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HI THERE~!


Thank you for visiting my profile!

You can call me Destiny. I am a 26-year-old pansexual woman from the USA who has been roleplaying since 2007. I got my start on a Kingdom Hearts fan-forum, and now here I am! My roleplaying interests include slice-of-life, romance, drama, fantasy, and anime fandom. Did I mention I am a HUGE otaku? :D

I write at a high-casual/advanced level as far as the amount of content I write per-post, but I'm not into flowery language most of the time. My writing is very simple, with a lot of the focus being on the characters and how their thoughts and feelings are developing. Realism is the name of my game! This stems from the fact that, when I am not roleplaying or slaving away for a large technology conglomerate at my day job, I am working on plays and films as a professional actress. With this being my passion, it's quite literally my job to pick apart each character's brain to find the motivation behind their words and actions. I'm just saying, that kind of obsession shows in my writing.

For my partners, I mostly do 1x1 RPs unless a group really catches my eye. I expect 2-3 paragraphs per post and prefer those who can respond at least once a day. Original stories catch my eye more than fandoms, but I don't rule anything out until I've tried it- trust me, if something's not working I'll let you know. I do not write smut, but if it is story-driven I will consider 18+. I'm really not picky; these are just guidelines for how to *guarantee* I will love our RP! I've been surprised before!

A fair warning in advance: I'm also a little crazy. I am diagnosed with Anxiety and Depression, so if I am feeling off I may just stop responding. My mental health does come first. Rest assured, I will pick up the pieces and clear my head enough to reply soon. I use my writing as an outlet, so I can never stay away more than a couple of days. That being said, my Guild partners are my family. Y'all have helped me through the worst times of my life and continue to remind me why I'm still alive on this Earth. So just know that I am here to do the same for any of you, even if we've just met. :)

Anywho, if this sounds like your thing then shoot me a PM! I swear I'm friendly, albeit a little strange, and I don't bite (hard)!
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Day 16, Mid-Day.

@Zelosse

"GOD F*CKING D*MN IT, SH*T!!!"

Gravel sputtered through the air as Cinera skid through the dirt, being thrown hard against a thick tree. It was a nasty attack that left her in this predicament; her thin frame was covered head-to-toe in scratches, and her hand ached like no other. She had obviously been fighting out here for awhile - actually, since early that morning. The rest of the World Walkers had gone off hunting again, but Cinera had told them she wasn't feeling so great so that she could sneak out here. Nobody questioned it after the most recent close call, but she still felt a bit guilty for it. It'll be worth it when I learn this new skill, though... This will open up so many offense opportunities! I can't let them down.

Groaning, she pulled herself onto her feet, leaning on the tree for support. Her HP was still pretty high... Cinera had brought a few potions just in case, but this was a low-level area so the monsters didn't leave much of a mark. In fact, she had only used two potions since she began that morning. It was a good spot to train - too boring for any of the World Walkers to discover her, and monsters weak enough for her to safely practice this new ability of hers. After two weeks, Cinera felt pretty confident with the controls of the game, and she had set her mind on this task of protecting those around her. The World Walkers meant everything to her, and she could see the potential in them. Even if they didn't go on to be a front-running guild (though they could be), she knew that these people just had to live. No matter what.

Shaking out her aching wrist, Cinera glanced to where Severance had been thrown, several feet away from her. Too far... The small boar in front of her was quickly making its rebound, so she had to act fast. Her hands immediately reached for the two daggers strapped to her legs, one on each side. This had been the only piece of new equipment Cinera bothered to obtain in these few weeks - most of her attention had been on keeping herself sane. That talk in the woods had been a turning point, and she really wanted to prove herself to her new companions. However, the panic attacks were a lot harder to overcome than she had anticipated during that moment. They were no longer crippling, as they had been, but she found herself often awaking in the darkness with some kind of nightmare or illusion caused by her fear. Sleep was a luxury to her, even at this stage - she only slept through the whole night when she fell into an exhausted, dreamless unconsciousness.

So honestly, it wasn't a lie that she wasn't feeling well - but she did feel fine enough to hunt, which she could not tell them. Cinera had grown accustomed to this world, and she was dealing with the anxiety as it came along. Thanks to Delcastle, life here in Aincrad felt sort of normal and much easier to manage. She couldn't make the problems disappear in two weeks, but she could cope with them and she was strong enough to fight. That was all that mattered to her. A couple bad dreams were nothing compared to the mess that she had been in the beginning. And with her guild mates by her side, she knew that she just needed to stay positive and keep moving forward, no matter what.

Although only the daggers were new, Cinera had enhanced her original clothing and Severance in order to keep her defenses up. Her attacking power increased with every level, and she was actually quite proud of how far she had come already; her level was pretty high at this point, and she could easily defend herself against most of the monsters they had encountered so far on this floor. Now she pulled the sharp edge of her daggers through the boar in the shape of an 'X', not even batting an eye as the single attack dispersed it into pixels. They weren't powerful weapons, but they would defend her when her new ability failed. She only had the strength to get it right about 50% of the time, but it was coming along. It wouldn't be long before she could use this ability as easily on that wolf as she had used the daggers, she was sure.

With a sigh, she quickly replaced the daggers and dusted herself off before going to pick up Severance and replace it to its pitch-black sheath. Another failure... Maybe tomorrow? Suddenly, she noticed an incoming PM and opened her inbox to see Delcastle's note. A light blush crossed her pale cheeks and a bright smile worked its way onto her pink lips.

OK. DINNER SOUNDS GOOD. I AM FEELING A BIT BETTER.
ARE YOU WITH THE REST OF THE GUILD? HOW DID HUNTING GO, TODAY?
BE SAFE GETTING BACK TO TOWN.
DON'T DO ANYTHING STUPID. :P


Cinera closed her menu and stretched, exhausted. One hour, huh? That gave her just enough time to get back and clean up before seeing everyone later. Quickly, she donned her cloak and ran back to their campsite, where nobody had yet returned. Exhausted, she removed the cloak and flopped down on the bed with a sigh. Why am I having so much trouble with this...? An ability like this should be easy in any other game... Cinera didn't really mind the difficult camping situation. Honestly, she was just happy to have somewhere to lay down after a day like this. It wasn't a safe zone, but they took turns keeping watch at least so it was safe enough. Even though she was alone this time though, she found her eyes drifting closed as she slowly dozed off waiting for someone to return.
All of my roleplays have hit a pause.

All. Of. Them.

I'm so bored. :(

Someone entertain me lol.
@BlackPanther Response.

... Was that what you were looking for? ;P
@ZelosseCongrats on 1,000 posts! :) Sorry to hear about your computer troubles. :(

@BlackPanther You're way up on a hill... No way Cinera has those detection skills. x3
@Zelosse So... Would you say it's about mid-day by this point? Are we pretty much ready to practice with the whole party? :D
@Zelosse

Day 2, Morning.

"Oof!"

Cinera gasped as the sudden impact against her body, finding her feet suddenly lifting from the ground as Delcastle spun her around. It was an unexpected reaction, but she simply gave him a small smile and a laugh. He was very enthusiastic, wasn't he? But it was exactly what she needed. Honestly, she never received this kind of support in reality. It was the sort of thing she needed in her life, whether she was aware of it or not. A warmth filled her chest as soon as she saw that bright smile on his face. Yeah... This is what I want to fight for...

She had always admired people who could be endlessly happy. It was inspiring that there were people who, in a world full of so much despair and bleakness, could still manage to see the brighter side of things. She was one of the sorry pessimists who always saw the world for the crap that it was. For someone to make her feel hopeful in the world... well, it was pretty incredible. Her cheeks flushed red as she watched him strike another one of his hero-like poses. Delcastle truly was something else, and she felt very fortunate in this moment that she had been able to meet him, even under such embarrassing circumstances.

Cinera felt a new foreign spark in her chest - the warmth of a feeling she didn't want to lose. That was all she knew, and it was all she would need to keep fighting. Delcastle's words moved her, and she gave him a playful salute as she went to repeat his comforting words; as she said them, Cinera vowed to live by them and keep fighting for the small glimmer of hope she had found in the world. "I am a World Walker. That means I know no fear in the face of defeat. Mine is the choice to fight for the sake of others. To fight for the future of everyone."

The last of her tears dried up as she said these words, and suddenly she found herself lunging forward to embrace Delcastle. "Thank you..." She murmured, happily. And so began the most difficult journey of her insignificant life, full of such significant people. Her cheeks flushed bright red as they walked hand-in-hand into the new destiny ahead of them. I hope that destiny doesn't involve anymore wolves, she joked, though was surprised when Delcastle started running... straight toward the den mother. Cinera felt a pain grip her heart as she remembered what had just happened before, but she did all she could to suppress it. Fuck it. Let's do this thing!"

"Bring it on!"

She drew Severance from its hilt to gleam in the mid-morning sun, laughing as she charged behind Delcastle. His hit gave her the break she needed to leap gracefully in the air, pushing off of the den mother to rush another nearby alpha. Things were going to be different... Cinera wasn't going to let their fate fall apart. "Switch!" She yelled, leaping back. If it was possible, her movements were more coordinated than before - she had the confidence she needed to melt into these unfamiliar VR controls. She flipped as she moved backward, connecting her foot with the face of another wolf as she swung her katana around to plunge deep into its face. The sweat glistened on her forehead as she pushed forward, killing this one wolf all on her own. It was like a dance, full of grace and flow - that was how she fought best. But this time, there was a new sort of force behind her attacks that gave her sword a more devastating blow. Keep moving... Keep it going... Don't let the fire die...
@Zelosse Thank you for relaying our dear leaders' wishes! I hope all is well, @LadyTale!

I am looking forward to seeing how this RP progresses! It seems like we have a lot of fun events coming up to keep things interesting! :D
@BlackPanther I demand to know what real ramen tastes like


Seconded. :P
@pockets That sounds awesome!!
@Zelosse Ooooh damn. Intense. @pockets Better watch out, bud! Zelosse is about to get us all into trouble haha!
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