Staring at the carnage that surrounded him, the dead, and dying, the ruined city street and the hundreds injured. Lowering his head General Freedom inhaled deeply, clenching his fists tight, the whorls of energy swirling angrily around him. The gloom of the destroyed Industrial Diamond Exchange hid the broken bodies from his sight. The crunch of glass and diamonds under foot filled his ears. The wail of sirens outside, the voices, the cursing that accompanied the pain of such destruction, it seemed as if it never ended.
Still shaky from earlier, the blue clad hero sat down heavily on a high-backed office chair, lowering his head he stared into the eyes of a guard, a man who had a life, maybe kids and a wife, but someone would be waiting, hoping praying that this man would walk through the door. Reaching down gently General Freedom closed the man’s eyes and said a prayer for his soul. Leaning back into the chair it seemed as if the weight of the world sat squarely on his shoulders, closing his eyes, he exhaled softly. There was too much blood spilt today, too much.
For a moment, he allowed his thoughts to race back to a time when he was merely Steve, just a man, not a hero, not a symbol. A man with dreams and hopes, a man who looked forward to living a normal life with a wife and kids of his own. For a moment, he wished he could be that man again. How long had it been? A few years now since Jessie climbed aboard the airplane, she left on a December day, and her bags packed, a tear in her eyes as she smiled at him. Her lips lingered on his as she said good-bye. She was on her way to the west coast for a job meeting. Swallowing hard, General Freedom inhaled deeply as he remembered their conversation, their plans for dinner when she came back. A slight smile crossed his lips at that. She was here with him, looking at him, “I’m sorry Jess, I just couldn’t save you. But you’re right here with me, I dream of you all the time.” He said his voice low and tinged with sadness.
Leaning forward in the chair, he shook his head as he remember the events, a cocky villain thinking to make a name for himself, the terrible fight that occurred. It was a mistake, somehow the kid had gotten away from him, managed to get airborne, and get to Jessie’s plane. Rocking back James slammed a fist into the arm of the chair, then another. Slowly expelling the air from his lungs, he looked up to see Jess smile at him, her dark eyes enveloping him, filling him with pain, “Its ok baby. You did everything you could do; you did what you needed to do.”
The tightening in his chest and the difficulty in breathing caused him to grunt as he struggled to regain composure, “I couldn’t save you… I couldn’t save you.” He whispered to the image as it faded from view. Wiping his mouth he stood and glanced around the debris strewn room again then flared his energies brilliantly and launched himself through a hole in the roof and out into the atmosphere, a brilliant streak of light arcing into the sky, burning brightly as he sought solace among the clouds.