1995
Dean pursed his lips and shrugged a bit when she mentioned Sam not being all that bad. He almost made a comment about her not living with him, but decided to not talk about his brother, and his worries about him, for once.
As she nuzzled further into him, he couldn’t help but smile, but was thankful that she didn’t pick up on his slip up, at least outwardly. Admitting to her that he felt…things just felt like it would be Hell. What if she didn’t feel the same way? What if she ran away from him, and caused a whole new set of problems for him, with her family?
But he wanted to. He wanted to tell her that he had been terrified of her from the day they met. Knowing her, and not feeling the need to hit on her, or pick her up was one of the scariest things he had ever done, scarier than any monster he had hunted. It was odd, and the only thing John could say about it was, “Don’t get too wrapped up. I need you sharp.”
He was turned from his thoughts by a mixture of her words and her stomach growling loudly, which caused him to raise his eyebrows and look down at her, “I would say that’s a bit of a message. Don’t feel bad, being a delinquent makes me hungry too. What do you say we go grab something greasy? My treat?”
He shrugged his shoulder a bit to get her to look at him, giving her a sheepish but almost pleading look as he did so. There was a fly away hair, as he smiled at her, that was begging to be brushed aside. He fought the urge as long as he could, before finally brushing it behind her ear, “C’mon. What good is saving the damsel if I let her starve?”
A bit embarrassed, he just gave a bright grin to diffuse tension, and pulled away from her, offering his hand as he straightened.
Dean pursed his lips and shrugged a bit when she mentioned Sam not being all that bad. He almost made a comment about her not living with him, but decided to not talk about his brother, and his worries about him, for once.
As she nuzzled further into him, he couldn’t help but smile, but was thankful that she didn’t pick up on his slip up, at least outwardly. Admitting to her that he felt…things just felt like it would be Hell. What if she didn’t feel the same way? What if she ran away from him, and caused a whole new set of problems for him, with her family?
But he wanted to. He wanted to tell her that he had been terrified of her from the day they met. Knowing her, and not feeling the need to hit on her, or pick her up was one of the scariest things he had ever done, scarier than any monster he had hunted. It was odd, and the only thing John could say about it was, “Don’t get too wrapped up. I need you sharp.”
He was turned from his thoughts by a mixture of her words and her stomach growling loudly, which caused him to raise his eyebrows and look down at her, “I would say that’s a bit of a message. Don’t feel bad, being a delinquent makes me hungry too. What do you say we go grab something greasy? My treat?”
He shrugged his shoulder a bit to get her to look at him, giving her a sheepish but almost pleading look as he did so. There was a fly away hair, as he smiled at her, that was begging to be brushed aside. He fought the urge as long as he could, before finally brushing it behind her ear, “C’mon. What good is saving the damsel if I let her starve?”
A bit embarrassed, he just gave a bright grin to diffuse tension, and pulled away from her, offering his hand as he straightened.