At first, Cinera had not registered that the voice she heard was directed at her. She had her hands over her face, trying to hide from everyone and everything as she unsuccessfully battled against her hyperventilating. It wasn't her intention to get sympathy from others. Honestly, she was just having a really hard time with this game. Just on the way to this town, she had nearly died... twice. Both times from low-level creatures overtaking her. It was embarrassing to a gamer such as herself, and it was terrifying to think that she could not protect herself in this world. She wanted to grow stronger, so that she wouldn't have to depend on a group, but everything about this game was just so confusing! Her actual body had little to no stamina, and while that doesn't entirely transfer over to SAO, it is enough to hinder her abilities greatly. She did not have enough coordination to fight in this game, and the controls were so... so... realistic.
After a moment, her breath caught in her throat and she nervously peeked up to where the voice was coming from. This stranger was holding his hand out to her, offering for her to join them at their table. It caught her by surprise, to be honest, but more than anything she was just embarrassed to be such a sobbing mess in front of strangers. Even still, her breathing would not slow and the tears kept pouring out as her body shook. She was so afraid. This game... She could really, actually die. That thought kept swirling in her head as she quickly stood, not using the stranger's hand for support. Cinera was so overwhelmed at everything right now, she wasn't trying to be rude; she just had no idea how to react, right now. It took every effort to get her body to move, at all.
When he noted that the game was picky, she glanced over and saw that the bread had, indeed, evaporated. Now she only had six small loaves in her inventory... Would that be enough for the group? Would they still accept her when she'd been too clumsy to even complete such a simple task? Her hand covered her mouth as she wrapped her other arm around herself, still shaking. I think I'm going to be sick... Suddenly, she heard another voice and saw that there were actually multiple people sitting at the table, all staring at her. Something about the new stranger's question made her calm down, and as she realized how rude she was being she tried to take a few deep breaths. Unsuccessfully, all she managed to stutter out was, "I-I'm sorry... I'm sorry........ T-Thank you..."
But the tears kept coming, and Cinera felt like she would break. Am I having a mental breakdown...? I can't stop shaking... I want to go home... She had held in the shock for too long, trying to get to this town. Now it was just too much for her to handle.
After a moment, her breath caught in her throat and she nervously peeked up to where the voice was coming from. This stranger was holding his hand out to her, offering for her to join them at their table. It caught her by surprise, to be honest, but more than anything she was just embarrassed to be such a sobbing mess in front of strangers. Even still, her breathing would not slow and the tears kept pouring out as her body shook. She was so afraid. This game... She could really, actually die. That thought kept swirling in her head as she quickly stood, not using the stranger's hand for support. Cinera was so overwhelmed at everything right now, she wasn't trying to be rude; she just had no idea how to react, right now. It took every effort to get her body to move, at all.
When he noted that the game was picky, she glanced over and saw that the bread had, indeed, evaporated. Now she only had six small loaves in her inventory... Would that be enough for the group? Would they still accept her when she'd been too clumsy to even complete such a simple task? Her hand covered her mouth as she wrapped her other arm around herself, still shaking. I think I'm going to be sick... Suddenly, she heard another voice and saw that there were actually multiple people sitting at the table, all staring at her. Something about the new stranger's question made her calm down, and as she realized how rude she was being she tried to take a few deep breaths. Unsuccessfully, all she managed to stutter out was, "I-I'm sorry... I'm sorry........ T-Thank you..."
But the tears kept coming, and Cinera felt like she would break. Am I having a mental breakdown...? I can't stop shaking... I want to go home... She had held in the shock for too long, trying to get to this town. Now it was just too much for her to handle.