Loki honestly had no idea what had happened and how he was alive, only that he was and that was that. Looking into Eric's brown eyes, Loki heard Eric's thought and curiosity about his betrayed lover and who Silena was. Loki looked away as he sat there, letting out a deep breath, knowing he needed to just be out with it and make peace with the reality that he wanted to just shut out. "I did. I found a young boy in the Moors one day trying to steal a jewel from the Pond of jewels. I got him to return it and then we became the most unlikely of friends. We then felt a brotherly love as we got older and then we became lovers. His name was Thor." Loki confessed. But he continued his story. "He showed me what I thought to be true loves kiss on my 16th birthday. After that he didn't come back. It was years before i saw him again. Said that he had been away because that he was in Asgard. That night was the last time I ever loved him. Thor killed my mother, betrayed me. All so he could become King." Loki rubbed his eyes.
Taking another deep breath before he continued again. "Silena was his daughter. Heir to the throne of Asgard and and soon became my god daughter. I cursed her out of jealousy, betrayal and rage. Thor kept her away from Asgard till the day after her birthday. Had his three warriors watch over her. I watched over her as did my companion, Diaval. A raven. We both watched over. I from afar and Diaval in person. I grew fond of her. She could find me where ever I hid from everyone else. She was a special girl. I brought her to the Moors, showed her my world. She loved it." Loki looked to Eric but looked back to the ground as he recounted everything like it was yesterday. "She found out who I was, went back to Asgard to see her father for the first time in years. He put her in her room, only for her to get out and the curse being fulfilled. I hated myself, though tried to make it right. I did though. Found out that true loves kiss did exist. That it could be those you love most in the world." He looked to Eric again. "But that same night I saved Silena, I killed her father out of defense. I just wanted us to go our seperate ways, Silena wanting to come with me. But he wouldnt have it.
"After that, Silena became queen and Balder who was by her side. The Duke's son. The war between the Moors and Asgard was no more and we stayed in contact. She was then pregnant and wanted me to be part of her child's life. But she didn't make it as well as the baby. I had been mourning her loss ever sense. Balder died the night he wed Ravenna. The loss of him hit me just as hard." Loki felt the tears but quickly tried to wipe them away. Let this end with the peace that she was in a better place and with her child. He wouldn't get to see them, but always kept her in mind. But now that it was out, being able to tell someone, even though the weight of it all felt lighter, that he was able to tell someone else and someone he cared about about this grief he had, Loki still felt the tears. Just not all painful. Loki tried to calm himself down so he could look at Eric to see what he thought of the story he now let lose for him to know the truth of his brother.