~My Social Media Accts~ Crafting Insta NyxKnax | Drag King Insta Nyx. i. am | Drag Facebook Nyxiam Themperor | Twitch PastelScoops
~My Fam~ I'm still in Arkansas but hopefully not for too much longer. My bf and I want to move to another state, but it's hard with the current pandemic and state of the world in general. I have 2 super f*cking annoying cats, but I love the shit out of them. I also have a niece that's now 10, last time I updated this bio she was 6. How the time flies.
~My Interests~ I'm a 3D artist, I used to make miniatures out of polymer clay, but now I mostly dabble in resin stuff. Check me out on Insta @NyxKnax. If I could choose one way to dress and live for the rest of my life, it wold be in Steampunk fashion. I used to BMX for 9 years, did Tae-Kwon-Do for 5, and Yon Chu'an for 2. I only have 15 8 piercings (my microdermals fell out and healed..), and so far only 35 tattoos. I plan on getting a lot more. ~My 1x1 Thread~ https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894 ~My Quotes~ Various things I've said in RPs and OOC's that I find amusing.. ^^" "You know what Owen? How about you take that self-righteous attitude of yours, and stick right up your arse, next to your fucking head." -Roy Edgar Nott "There be no rich or poor, there just be survivors an' shark bait." -Joel the Pirate "So little fucks were given when you killed Willow that I feel like I now owe you fucks." Me when V KILLED OFF MY RAVENCLAW BITCH. "Hey now, I prefer to call it a paroxysm of vindictive and fiery rage.. Translation: Temper Tantrum." Me in an OOC. "The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me." -Eira's mind. ~My Obsession~
~My Poetry~ All of these I wrote 7 or so years ago.. I remember liking them, but I didn't bother to re-read them. Deal with it.
Fushigi karasu, spread your wings, I shall spread mine too. Misuteru zasshu, stay with me, I will never leave you. Shitsubo shita, do not run, I have the love you need. Kurushii tenshi, come to me, I can set you free.
A pidgin is when two unrelated languages are used together. In this poem, I have used Japanese and English. Fushigi Karasu = Mysterious Raven. Misuteu Zasshu = Abandoned Mutt Shitsubo Shita = Broken Hearted Kurushii Tenshi = Anguished Angel
As the rain pours down my window, In blurry streaks, In heavy sheets, I examine my wrists In silence, Seeing where his fingerprints Once did exist.
And I'm crying, Trying to forget everything; The hidden abuse, The reason for my overwhelming anxiety.. What happened?
I can hear the echo of A desperate scream. A think fog of confusion, Thoughts of a memory.
People say In time it will all go away; The bruises, The scars, The pain.
No matter what people say, They'll never know the truth. They never heard my hushed cries.
Maybe my appearance will eventually be the same, But what about the tragedy That will never go away? My emotion, My devotion, MY LIFE That will never be the same
The image in the mirror, So shattered I can barely see. Looking for a face of hope, The person I wish I could be. Suffocating me. And finally, before I die, I'm out of there...
Maybe it's time to change.
All you see Is the plastic me The fake smile That I give to everybody.
I'm sick of all these masks Hiding my emotions Letting nothing show Nothing but my fake smile
One day you'll realize That my smile is fake But too late I'm already starting to break
Somebody, anybody Wake me from this dream Nothing is what it seems All I want to do is scream
I hate it when people Say that I'm so strong You're wrong I'm just barely getting along
My stubborn pride Makes me hide All the pain I feel Every emotion I keep inside
Don't let anyone know What I want to show The longer I hide it The more it will grow...
Eira was bored. Eira was nearly always bored. And when Eira wasn't having fun or working (which was still fun to her), it lead to her wandering through the waste, looking for.. What? She wasn't an outright killer like some people, but she did like to cause mayhem, and if someone died in the process, oh well. Wrong place, wrong time sort of deal.
Eira ducked into a few abandoned homes, searching for anything semi-intact. She like to collect random items, be it teddy bears or socks or jewelry, anything small that once had significant meaning to someone. She was trying to flex her psychometry, as she liked to work on it every so often. Picking up a harmless-looking corkscrew, a flood of emotions hits the girl and vague images flashed through her mind. Throwing the tool down as if it had burnt her, she had to take a moment to regain her composure, leaned up against a wall.
She heard a clattering outside and climbed the top of the decapitated building she was currently exploring, first noticing the source of the noise. A wheelchair, hmm? Interesting.. Then, her eyes fell onto her mentor, and she could tell by his mannerisms that he was favoring his good leg ever-so-slightly. If she felt things like guilt or shame, she might have at this moment, but all that went through her mind was 'Damn it, if this handicapped dude is hostile..' With that thought, she quickly makes her way down an attached gutter pole, jogging over to her mentor to better asses the situation. Upon reaching the pair, she could feel another mental nearby, but seeing as how her powers were in sensing objects history, that's all she could determine.
Do we work on the post together, or do we post separately? I'm asking because I am currently working a post right now.
You do you, I was going to have Eira wander around the Waste as she has a tendency to do when Aran doesn't task her with something.. Wasn't sure when you would be online heh ^^" If you want me in your post, feel free to put me there. I'll respond however Eira would respond. Also, if you have any ideas of where you want me at a specific time during the RP, PM me your idea
@bmxbrat484 Good to know. We may have to have them run into each other at some point.
Well he's a mercenary and her mentor is a serial killer, sooooo.. And she's not loyal to either side, and like to destroy shite. Plenty of opportunity!
Edit: The lack of gender conformity makes The Conductor all the more appealing to Eira as she a) hates labels and boxes and b) is pansexual anyways so -shrug- doesn't matter what The Conductor is xD
Why am I like the only one on this SITE that has a computer?! xD
Also, Parkour is painful af such an all-over workout I'm loving it! Used to do Tae-Kwon-Do and BMX in high school, but after I graduated I gained ~35-40lbs living with my grammy for 2 years.. Joined the Coast Guard (was still more fit than 95% of the females SOMEHOW) and now that I'm out I'm getting back into stuffs
@bmxbrat484 I write and code everything on my phone. I will teach you, young grasshopper. XD
It was mostly due to the fact that I had to leave to go to the gym LOL. We have specific class times for parkour.. but still, please teach me.. ima derp 🙃
EDIT: if no one replies for a few hours, as long as we don't go on this huge one X one tangent, I think you would be fine to post
[center][color=ed145b][h3]Real name is Nyx, 27 y/o pansexual, medically retired Coastie. Born and raised in Florida with a Boston accent and southern twang.[/h3][/color]
[h2][url=https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10223309608222706&set=a.1502007544391]This is my adorable face.[/url][/h2][/center]
[color=00aeef]~My Social Media Accts~[/color]
[color=39b54a]Crafting Insta[/color] [color=8882be]NyxKnax [/color] | [color=39b54a]Drag King Insta[/color] [color=8882be]Nyx. i. am[/color] | [color=39b54a]Drag Facebook[/color] [color=8882be]Nyxiam Themperor[/color] | [color=39b54a]Twitch[/color] [color=8882be]PastelScoops [/color]
[color=00aeef]~My Fam~[/color]
[color=39b54a]I'm still in Arkansas but hopefully not for too much longer. My bf and I want to move to another state, but it's hard with the current pandemic and state of the world in general. I have 2 super f*cking annoying cats, but I love the shit out of them. I also have a niece that's now 10, last time I updated this bio she was 6. How the time flies.
[Hider=Mr in 20 GIFS or less.. I didn't count them]
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[color=00aeef]~My Interests~[/color]
I'm a 3D artist, I used to make miniatures out of polymer clay, but now I mostly dabble in resin stuff. Check me out on Insta @NyxKnax. If I could choose one way to dress and live for the rest of my life, it wold be in Steampunk fashion. I used to BMX for 9 years, did Tae-Kwon-Do for 5, and Yon Chu'an for 2. I only have [s]15[/s] 8 piercings (my microdermals fell out and healed..), and so far only [s]3[/s]5 tattoos. I plan on getting a [i]lot[/i] more.
[color=00aeef]~My 1x1 Thread~[/color]
[url]https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894[/url]
[color=00aeef]~My Quotes~[/color]
Various things I've said in RPs and OOC's that I find amusing.. ^^"
"You know what Owen? How about you take that self-righteous attitude of yours, and stick right up your arse, next to your fucking head." -Roy Edgar Nott
"There be no rich or poor, there just be survivors an' shark bait." -Joel the Pirate
"So little fucks were given when you killed Willow that I feel like I now owe you fucks." Me when V KILLED OFF MY RAVENCLAW BITCH.
"Hey now, I prefer to call it a paroxysm of vindictive and fiery rage.. [s]Translation: Temper Tantrum.[/s]" Me in an OOC.
"The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me." -Eira's mind.
[color=00aeef]~My Obsession~[/color]
[hider=Tom Felton, especially as Malfoy]
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[color=00aeef]~My Poetry~[/color]
All of these I wrote 7 or so years ago.. I remember liking them, but I didn't bother to re-read them. Deal with it.[/color]
[hider=Pidgin]Fushigi karasu, spread your wings,
I shall spread mine too.
Misuteru zasshu, stay with me,
I will never leave you.
Shitsubo shita, do not run,
I have the love you need.
Kurushii tenshi, come to me,
I can set you free.
A pidgin is when two unrelated languages are used together. In this poem, I have used Japanese and English.
Fushigi Karasu = Mysterious Raven.
Misuteu Zasshu = Abandoned Mutt
Shitsubo Shita = Broken Hearted
Kurushii Tenshi = Anguished Angel[/hider]
[hider=My Pain]As the rain pours down my window,
In blurry streaks,
In heavy sheets,
I examine my wrists
In silence,
Seeing where his fingerprints
Once did exist.
And I'm crying,
Trying to forget everything;
The hidden abuse,
The reason for my overwhelming anxiety..
What happened?
I can hear the echo of
A desperate scream.
A think fog of confusion,
Thoughts of a [color=6ecff6]memory[/color].
People say
In time it will all go away;
[color=8882be]The bruises,[/color]
[color=f6989d]The scars, [/color]
[color=9e0b0f]The pain.[/color]
No matter what people say,
They'll never know the truth.
They never heard my [color=6ecff6][i]hushed cries[/i][/color].
Maybe my appearance will eventually be the same,
But what about the tragedy
That will never go away?
My emotion,
My devotion,
[b]MY LIFE[/b]
That will never be the same
[i]The image in the mirror,
So shattered I can barely see.
Looking for a face of hope,
The person I wish I could be.
Suffocating me. [/i]
And finally, before I die, I'm out of there...
Maybe it's time to change. [/hider]
[HIDER=Unfinished Drabble]All you see
Is the plastic me
The fake smile
That I give to everybody.
I'm sick of all these masks
Hiding my emotions
Letting nothing show
Nothing but my fake smile
One day you'll realize
That my smile is fake
But too late
I'm already starting to break
Somebody, anybody
Wake me from this dream
Nothing is what it seems
All I want to do is scream
I hate it when people
Say that I'm so strong
You're wrong
I'm just barely getting along
My stubborn pride
Makes me hide
All the pain I feel
Every emotion I keep inside
Don't let anyone know
What I want to show
The longer I hide it
The more it will grow...[/hider]
[color=00aeef]~My Musics~[/color]
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKk1u5RMTn4[/youtube][youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4rFziVV9ZM[/youtube]
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnoShGTvuuY[/youtube][youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_swivbEsD50&feature=youtu.be[/youtube]
[youtube]https://youtu.be/EfPXokHna2M[/youtube]
<div style="white-space:pre-wrap;"><div class="bb-center"><font color="#ed145b"><div class="bb-h3">Real name is Nyx, 27 y/o pansexual, medically retired Coastie. Born and raised in Florida with a Boston accent and southern twang.</div></font><br><div class="bb-h2"><a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10223309608222706&set=a.1502007544391">This is my adorable face.</a></div></div><br><br>	<font color="#00aeef">~My Social Media Accts~</font><br><font color="#39b54a">Crafting Insta</font> <font color="#8882be">NyxKnax </font> | <font color="#39b54a">Drag King Insta</font> <font color="#8882be">Nyx. i. am</font> | <font color="#39b54a">Drag Facebook</font> <font color="#8882be">Nyxiam Themperor</font> | <font color="#39b54a">Twitch</font> <font color="#8882be">PastelScoops </font><br><br>		<font color="#00aeef">~My Fam~</font><br><font color="#39b54a">I'm still in Arkansas but hopefully not for too much longer. My bf and I want to move to another state, but it's hard with the current pandemic and state of the world in general. I have 2 super f*cking annoying cats, but I love the shit out of them. I also have a niece that's now 10, last time I updated this bio she was 6. How the time flies.<br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Mr in 20 GIFS or less.. I didn't count them">Mr in 20 GIFS or less.. I didn't count them [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none"><img src="https://i.gifer.com/E2R4.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/wtf-anime-bunny-eat.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/wtf-anime-goat-smal.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-legs-fly.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-boob-man-buns.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-bear-makeup.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-panties-emotional.gif" /></div></div><br>			<font color="#00aeef">~My Interests~</font><br>I'm a 3D artist, I used to make miniatures out of polymer clay, but now I mostly dabble in resin stuff. Check me out on Insta @NyxKnax. If I could choose one way to dress and live for the rest of my life, it wold be in Steampunk fashion. I used to BMX for 9 years, did Tae-Kwon-Do for 5, and Yon Chu'an for 2. I only have <span class="bb-s">15</span> 8 piercings (my microdermals fell out and healed..), and so far only <span class="bb-s">3</span>5 tattoos. I plan on getting a <span class="bb-i">lot</span> more.<br>				<font color="#00aeef">~My 1x1 Thread~</font><br><a href="https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894">https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894</a><br>					<font color="#00aeef">~My Quotes~</font><br>Various things I've said in RPs and OOC's that I find amusing.. ^^"<br>"You know what Owen? How about you take that self-righteous attitude of yours, and stick right up your arse, next to your fucking head." -Roy Edgar Nott<br>"There be no rich or poor, there just be survivors an' shark bait." -Joel the Pirate<br>"So little fucks were given when you killed Willow that I feel like I now owe you fucks." Me when V KILLED OFF MY RAVENCLAW BITCH.<br>"Hey now, I prefer to call it a paroxysm of vindictive and fiery rage.. <span class="bb-s">Translation: Temper Tantrum.</span>" Me in an OOC.<br>"The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me." -Eira's mind.<br>						<font color="#00aeef">~My Obsession~</font><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Tom Felton, especially as Malfoy">Tom Felton, especially as Malfoy [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none"><img src="https://media.tenor.co/images/4e3237a967b84bcf3116e8076447cc15/raw" /><img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lrfl0l373z1qbm9w4.gif" /><br><img src="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a295/blckrose193/layouts/dracoheader.jpg" /><img src="https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/f4/5b/9f/f45b9f9b56a1950a2373f1c1c568b772.jpg" /><br><img src="https://www.majorcineplex.com/uploads/content/9039/cover_9039.jpg" /></div></div><br>							<font color="#00aeef">~My Poetry~</font><br>All of these I wrote 7 or so years ago.. I remember liking them, but I didn't bother to re-read them. Deal with it.</font><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Pidgin">Pidgin [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">Fushigi karasu, spread your wings, <br>I shall spread mine too. <br>Misuteru zasshu, stay with me, <br>I will never leave you. <br>Shitsubo shita, do not run, <br>I have the love you need. <br>Kurushii tenshi, come to me, <br>I can set you free. <br><br>A pidgin is when two unrelated languages are used together. In this poem, I have used Japanese and English. <br>Fushigi Karasu = Mysterious Raven. <br>Misuteu Zasshu = Abandoned Mutt <br>Shitsubo Shita = Broken Hearted <br>Kurushii Tenshi = Anguished Angel</div></div><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="My Pain">My Pain [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">As the rain pours down my window,<br> In blurry streaks,<br> In heavy sheets,<br>I examine my wrists<br> In silence,<br>Seeing where his fingerprints<br> Once did exist.<br><br>And I'm crying,<br>Trying to forget everything;<br>The hidden abuse,<br>The reason for my overwhelming anxiety.. <br> What happened?<br><br>I can hear the echo of<br>A desperate scream.<br>A think fog of confusion,<br>Thoughts of a <font color="#6ecff6">memory</font>.<br><br>People say<br>In time it will all go away;<br><font color="#8882be">The bruises,</font> <br>	<font color="#f6989d">The scars, </font><br>		<font color="#9e0b0f">The pain.</font><br><br>No matter what people say, <br>They'll never know the truth. <br>They never heard my <font color="#6ecff6"><span class="bb-i">hushed cries</span></font>.<br><br>Maybe my appearance will eventually be the same, <br>But what about the tragedy <br>That will never go away? <br>My emotion, <br> My devotion, <br> <span class="bb-b">MY LIFE</span><br>That will never be the same<br><br><span class="bb-i">The image in the mirror, <br>So shattered I can barely see. <br>Looking for a face of hope, <br>The person I wish I could be.<br>Suffocating me. </span><br>And finally, before I die, I'm out of there...<br><br>Maybe it's time to change.</div></div><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Unfinished Drabble">Unfinished Drabble [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">All you see<br>Is the plastic me<br>The fake smile<br>That I give to everybody.<br><br>I'm sick of all these masks<br>Hiding my emotions<br>Letting nothing show<br>Nothing but my fake smile<br><br>One day you'll realize<br>That my smile is fake<br>But too late<br>I'm already starting to break<br><br>Somebody, anybody<br>Wake me from this dream<br>Nothing is what it seems<br>All I want to do is scream<br><br>I hate it when people<br>Say that I'm so strong<br>You're wrong<br>I'm just barely getting along<br><br>My stubborn pride<br>Makes me hide<br>All the pain I feel<br>Every emotion I keep inside<br><br>Don't let anyone know<br>What I want to show<br>The longer I hide it<br>The more it will grow...</div></div><br>								<font color="#00aeef">~My Musics~</font><br><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/MKk1u5RMTn4?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/l4rFziVV9ZM?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><br><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/fnoShGTvuuY?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/_swivbEsD50?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><br><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/EfPXokHna2M?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe></div>
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