Yeah, I'm not the best GM and I'm not afraid to admit it. I love playing and whatnot, I just have stupid life stuff that keeps me from being able to do everything I want to do and keep my games alive. Heck, I have two or three RPG ideas I never even used cause I knew I'd likely let them die, "Fate is a Four Letter Word" and "The Forgotten" among them... And then there's games like Evolution's Army that got radically away from my original vision and me and the players didn't get along at all.
*shrugs*
Generally, the less power I have the more fun it is XD