half of those two lifelines, permanently lost what allows you to feel any comfort at all, you aren't on the verge of being homeless, you aren't hated by all but two people you know, you aren't already dead in a body that keeps functioning, you haven't been given countless reasons to give up on everything and let it rot. You haven't fucking lost everything you cared about. So yes, killing myself will solve quite a few things. Fuck, tonight I'm trying ODing, so I've got 29 minutes of communication left IF this fucking connection holds up during that.

[LegendBegins]

The World said
No, you really don't get it. You don't have two things keeping you alive, a mental condition that requires everything to be a certain way in order to feel any comfort at all, a mother who doesn't give a shit about you, a grandfather who doesn't comprehend the gravity of situations, and you haven't lost one and a half of those two lifelines, permanently lost what allows you to feel any comfort at all, you aren't on the verge of being homeless, you aren't hated by all but two people you know, you aren't already dead in a body that keeps functioning, you haven't been given countless reasons to give up on everything and let it rot. You haven't fucking lost everything you cared about. So yes, killing myself will solve quite a few things. Fuck, tonight I'm trying ODing, so I've got 29 minutes of communication left IF this fucking connection holds up during that.

Seriously, take a moment and stop. Things will be okay in the end, but ending it solves literally nothing. Take some time, take a deep breath, take a nap. Do something other than hurt or kill yourself.

[Araby264]

The World said
No, you really don't get it. You don't have two things keeping you alive, a mental condition that requires everything to be a certain way in order to feel any comfort at all, a mother who doesn't give a shit about you, a grandfather who doesn't comprehend the gravity of situations, and you haven't lost one and a half of those two lifelines, permanently lost what allows you to feel any comfor at all, you aren't on the verge of being homeless, you aren't hated by all but two people you know, you aren't already dead in a body that keeps functioning, you haven't been given countless reasons to give up on everything and let it rot. You haven't fucking lost everything you cared about. So yes, killing myself will solve quite a few things. Fuck, tonight I'm trying ODing, so I've got 29 minutes of communication left IF this fucking connection holds up during that.

I'm sorry, I really am. But your life is worth more than that. You have a life ahead of you beyond all of this. Just survive until you can grab that future.

[The World]

LegendBegins said
Seriously, take a moment and stop. Things will be okay in the end, but ending it solves literally nothing. Take some time, take a deep breath, take a nap. Do something other than hurt or kill yourself.

You really don't get it. Imagine that your father left at a young age, imagine that you hated yourself, that your own mother just destroyed any possibility of you ever having any comfort again, that you've lost all of the people you care about, that you are very near homeless. Can you imagine that? Of course not.

So for now, I'll say this:

Goodbye everyone. I wish I could stay around to help you all write this grand story, but I can't. So, hopefully this'll work and I won't have to suffer more through failure as well. Farewell, everyone. You'll see, you won't even notice that I'm gone. I promise.
So... goodnight everyone, and may your tommorow be a nice day as well.

[LegendBegins]

The World said
You really don't get it. Imagine that your father left at a young age, imagine that you hated yourself, that your own mother just destroyed any possibility of you ever having any comfort again, that you've lost all of the people you care about, that you are very near homeless. Can you imagine that? Of course not. So for now, I'll say this:Goodbye everyone. I wish I could stay around to help you all write this grand story, but I can't. So, hopefully this'll work and I won't have to suffer more through failure as well. Farewell, everyone. You'll see, you won't even notice that I'm gone. I promise. So... goodnight everyone, and may your tommorow be a nice day as well.

DARK, LISTEN TO ME. IM SICK AND TIRED OF YOU MAKING RASH DECISIONS LIKE THIS AND UNDERMINING YOUR OWN LIFE. GET A GRIP AND LOOK AT HOW IMPORTANT YOU ARE TO SO MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE, AND DONT YOU DARE TELL ME THAT YOURE NOT. STAY HERE AND LIVE, BECAUSE DESPITE WHATEVER YOU SAY, YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR. SO GET RID OF ALL OF THESE NOTIONS AND START LIVING!

[Araby264]

[quote=The World]
You really don't get it. Imagine that your father left at a young age, imagine that you hated yourself, that your own mother just destroyed any possibility of you ever having any comfort again, that you've lost all of the people you care about, that you are very near homeless. Can you imagine that? Of course not. So for now, I'll say this:Goodbye everyone. I wish I could stay around to help you all write this grand story, but I can't. So, hopefully this'll work and I won't have to suffer more through failure as well. Farewell, everyone. You'll see, you won't even notice that I'm gone. I promise. So... goodnight everyone, and may your tommorow be a nice day as well.
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Listen to David, man. You are an important person to us, you are an important person to me! YOU MATTER!

[whizzball1]

LegendBegins said
Thanks so much for doing this. I'm sorry for prior events.

It's okay. Don't worry.

[souleaterfan320]

im sick of people leaving, good people, people victim to circumstance....

[souleaterfan320]

why must people leave... im so tired of it. ive been left alone all my life, and now people are still leaving...
all i wanted was to rp, to have fun, with friends...

[LegendBegins]

souleaterfan320 said
why must people leave... im so tired of it. ive been left alone all my life, and now people are still leaving...all i wanted was to rp, to have fun, with friends...

Don't worry. He's going to be fine. And I'll never leave.

[souleaterfan320]

ive seen to many good people die, good people, people close to me... my mom nearly died from a disease that the doctors couldnt explain, my father had a blood clot that nearly costed him his legs, hes lost all faith in me making any progress in life, my stepdad used to be an alcoholic and beat me and my mom, by brother was the only one to stand up for me but he ended up getting hurt whenever he tried... ive had too many of my friends die.. 2 in one year... im sick of people leaving.. of people dying... of feeling pain..

[souleaterfan320]

LegendBegins said
Don't worry. He's going to be fine. And I'll never leave.

thank you, you have no idea how much that means to me..

[LegendBegins]

souleaterfan320 said
ive seen to many good people die, good people, people close to me... my mom nearly died from a disease that the doctors couldnt explain, my father had a blood clot that nearly costed him his legs, hes lost all faith in me making any progress in life, my stepdad used to be an alcoholic and beat me and my mom, by brother was the only one to stand up for me but he ended up getting hurt whenever he tried... ive had too many of my friends die.. 2 in one year... im sick of people leaving.. of people dying... of feeling pain..

He's not going to die. Just trust me.

[souleaterfan320]

LegendBegins said
He's not going to die. Just trust me.

alright..

[LegendBegins]

souleaterfan320 said
alright..

I'll update everyone when I have sufficient information, but I have reason to believe that he will survive.