Mallownose.
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Disease? You're kidding, right? Hardy har har at the medicine cat?"
When the kittypet piped up out of fear, Mallownose touched the tip of his tail to the young cat's shoulder as if to reassure him. Though he had a feeling that the kittypet would need less reassuring than him. The kittypet could go home if he wished but Mallownose's home was here and it was his job to make sure this home was as safe as he could. With omens and discomfort spinning through his mind, he couldn't help but think about the prospect of a disease so horrid that it could wipe a cat out with no hope for a cure. He'd seen certain litters born with illness that followed them throughout life in the form of sneezing and weakness and they had always died as young warriors but that sort of illness had never been spread throughout the clan. It seemed to be saved for a few unfortunate queens and he could only remember one from when he'd been an apprentice, she had died very suddenly during her last litter and Robinwing had been distraught. Her litter had died with her and he guessed that's what had bothered his mentor the most, it was always a tragedy when they couldn't save the clan that they cared most for.
He had lost a few patients ever since he'd claimed his position and sometimes it troubled his mind at night as he turned over things he should have tried instead. He couldn't help but think about them because when a cat spent their last moments with him, in fear or in pain, it clung to his pelt like ticks. Each glazed look that he was given and each crying kit that couldn't be saved left a hollowness in his chest. It haunted him at night in the form of dreams and sometimes he wished so dearly just to go back to those lost ones and to offer an apology. This was why he mostly understood how important it was for him not to fall in love because he knew would prioritize them and it would drive him mad if he couldn't save them. There would be no job in the clan if he couldn't focus on anything but the cat he'd given his life to, he couldn't protect each warrior equally if one had taken him beyond the rest. He couldn't help but wanting to fall in love anyway, just to see if it was really worth it.
He couldn't let his thoughts become a sea of nonsense either, he nearly spat at himself in his growing frustration. However with the rogue still standing here and her dripping sarcasm still rolling off his fur like tree sap, he decided against it rather quickly. She was speaking of the origins of the disease and for some reason, he was starting to believe her and dread was seeping into his fur. If there could possibly be a disease this awful, shouldn't there possibly be a way to heal it? Shouldn't there be a way to save his afflicted clanmates? Wouldn't Starclan show him to it? He could feel a growing tremble running through his body as he stared at the dusty brown she-cat.
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If you're not lying then what do you call this new illness? Why isn't it treatable?" asked the white tom, his jade eyes flickering with a growing anxiety. "
I spoke with my Starclan mentor not long ago and he told me nothing of this mysterious sickness. Why do you know and care so much about the troubles of the clans, Python? What connection do you have with us?"
He paused a moment, his ears flicking back as he watched the she-cat carefully. "
You said you sought shelter with Thunderclan and it is not of our nature to turn you down but this information you've brought to me is troubling. I'm not the cat to invite you or turn you down but I will not quarrel with you if you simply seek to help us but I cannot help but notice a scent that clings to you. It is a smell not unlike blood and I am not sure what that means to me or my clan." grimacing slightly, the tom shifted on his paws. "
When Warmpaw returns with the warriors, we will decide if you are safe. I will not turn you down, we are not Shadowclan."
Of course, Mallownose had been young during the time of Python's exile from Shadowclan and he had never had a penchant for gossip. The two cats may have been the same age but he had only ever seen Pythonpaw in short intervals, he hadn't even really known her name. Her name had slipped him somehow. It would have been a comment, just a whispered thing that passed by him and meant nothing to him. Just a name that hadn't done anything but rumple Crookedowl's fur at the time but not a name that he could remember. Not a name that was important enough to him that he could have held on to it. Pythonteeth had been that name. Nothing more to him than a hissing mutter from another medicine cat and a few worried comments. Nothing more to him than Crookedowl's shadow casting against the shining stone behind him and the soft worried shaking of his voice. It had been nothing more to him. It was still nothing to him.
Python was a stranger to him, just as much as any cat from outside the four clans would be, just as an exile would be.