[OOC] We Are the Crystal Gems

[Guardian Angel Haruki]

Wait, I'm confused. Why are you guys looking for Moonstone appearances?
Isn't Moonstone one of the banned gems? @_@

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Guardian Angel Haruki

It was banned because I was saving it for an Aquamarine fusion of some kind lol I wasn't going to let another person have moonstone and just up and disappear like last time. Sooooo yeah...a little selfish but it is very special to me for personal reasons.

[Guardian Angel Haruki]

@Akayaofthemoon Oh! I see. ^^"

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Guardian Angel Haruki

Yeah ^^"

sooooo how has your day been?

[Guardian Angel Haruki]

@Akayaofthemoon A bit busy. I just got back from a job interview. ^^"

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Guardian Angel Haruki

That's nice. Hopefully it went well ^-^

[Guardian Angel Haruki]

@Akayaofthemoon I hope so too. I'm pretty anxious about it now. ^^"

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Guardian Angel Haruki

Try to relax, I am sure you did great ^-^

[Akayaofthemoon]

OMG LOONY! ARE YOU OKAY?! I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE BEEN SO WORRIED!!!!!!

*glomps*

[Loony]

Heya guys, it's been a while, huh? Hope you've all been doing well.

I'm back, but I'm really sorry to say I'm not sure if I'll be able to RP anytime soon. Motivations has been far in between for me as of late regarding just about anything and everything, and I've been diagnosed (again) with depression, so that's likely the reasoning behind why this is the case. I'm most focused on trying to get past more pressing matters firsthand; namely proper sleep, eating, and academic function, so that's where most of my admittedly very little energy is going to be going to. I feel bad, coming back without being able to RP, but I really missed you guys and I wouldn't mind popping by to talk to you all OOC when possible.

Sorry I'm not gonna be able to RP, but I hope you're all as happy to see me back as I am happy to see you all again.

Love you guys, talk to you soon,

-Loony

[21308]

@Loony AAAAAHH! I'm so glad you're (relatively) okay! Thanks for the update little Loon, even if it isn't a terribly happy one.

[Raijinslayer]

@Loony*hugs*

*Reggie comes over and hugs harder*

*Fordite comes in and hugs everyone in their paint form*

Thanks for update(makes everyone here feel all warm and fuzzy that you care enough to do so when life isn't doing so well) and I'm giving you all the positive vibes U can muster. I'm sure we're all hoping for you to overcome this and we'll be here for you if you need us.

[Kronshi]

@Loony Don't worry about it Loonster. I'm just glad to see that you're okay and I'm really excited to have you here talking with is even if you can't roleplay. How do you feel about our idea for Eve though, we're having her and Sodalite become a perma-fusion (Chalcedony) like Garnet.

[Guardian Angel Haruki]

@Loony Thanks for the update Loony. ^_^ I'm glad to hear back from you.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Loony

Thanks for the update Loon and honestly I am just glad to have you back. I missed talking with you and seeing how you are. Don't worry about trying to RP, you know it is never a rush. I'm wishing you the best and hope to see you more in OOC. Loves ya my friend *huggles*

[Loony]

@Akayaofthemoon No need to worry about me, Baji Akaya. I'm sure I'll always be fine, but I welcome the warm, well, welcome. *Glomps*

And I'm glad to have you back as well. I missed you all as well. I'll still nonetheless feel bad about not being able to participate IC, but I'm sure this too shall pass and I'll be able to rejoin. I'll be around the OOC for sure.

@21308 Haven't been my best, but I'm managing, yes. Anyways, it's been far too long. How've you been, Spinna? Hope college has been getting easier to deal with.

@Raijinslayer *Loony.exe has stopped working due to hug-overload. Windows is checking for a solution...*

You're all welcome for the update (honestly you guys are really dear to me it shouldn't be too much of a surprise I've come back despite the situation; I just wish I were able to participate IC as well). I'm sure I'm feeling those positive vibes, honestly; I felt a little lighter this hour. Or maybe it's just seeing you all again. Either way, thank you. Thank you all.

@Kronshi Thanks Kronshi. I'm excited to be back as well, even if it's just OOC.
As for the idea with Eve and Sodalite becoming a perma-fusion, a few more details as to why would be nice. As of right now without any explanation, I can't see it being a thing, but perhaps in the future and further into Eve's and Sodalite's relationship (platonic, romantic, or otherwise)? My head's a little fuzzy as of the past two months, please excuse me if I'm missing something. Orz

@Guardian Angel Haruki Likewise, it's great to hear from you again as well! Great to hear from everyone, really!

Anyways, honestly, I really missed you all, and I'll be hanging around here a little while. *Hugs all around*

Thank you everyone, for being so understanding.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Loony

I just hope we can cheer you up and lift some of that weight off your chest. My family suffers from depression so I know how hard it can be. Just know we are all here for you. Don't feel bad about not being able to post in IC because you are more important to all of us. Just being able to talk to you in the OOC and knowing that you are at least okay is enough. I seriously thought of the worse things that could have happened because I know a lot of health issues was going on for not only yourself but your family.

You saying we could kill Eve was like the huge kick in my panic button XD *huggles* I am so happy to talk with you again

[21308]

@Loony I just finished my first semester, as a matter of fact. I think it went quite well! It really sucks that you're going through depression and like Akaya said we're always here if you want to talk about it. Maybe having someone to vent to would help? I'm in no way a psychiatrist but I know that having an environment that's good for you is a part of treating depression. Anyway, glad to hear that you're at least physically safe and you'll be able to talk with us again.

[Loony]

@Akayaofthemoon Reading that has left me grinning like an idiot. You've certainly brought some cheer. ^ ^"
It's not my first time dealing with depression but it is luckily the first time my doctor is taking it seriously, so at least I'm getting medical attention for it as well. Not that I'm particularily happy about taking more pills, but they should hopefully help. Back when I was younger the doctor brushed it off as 'teenage hormones' and that didn't help at all, but luckily my mother was able to get me therapy (which I've also returned to attending). I'm sorry if I made you worried. Just remember; I'm Kurdish. All likelihood, I'll be fine. XD

I'm sorry for kicking the panic button. I honestly wasn't sure when I'd be coming back so if I slowed things down too much I didn't want everyone else having to deal with it. Plus, of course, evenkite isn't known for being a durable stone. It wouldn't have been far-fetched for something to happen to Eve, and that way we'd get to hurt Reggie, Amber, and Dr Pepper in tHE FEELS and honestly that'd be great. And then I had an idea for a gem who'd turn homeworld if Eve were to die but aNYWAYS I'm getting ahead of myself.

*Huggles* I'm happy to talk again too, Akaya. Nice to be back.

[Loony]

@21308

Oh, good! I hope you did as well as -if not better- than you think you have!
It does suck quite a bit, not gonna lie, but I've battled with depression before, I can do it again. Just hopefully quicker than last time because school's demanding far more of me and all. I'm really glad to have you here.
As for something to vent, can't really say I do, and it almost just seems like too much work. ^ ^" Just being able to talk to you guys is honestly great.

I'll be on for about the next three hours or so, since the doctor says I should be dead tired when starting the medications, so sleeping later than usual.