~My Social Media Accts~ Crafting Insta NyxKnax | Drag King Insta Nyx. i. am | Drag Facebook Nyxiam Themperor | Twitch PastelScoops
~My Fam~ I'm still in Arkansas but hopefully not for too much longer. My bf and I want to move to another state, but it's hard with the current pandemic and state of the world in general. I have 2 super f*cking annoying cats, but I love the shit out of them. I also have a niece that's now 10, last time I updated this bio she was 6. How the time flies.
~My Interests~ I'm a 3D artist, I used to make miniatures out of polymer clay, but now I mostly dabble in resin stuff. Check me out on Insta @NyxKnax. If I could choose one way to dress and live for the rest of my life, it wold be in Steampunk fashion. I used to BMX for 9 years, did Tae-Kwon-Do for 5, and Yon Chu'an for 2. I only have 15 8 piercings (my microdermals fell out and healed..), and so far only 35 tattoos. I plan on getting a lot more. ~My 1x1 Thread~ https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894 ~My Quotes~ Various things I've said in RPs and OOC's that I find amusing.. ^^" "You know what Owen? How about you take that self-righteous attitude of yours, and stick right up your arse, next to your fucking head." -Roy Edgar Nott "There be no rich or poor, there just be survivors an' shark bait." -Joel the Pirate "So little fucks were given when you killed Willow that I feel like I now owe you fucks." Me when V KILLED OFF MY RAVENCLAW BITCH. "Hey now, I prefer to call it a paroxysm of vindictive and fiery rage.. Translation: Temper Tantrum." Me in an OOC. "The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me." -Eira's mind. ~My Obsession~
~My Poetry~ All of these I wrote 7 or so years ago.. I remember liking them, but I didn't bother to re-read them. Deal with it.
Fushigi karasu, spread your wings, I shall spread mine too. Misuteru zasshu, stay with me, I will never leave you. Shitsubo shita, do not run, I have the love you need. Kurushii tenshi, come to me, I can set you free.
A pidgin is when two unrelated languages are used together. In this poem, I have used Japanese and English. Fushigi Karasu = Mysterious Raven. Misuteu Zasshu = Abandoned Mutt Shitsubo Shita = Broken Hearted Kurushii Tenshi = Anguished Angel
As the rain pours down my window, In blurry streaks, In heavy sheets, I examine my wrists In silence, Seeing where his fingerprints Once did exist.
And I'm crying, Trying to forget everything; The hidden abuse, The reason for my overwhelming anxiety.. What happened?
I can hear the echo of A desperate scream. A think fog of confusion, Thoughts of a memory.
People say In time it will all go away; The bruises, The scars, The pain.
No matter what people say, They'll never know the truth. They never heard my hushed cries.
Maybe my appearance will eventually be the same, But what about the tragedy That will never go away? My emotion, My devotion, MY LIFE That will never be the same
The image in the mirror, So shattered I can barely see. Looking for a face of hope, The person I wish I could be. Suffocating me. And finally, before I die, I'm out of there...
Maybe it's time to change.
All you see Is the plastic me The fake smile That I give to everybody.
I'm sick of all these masks Hiding my emotions Letting nothing show Nothing but my fake smile
One day you'll realize That my smile is fake But too late I'm already starting to break
Somebody, anybody Wake me from this dream Nothing is what it seems All I want to do is scream
I hate it when people Say that I'm so strong You're wrong I'm just barely getting along
My stubborn pride Makes me hide All the pain I feel Every emotion I keep inside
Don't let anyone know What I want to show The longer I hide it The more it will grow...
Alrighty nerds, my name is Nyx, and now that the world is basically closed, I have the RP bug. After the world is back to 'normal', I am going to be working again, so all I really ask for is patience. I love RPs of all sorts, fantasy to anime to street racing. I'm just looking for a low-pressure RP, as my replies will not be consistent. I am a casual RPer, but I'll go off your posts more than likely because I try to match my partner.
I'm most comfortable with MxM for mature themes, but can do any pairing if there's no romance or we fade-to-black. Don't ask, because I dont know why either. I can play seme/top, uke/bottom, or switch. I'm genderqueer so idfc what your character identifies as. Doesn't make a difference. I'm 25 and a military veteran, so I cuss and I like M+ themes (but not without plot). I don't typically fade-to-black because I'm a dirty deviate, but we can if you are more comfortable with it. I don't have any triggers, but if you do I will respect that boundary.
None of these are requirements, but I like adventure, action, angst, slice of life, apocalyptic, fantasy.. really anything except sci-fi because it is super unfamiliar terrain. I'd be open to trying, however.
I think that's it for all that. I suck at these. Below are my ideas for those still interested, and all are open to interpretation. Such as the merman idea, it can be medieval or modern, and it can be a merman that turns human on land or a merman that can't leave the water. Whatever. That's the beauty of Roleplay, yo. I'm not attached to any of the roles, so you can choose the pairing and who takes which role. I just want to RP. Also, feel free to mix up my pairings. Hell, if you want to do merman/vampire we could make it work. That.. would actually be kind of cool. MOVING ON.
Just talk to me! I'm very open to ideas, but if I don't know the (fandom) universe I'll let you know! I'm sure I haven't covered half of the RPs I'd love to do!!
Now let's get to the meat and taters! My pairings that I've thought of so far.
Vampire/Hunter Demon/Angel Demon/Human Demon/Reaper Monster/Human Fairy/Mermaid Renown thief/Royalty Guard/Royalty Pirate Captain/Deckhand Druggie/Rehab Worker Street Racers, Street Racer/Cop, Racer/grease monkey, Racer/Mentor Villian/Hero's sidekick, Villian sidekick/Hero sidekick, Hero/Villian's sidekick Slave/Master, Pet/Owner Addict/Addict Prisoner/Prisoner Pirate/Prisoner (M/M only) Cocky high school junior/Shy Freshman
Fantasy Steampunk Rebel(s?) vs government Medieval Future Cyberpunk S&M Creepypasta Collaboration Current or Post-Apocalyptic (zombies, robots, nuclear fallout/war)
Anime Naurto DBZ School Live Video Games Skyrim Fallout Xmen OC/OC Batman (any universe) Black Mask/OC Joker/OC Almost any male character/Almost any male character Rise of the Guardians Pitch/OC Pitch/Jack Jack/Bunny Sandy/North (ok not really guys) Disney/Pixar/Dreamworks in general Harry Potter Almost any male character/Almost any male character OC/OC
Fantasy! Maybe.. Two clans at war, one aggressive clan and one passive clan that is only retaliating to protect their way of life. Can be any humanoid mythical creature! Merfolk, Nymphs/Fae, Were-creatures/Shape-shifters
A small group of people, or just our 2 characters, stranded together somewhere. An island, a building or other area during a natural disaster or apocalypse or something, idk. Can be combined easily with my pairings, so..
Illegal, underground, people-may-die, adrenaline inducing vroom-vroom RP (street racing). I'm super flexible with character roles, but I was thinking my character is a rising star in street racing. Your character is a cop (or another racer, or a mechanic, I'm just spitballing ideas) with a grudge against my character. Maybe I killed your partner in an accident, maybe I ran over your favorite rubber ducky.
If you've made it this far.... DON'T be afraid to share your ideas as well! I don't have any specific plots in mind, I have a few ideas for certain pairings, but they're hecka vague! ^^"
Fill out this sheet if you want to. I don't care.
Which RP(s) are you interested in?
MxM/MxF/FxF?
Smut rating?
How many paragraphs per post are expected from me?
And anything else that you think I should know beforehand.
It's 2am and I should be sleeping, so I'll keep this short. (Edit: I spent 10 minutes just for what you see above..) I much prefer talking things over via PM anyway.
I'm weirdly craving 2 3 specific RPs.
The first one is an X-men RP, basically the generation after the main story line. I don't care much about our characters ages, could be anywhere from in Xavier's School for Gifted Youngsters, to young adults. I prefer MxM for this one.
The second idea is street racing! Illegal, underground, people-may-die, adrenaline inducing vroom-vroom RP. I'm super flexible with character roles, but I was thinking my character (male or female) is a rising star in street racing. Your character is a cop (or another racer, or a mechanic, I'm just spitballing ideas) with a grudge against my character. Maybe I killed your partner in an accident, maybe I ran over your favorite rubber ducky.
This one was inspired by someone else's 1x1. Fight club! Pretty self-explanatory. Similar to the racing RP, except with fighting. Still illegal, still violent. Why am I like this?
Oh, I like angst, romance, suspense, thrills, smut, etc etc. I don't require fade-to-black, but can if that's what you prefer. I'm so bad at these, I apologize. I'm a better RPer than interest-check-maker. Usually I just stalk the 1x1 thread and respond to other peoples requests.
-I prefer to RP with 18+ -I range from low to high casual, depending on my personal life and my RP partner. -I have a life and I apologize if it takes me awhile to reply. I try to be on a few times a week, but my husband is deploying to Afghanistan soon (not sure when), so life can be hectic and my husband comes first. Sorry :) -I'll be patient with you, and I ask that you reciprocate -RP in PMs only
Hi there, I'm on mobile and in a hurry, so I'm sorry for the bland formatting and rushed post.
Looking for a casual RP, so 2-5 paragraphs per post. MxF (me as female) or MxM. I love smut, but it's not a necessity. Romance not required either, Will only RP with people who can pass for a mature individual. I have cringe stories about RPing with people who just want Pw/oP. Just eww.
I'm thinking one character would be a race car driver, either on the track, street or both. The other character would be either another driver, pit crew/grease monkey, or possibly a cop. I have nothing really plot-wise, I prefer to flesh all that out over PM with potential partners.
[center][color=ed145b][h3]Real name is Nyx, 27 y/o pansexual, medically retired Coastie. Born and raised in Florida with a Boston accent and southern twang.[/h3][/color]
[h2][url=https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10223309608222706&set=a.1502007544391]This is my adorable face.[/url][/h2][/center]
[color=00aeef]~My Social Media Accts~[/color]
[color=39b54a]Crafting Insta[/color] [color=8882be]NyxKnax [/color] | [color=39b54a]Drag King Insta[/color] [color=8882be]Nyx. i. am[/color] | [color=39b54a]Drag Facebook[/color] [color=8882be]Nyxiam Themperor[/color] | [color=39b54a]Twitch[/color] [color=8882be]PastelScoops [/color]
[color=00aeef]~My Fam~[/color]
[color=39b54a]I'm still in Arkansas but hopefully not for too much longer. My bf and I want to move to another state, but it's hard with the current pandemic and state of the world in general. I have 2 super f*cking annoying cats, but I love the shit out of them. I also have a niece that's now 10, last time I updated this bio she was 6. How the time flies.
[Hider=Mr in 20 GIFS or less.. I didn't count them]
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[color=00aeef]~My Interests~[/color]
I'm a 3D artist, I used to make miniatures out of polymer clay, but now I mostly dabble in resin stuff. Check me out on Insta @NyxKnax. If I could choose one way to dress and live for the rest of my life, it wold be in Steampunk fashion. I used to BMX for 9 years, did Tae-Kwon-Do for 5, and Yon Chu'an for 2. I only have [s]15[/s] 8 piercings (my microdermals fell out and healed..), and so far only [s]3[/s]5 tattoos. I plan on getting a [i]lot[/i] more.
[color=00aeef]~My 1x1 Thread~[/color]
[url]https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894[/url]
[color=00aeef]~My Quotes~[/color]
Various things I've said in RPs and OOC's that I find amusing.. ^^"
"You know what Owen? How about you take that self-righteous attitude of yours, and stick right up your arse, next to your fucking head." -Roy Edgar Nott
"There be no rich or poor, there just be survivors an' shark bait." -Joel the Pirate
"So little fucks were given when you killed Willow that I feel like I now owe you fucks." Me when V KILLED OFF MY RAVENCLAW BITCH.
"Hey now, I prefer to call it a paroxysm of vindictive and fiery rage.. [s]Translation: Temper Tantrum.[/s]" Me in an OOC.
"The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me." -Eira's mind.
[color=00aeef]~My Obsession~[/color]
[hider=Tom Felton, especially as Malfoy]
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[color=00aeef]~My Poetry~[/color]
All of these I wrote 7 or so years ago.. I remember liking them, but I didn't bother to re-read them. Deal with it.[/color]
[hider=Pidgin]Fushigi karasu, spread your wings,
I shall spread mine too.
Misuteru zasshu, stay with me,
I will never leave you.
Shitsubo shita, do not run,
I have the love you need.
Kurushii tenshi, come to me,
I can set you free.
A pidgin is when two unrelated languages are used together. In this poem, I have used Japanese and English.
Fushigi Karasu = Mysterious Raven.
Misuteu Zasshu = Abandoned Mutt
Shitsubo Shita = Broken Hearted
Kurushii Tenshi = Anguished Angel[/hider]
[hider=My Pain]As the rain pours down my window,
In blurry streaks,
In heavy sheets,
I examine my wrists
In silence,
Seeing where his fingerprints
Once did exist.
And I'm crying,
Trying to forget everything;
The hidden abuse,
The reason for my overwhelming anxiety..
What happened?
I can hear the echo of
A desperate scream.
A think fog of confusion,
Thoughts of a [color=6ecff6]memory[/color].
People say
In time it will all go away;
[color=8882be]The bruises,[/color]
[color=f6989d]The scars, [/color]
[color=9e0b0f]The pain.[/color]
No matter what people say,
They'll never know the truth.
They never heard my [color=6ecff6][i]hushed cries[/i][/color].
Maybe my appearance will eventually be the same,
But what about the tragedy
That will never go away?
My emotion,
My devotion,
[b]MY LIFE[/b]
That will never be the same
[i]The image in the mirror,
So shattered I can barely see.
Looking for a face of hope,
The person I wish I could be.
Suffocating me. [/i]
And finally, before I die, I'm out of there...
Maybe it's time to change. [/hider]
[HIDER=Unfinished Drabble]All you see
Is the plastic me
The fake smile
That I give to everybody.
I'm sick of all these masks
Hiding my emotions
Letting nothing show
Nothing but my fake smile
One day you'll realize
That my smile is fake
But too late
I'm already starting to break
Somebody, anybody
Wake me from this dream
Nothing is what it seems
All I want to do is scream
I hate it when people
Say that I'm so strong
You're wrong
I'm just barely getting along
My stubborn pride
Makes me hide
All the pain I feel
Every emotion I keep inside
Don't let anyone know
What I want to show
The longer I hide it
The more it will grow...[/hider]
[color=00aeef]~My Musics~[/color]
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKk1u5RMTn4[/youtube][youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4rFziVV9ZM[/youtube]
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnoShGTvuuY[/youtube][youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_swivbEsD50&feature=youtu.be[/youtube]
[youtube]https://youtu.be/EfPXokHna2M[/youtube]
<div style="white-space:pre-wrap;"><div class="bb-center"><font color="#ed145b"><div class="bb-h3">Real name is Nyx, 27 y/o pansexual, medically retired Coastie. Born and raised in Florida with a Boston accent and southern twang.</div></font><br><div class="bb-h2"><a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10223309608222706&set=a.1502007544391">This is my adorable face.</a></div></div><br><br>	<font color="#00aeef">~My Social Media Accts~</font><br><font color="#39b54a">Crafting Insta</font> <font color="#8882be">NyxKnax </font> | <font color="#39b54a">Drag King Insta</font> <font color="#8882be">Nyx. i. am</font> | <font color="#39b54a">Drag Facebook</font> <font color="#8882be">Nyxiam Themperor</font> | <font color="#39b54a">Twitch</font> <font color="#8882be">PastelScoops </font><br><br>		<font color="#00aeef">~My Fam~</font><br><font color="#39b54a">I'm still in Arkansas but hopefully not for too much longer. My bf and I want to move to another state, but it's hard with the current pandemic and state of the world in general. I have 2 super f*cking annoying cats, but I love the shit out of them. I also have a niece that's now 10, last time I updated this bio she was 6. How the time flies.<br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Mr in 20 GIFS or less.. I didn't count them">Mr in 20 GIFS or less.. I didn't count them [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none"><img src="https://i.gifer.com/E2R4.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/wtf-anime-bunny-eat.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/wtf-anime-goat-smal.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-legs-fly.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-boob-man-buns.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-bear-makeup.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-panties-emotional.gif" /></div></div><br>			<font color="#00aeef">~My Interests~</font><br>I'm a 3D artist, I used to make miniatures out of polymer clay, but now I mostly dabble in resin stuff. Check me out on Insta @NyxKnax. If I could choose one way to dress and live for the rest of my life, it wold be in Steampunk fashion. I used to BMX for 9 years, did Tae-Kwon-Do for 5, and Yon Chu'an for 2. I only have <span class="bb-s">15</span> 8 piercings (my microdermals fell out and healed..), and so far only <span class="bb-s">3</span>5 tattoos. I plan on getting a <span class="bb-i">lot</span> more.<br>				<font color="#00aeef">~My 1x1 Thread~</font><br><a href="https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894">https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894</a><br>					<font color="#00aeef">~My Quotes~</font><br>Various things I've said in RPs and OOC's that I find amusing.. ^^"<br>"You know what Owen? How about you take that self-righteous attitude of yours, and stick right up your arse, next to your fucking head." -Roy Edgar Nott<br>"There be no rich or poor, there just be survivors an' shark bait." -Joel the Pirate<br>"So little fucks were given when you killed Willow that I feel like I now owe you fucks." Me when V KILLED OFF MY RAVENCLAW BITCH.<br>"Hey now, I prefer to call it a paroxysm of vindictive and fiery rage.. <span class="bb-s">Translation: Temper Tantrum.</span>" Me in an OOC.<br>"The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me." -Eira's mind.<br>						<font color="#00aeef">~My Obsession~</font><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Tom Felton, especially as Malfoy">Tom Felton, especially as Malfoy [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none"><img src="https://media.tenor.co/images/4e3237a967b84bcf3116e8076447cc15/raw" /><img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lrfl0l373z1qbm9w4.gif" /><br><img src="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a295/blckrose193/layouts/dracoheader.jpg" /><img src="https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/f4/5b/9f/f45b9f9b56a1950a2373f1c1c568b772.jpg" /><br><img src="https://www.majorcineplex.com/uploads/content/9039/cover_9039.jpg" /></div></div><br>							<font color="#00aeef">~My Poetry~</font><br>All of these I wrote 7 or so years ago.. I remember liking them, but I didn't bother to re-read them. Deal with it.</font><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Pidgin">Pidgin [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">Fushigi karasu, spread your wings, <br>I shall spread mine too. <br>Misuteru zasshu, stay with me, <br>I will never leave you. <br>Shitsubo shita, do not run, <br>I have the love you need. <br>Kurushii tenshi, come to me, <br>I can set you free. <br><br>A pidgin is when two unrelated languages are used together. In this poem, I have used Japanese and English. <br>Fushigi Karasu = Mysterious Raven. <br>Misuteu Zasshu = Abandoned Mutt <br>Shitsubo Shita = Broken Hearted <br>Kurushii Tenshi = Anguished Angel</div></div><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="My Pain">My Pain [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">As the rain pours down my window,<br> In blurry streaks,<br> In heavy sheets,<br>I examine my wrists<br> In silence,<br>Seeing where his fingerprints<br> Once did exist.<br><br>And I'm crying,<br>Trying to forget everything;<br>The hidden abuse,<br>The reason for my overwhelming anxiety.. <br> What happened?<br><br>I can hear the echo of<br>A desperate scream.<br>A think fog of confusion,<br>Thoughts of a <font color="#6ecff6">memory</font>.<br><br>People say<br>In time it will all go away;<br><font color="#8882be">The bruises,</font> <br>	<font color="#f6989d">The scars, </font><br>		<font color="#9e0b0f">The pain.</font><br><br>No matter what people say, <br>They'll never know the truth. <br>They never heard my <font color="#6ecff6"><span class="bb-i">hushed cries</span></font>.<br><br>Maybe my appearance will eventually be the same, <br>But what about the tragedy <br>That will never go away? <br>My emotion, <br> My devotion, <br> <span class="bb-b">MY LIFE</span><br>That will never be the same<br><br><span class="bb-i">The image in the mirror, <br>So shattered I can barely see. <br>Looking for a face of hope, <br>The person I wish I could be.<br>Suffocating me. </span><br>And finally, before I die, I'm out of there...<br><br>Maybe it's time to change.</div></div><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Unfinished Drabble">Unfinished Drabble [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">All you see<br>Is the plastic me<br>The fake smile<br>That I give to everybody.<br><br>I'm sick of all these masks<br>Hiding my emotions<br>Letting nothing show<br>Nothing but my fake smile<br><br>One day you'll realize<br>That my smile is fake<br>But too late<br>I'm already starting to break<br><br>Somebody, anybody<br>Wake me from this dream<br>Nothing is what it seems<br>All I want to do is scream<br><br>I hate it when people<br>Say that I'm so strong<br>You're wrong<br>I'm just barely getting along<br><br>My stubborn pride<br>Makes me hide<br>All the pain I feel<br>Every emotion I keep inside<br><br>Don't let anyone know<br>What I want to show<br>The longer I hide it<br>The more it will grow...</div></div><br>								<font color="#00aeef">~My Musics~</font><br><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/MKk1u5RMTn4?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/l4rFziVV9ZM?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><br><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/fnoShGTvuuY?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/_swivbEsD50?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><br><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/EfPXokHna2M?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe></div>