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8 yrs ago
Current The hidden benefit of wearing 8 rings total? They double as a pair of brass knuckles in case you get into a fight.
8 yrs ago
Just as we would turn around and condemn or laugh at our ancestors for their barbarism, our descendants will do the same.
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8 yrs ago
I'm happy with participating in a single RP - Something tells me I'm the only one?
8 yrs ago
In Batam for a month after quitting my job. Been powering through my writing since. I guess this is where I call myself a full-time professional writer.
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I bulldoze right through it. I am speaking from the perspective of a writer/author/novelist. No muse, not inspired? No problem! Just keep writing. The best way to defeat writer's block is to plow right through the wall, because more often than not, the wall will never get torn down unless you do it, and usually, there's plenty of goodies on the other side that will fuel your writing.

If you stop, you'll write nothing and not get anywhere - if you just keep writing, you may not be creating a masterpiece, but it gives you something to work on. First draft may not be nice, but you don't have to accept it, and you can edit from there and inject some good ol' quality juice into it. It's easier because it would be there in front of you, rather than a blank page. And besides, since it is roleplaying we're talking about, it's not like millions of people are going to pay for it, read it, and then give you one-star ratings, right?
As Lady Jezebeth was readjusting the breastplate, or more accurately, putting it back together again, the knight was struck with another episode of pain. They were nothing serious, just backaches and her bruises and flesh wounds aggravated, but inconvenient. That was when another member of the group appeared.

"Do you need some help, madame?" came a man's voice. Jezebeth turned to regard him, at first aware that she could be harassed again for she had dropped her guard, but relaxed when it was apparent that she wouldn't be harmed. Jezebeth did not respond immediately, for she sensed that he had more to say - that his first question was all but rhetorical not just by his mannerism but by her own admitted need for assistance.

"I don't suppose you've been treated particularly fairly, eh?" he went on as he came up to her, and knelt down, "I can only imagine how you're feeling right now, battered as badly as you've been... I shall be sure to pray for your swift recovery, m'lady, that you might return to your former glory just as swiftly. But, ah, I don't believe I caught your name earlier?"

Jezebeth studied the man. He had been rather short, shorter than she was in fact, a sign of low birth because of the poor welfare afforded to people of that class. But it didn't matter to Jezebeth - as far as she knew, she had woken up in the clearing of a forest with literally nothing but a name that held no sentiments and her necklace, lower than low for even women of the low class knew a family, a home, a trade. It was only when old farmer George took her in that she had become someone. The Guardian Order itself had no respect for societal classes. They took in anyone who showed promise, mixing the high-born and low alike in the mission to rid the world of demon scum - and Jezebeth believed every word her elders preached.

He appeared to be the ratty type, though somewhat handsome - perhaps showing that he had pulled himself from the bottom by the bootstraps and done his fortune some good. But only somewhat handsome, for he couldn't seem to meet her gaze, his eyes always drifting left, right, or down to her body on occasion.

But what was most important was that he had offered help, kinship in misery. Appearances were one thing - Jezebeth appreciates strength of character just as much, such that she believed that it could shine so brightly that it could somehow enhance a person's outward beauty.

"Your prayers will be much appreciated. I am the Lady Jezebeth, Daughter of None, Knight and Commander-Aspirant of the Guardian Order, Bane of Demons, Poverty & Famine, Ruby of the Knighthoods of Andred," Jezebeth replied, her titles were beginning to ring hollow, now that it had been repeated under her dreadful fortunes and circumstances that she was beginning to feel ashamed of them. Her face showed it, as her own gaze dipped away from this gentleman who'd offered her help. This was not to mention the fact that she couldn't muster up a half-hearted smile, in light of what she had suffered.

"I apologise," Jezebeth said, keeping the reasons for her apology to herself. She had a feeling that it was all too obvious, the way she felt like breaking into tears again when her various titles had reminded her of everything. But she would not make that mistake again, showing such pathetic weakness like a little girl where the Order had already been gravely wounded by its great loss in the Southlands. She took a deep breath to steel herself. "How the Elves had treated me so bothered me little. Perhaps it is my fate and punishment for having failed my Order, for some forgotten, grievous sin I had committed. The Gods and Goddesses have never answered my prayers, not in my entire life." Her eyes had been distant as she said this, as if she could physically see herself in the past once more, but they soon returned to the man before her.

"I would be glad for your help." Jezebeth finally said, but before she started giving him instructions, she went on, for it would be rude not to: "And by what name and title should I call you, priest?"

Yes, he was indeed a priest - His efforts to speak on her behalf hadn't gone unnoticed, and his demeanor and words supported that theory. Character could shine better than apparent looks, indeed, and Jezebeth thought she might like this young man just as the other members of the group - most of them, anyway - had charmed her so with their charity when they were most needed, even when she had appeared to them quite clearly to be of a higher station, and thus less worthy of empathy because of their differences. The Southlands had been a harsh and unforgiving place, and to find such goodness in a place so dark and tainted... Words escaped Jezebeth.

The knight promised herself to meet every single member of this questing group which had so kindly taken her in, including the Skayleigh that had been giving her the death-stare all the time. Yes, she hadn't failed to notice the half-giant either, just that her surroundings had been pushed to the back of her mind until now.

The Guardian Order was unique in that it cared not for the petty politics and squabbles of the world, declaring only demons and other aberrant creatures to be their enemies. Jezebeth herself had seeked, in all her time in the order, to be a paragon of its virtues, agreeing fanatically with its teachings - her failures were her own and of a personal nature, but never in the ideal teachings of the order.

As such, the Guardian Order had been known to operate across borders, with many different kingdoms, people and races, though with the Skayleigh that trust had been strained because of the order's parent kingdom's actions. Unfortunately, they could still be faulted, for there were dark times in the Guardian Order's history that had tainted their name. While they weren't with the invading forces of Andred when it took over the Kaelic Isle, an incompetent and delusional Grandmaster centuries ago had participated in a massacre alongside regular Andred forces in a bid to expose some demon cults, only to find none, and not even a single demon. There had been Skayleigh Guardian knights before, but no longer since that incident.

Perhaps it is an opportunity to make amends betweeh the Andreds, Guardian Order and the Skayleigh, however small and insignificant it would be in the grand scheme of things?

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Oh, and I wanted to post, even have a post that's nearly ready... But there's a blackout in my area so I can't.

EDIT: Oh hey, what do you know! Let there be light!

POSTED!
By form-fitting I don't mean skin-tight you know...

EDIT: I just meant it didn't look like this, which was standard fare for high-ranking knights and heroes of fame in the fantasy world:

Is that what the kids are calling them these days?


Well, the chest area won't be so exaggerated so I can't call them metal boobs... Despite this, urm, accommodation, it'd still be a tight fit for Jezebeth though.
*When you get back to the OOC and it's filled with great conversations*

Sorry for not posting IC yet, I fell asleep all of yesterday, but I will post today!


Hehe... Yeah you and me both, except I was participating. Reminds me of the good ol' days when it was actually good.

Can't wait to see your post.

Anyway, here's how I imagine Jezebeth's armour to be like:



Except there should be a slight bulge around the chest, but not to the point of looking like unrealistic depiction of female armour in fantasy games. Also, Jezebeth's gorget won't cover the lower half of her face, and the urm... Groin region should be full plate. It was form-fitting and custom-made just for her by a rather obsessed blacksmith. The above picture does not show, of course, the various accessories that she would wear - namely, her cloak, partial surcoat and shawl, loincloths, weapons belt with sheathes for her dagger, sword, quiver and crossbow tools.
The one and only RP I'm currently in is a Godsend (Find it in my profile if you want).

These guys inside didn't make it a clique-based affair despite having been together for many months, we're working together fine and I think we're warming up to each other pretty well. The GM has been awesome so far. The fantasy setting is great and surprisingly original (though my knowledge of the fantasy genre is limited), and the characters and interactions are awesome and doesn't feel forced.

A lot of RPs can stand to learn from this shining example. I'm looking at those centered around cliques mainly who seem to look down on 'newcomers'.
@Darkraven Yeah, bad RPs going on for extended periods of time sure is a thing, isn't it? Coordination and communication is a good thing, but obviously a lack of communication in some situations can lead to... well, what happened to you.


Eh, it's the not the first time lousy things defeat the great filter anyway. Won't be the last. I'm used to it, and as long as I don't bother them, they won't bother me.

Not that I have any intention of joining said game, or worse, but which RP was that anyway?


You mean 'which RP is that anyway?' rigth? It's still alive, albeit barely living. I'm afraid I prefer the past to stay in the past. I brought it up only for educational purposes.

As for not godmodding and Ushael getting into people's trousers, sure, that's all well and good.


There's a lot of ways it could go though. Ushael in her original form is sensible and 'good' enough not to treat her allies like her enemies. She'd only do it if she thought it's for the 'best' or if her friends (who might cease to be friends for better or worse after the deed) 'want' it, not to mention there's some tactical considerations - Does she want to empower herself in expense of an ally? Especially knowing what she's capable of on the battlefield?

All that being said, while she couldn't fornicate without sucking magic and energy, she could hold back and not drain everything. But of course, then there's the fact that Ushael's concept of 'good' is warped at worse and incomplete or misguided at best, so again, it could go any direction.

She could even just 'hunt' around at night for strangers while everyone is asleep at night, if she wants to preserve her relationship with the rest of her group.

I guess that's what you should expect from demons, who are like the embodiment of chaos.

Only way we can know for sure how it'd turn out is if we're there. So everything we're talking about is pretty much just projecting into the future and possibly a bit of planning.

In fairness, Settionne's likely as not to eventually fall for her wiles either way, considering the lack of knowledge about any form of good-aligned demon, let alone Fineki's opinion on such a thing. He'd probably want to try and contact his god about that at some point, just to see how that works out.


That'd be interesting. Would love to see how that plays out.

Ushael won't exactly be good-aligned though. She's a demon, and she's chaotic. The best and most accurate way to describe her is this, I think:

She's a demon who's a little bored of being chaotic evil and derives fun and pleasure from being good to the point of mellowing out and assuming numerous lifetimes as mortal beings such that goodness could come from the demon out of staying true to one of her identities, reliving memories, habit, and as mentioned above, in pursuit of distraction and pleasure, but rarely out of genuine goodness such that she could swing from chaotic evil to lawful good and then back again from time to time.

In summary... Urm... I don't think I can summarise. Hmm... Sensualist-Metamorphic Chaotic Evil with a sprinkling of Good?

EDIT: Sorry, was fixing grammar problems and misspellings. That's just how I am
Sounds like the RP this character was born in was filled with bad roleplayers. I've seen them before, I've been them before.


I guess. There were some good roleplayers there though. You know what's the kicker? As much as such people are bad roleplayers, their clique ensures that their RPs last the longest. Feels like a slap in the face if you ask me. The RP Jezebeth is born in is still active by the way, though by now it's chugging on so slowly it might as well be a zombie (like, 1 post every 2 weeks :D)

As far as what I'm hoping for, I'm fine with Ushael being an anti-hero-villain sort of person as long as you don't godmod her into doing anything that'd actually affect other characters significantly.


I definitely won't Godmod. It's in the very code of the roleplayer's guild that I abide by, and I've been here since long before the hack that destroyed the previous iteration of this site.

(It has to be mentioned: like raping them, which would obviously result in major attitude changes.)


/lecherous_mode_activated

Now that you mention that... Thing. You definitely know that Ushael's still going to try to get into everyone's pants, right? I don't think she'd rape them though, she'd just try to seduce them, and if she fails, laugh it off like a good sport, hopefully with the other party laughing with her.

She won't be a horny devil immediately after transformation though. There's probably going to be a long period of readjustment where she'd act like Jezebeth, only in a demon body, and slowly return to her old ways over time. The way I'd set it up, Ushael won't even be able to stand/walk properly without slipping or falling over when she's fresh back to demon form, having been human for so long. So everything else would also needed to be remembered/remastered. This way, it sets up a proper 'level-up' curve - Ushael is POWERFUL as a Succubus, so I think this would balance her out.

Obviously, if they allow you to do that, it's not an issue, but the golden rule is of course no godmodding, and I don't expect you to do so seeing how you've played so far.


Nope, definitely not! I'm definitely going to be talking and coordinating a lot in and out of PM when the time comes.

In any case, long talks are good. Who said they're not? RPs thrive on communication. I'm certainly enjoying all this chatter we're having.


I'm glad we talked too. OOC is so fun - Can't believe I've forgotten that too. Thinking back, yes, it's the lack of communication that ruined things for the RP Jezebeth's character is born in.

God, all those wasted years without roleplaying!!!
Can't help but to feel that I've created 2 characters rather than just one. They're connected though, obviously, in that everything that Jezebeth feels, thinks and does will affect her if and when she becomes Ushael. It's the same with the group dynamics. I don't know what's going to happen when it's revealed that she's a demon.

In the RP this character was born in, it didn't go very well, but mostly because there's no coordination between the roleplayers. They didn't talk to me about it. They just went ahead and killed her the moment she starts changing into a demon. The clique favouring the older member ended her. :( :( T_T T_T ;_; ;_;

That said, I really hope Ushael doesn't become an antagonist working against the group - I'm hoping that one thing would lead to another, and she'd end up becoming a bit of both - Working with the group because she was still Jezebeth in a sense, and because even as a demon she's looking to preserve the world as it is for her own amusement and she's trying her best to be 'good' out of curiosity, fun, habit and genuine interest. She'd probably work against the group because she's still a demon, and would probably be saying and doing things that are morally objectionable - not to mention some people might still not like a demon, even if it was a one-of-a-kind accidentally-partially-good one.

lol as you can see, I'm still not sure about what to do with Jezebeth/Ushael if and when she enters that phase. The good thing is, though, that I think I'll have many months, if not years, to figure it out.

Ugh... Why am I rambling so much today?
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