I've been giving some serious thought to Requiem's current state of progression and activity. There is a profound sense of loyalty within you all, but I'm also a bit dejected when I witness certain things. Posts get promised and they sometimes do not happen, some call out that they are still around but nothing comes in results of that. But, despite all that, the current lapse falls onto my shoulders and the fact that some of us have been called away to tend to our own lives. And that's perfectly acceptable! I do not blame anyone. I'm just beyond thrilled and pleased Requiem reached the point it did and you guys helped bring life and reality to my idea and flesh it out into something I adore with everything I am. Maybe I need to construct a better story line and premise that isn't so linear. The curse falls heavily when people leave, or when people drift away. Maybe I need to establish a better method of progression so players don't lag behind and have nothing to post with. I thought I did an okay job at that, but I need better practice, I've seen that here. These things happen though, and I can continue to pump life and blood into this, but my hope is waning along with emotional stability to endure this continuation of seeing my world wither.
So, Requiem is not closed, but my thoughts are drifting to termination. We shall see how the week continues on, as I won't give up so easily just yet, not without trying something. There are a couple collaborations coming, I won't leave those who are trying out to dry.
Much love,
Rockette. β₯