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Current I’m alive… sorta. Sorry to partners for disappearing there, but I should be back now.
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I knew bad news always came in threes…
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Was talking to someone who worked in closed captioning who is now getting a new degree because so many companies are turning to AI to close caption now… Which AI is pretty shite at it still.
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Not that I smoke it often, but only cheap weed smells like Satan’s anus.
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Are you going in your favorite rocket ship? 🚀
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Bio





If you’re here to check why I’m online but not replying to you, odds are my computer just randomly woke up in the middle of the night. No, I don’t know why it does this lol





About Me


Names/Aliases: Don’t Look Now, DLN, Cait, Donut Look Now, DLN Cait
Pronouns: She/Her/Hers
Age: 29
Birthday: August
From: United States
Timezone: MST Currently
Occupation: Full Time Sales / Part Time Student
Work Hours: Tues-Sat 9:30AM-6PM

Languages: English, Learning Spanish
Orientation: Bisexual / Cis (Married)
Pets: Margot (10yr Australian Shep/Mix Rescue)





Current Roleplays

Chicago After Hours as Kimiko “Kiki” Voss, Nero, & Nicholas “Nic” Wu
1x1 with KazAlkemi
Bunnies & Beasts as Willow Estelle Kinsley & Others
1x1 with Visyn
PAUSED
Yellowstone Disaster as Aurelia “Lia” Walshe
1x1 with ThatLostDude
PAUSED
ArrowFell: The Wizard Queen’s Court as Nyx Hier the Wanderer AKA Lady Olivia Rhys
Casual Large Group by Estylwen







Current Hyperfixation: just making it through the fucking day









If you made it all the way down here, you get a donut 🍩





Most Recent Posts




Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Shopping - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Nic beams brightly, both from Cassi’s compliment and from her calling him by his profession. It falters when she orders him to go back and keep trying more items on. “Do I have to show you every outfit?” He asks, a tiny bit of a childish pout to his tone.

“The shirts and pants can’t be that different from one another, right?” He chuckles sheepishly as he rubs the back of his neck. “Or do I get a kiss for every outfit, ‘cause then I don’t have a problem.”




Nero




Location: Caden & Nero’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Nero chuckles, always amused by Caden’s obsession with their legs. They make a small mental note to wear more shorts, skirts, and dresses more now that they aren’t expecting to deal with more demons anytime soon. With Caden and Avery’s help, Nero’s house now stood empty. The only missing items that Nero owns are in Hell.

His response to Nero’s nipping of his ear causes them to smirk lazily to themself. They aren’t opposed to spending an afternoon and night with Caden under the stars. “I should explore all your land at some point,” Nero observes as the two traverse into the woods. “Perhaps I’ll find a ‘Secret Garden’.” It’s a book they had read recently while Caden has slept. They won’t admit it to anyone, but the found the book to be endearing.



Nyx Heir the Wanderer


Hathforth, The Rose Inn

Skills: Shifting
In Collaboration With @Estylwen





“Oh, thank you miss!” Nyx says, linking their arms together. “Is the usual room available?” Rose smiled at the girls, looking the very definition of a doting mother or aunt, before she nodded.

“I’ve met Arwen a few times, walkin’ about the plaza and the pier with her flowers - didn’t realize the poor girl was an orphan ‘til I found her diggin’ through me garbage one night.” ‘Arwen’ blushed, looking down in embarrassment. Truthfully, Nyx had met this woman before she began working for Rhinecliff, the dwarven lady and herself becoming good friends. Now, she served as a great source of intel for Nyx, her bustling inn and tavern a popular place in the plaza.

Rose motioned for ‘Arwen’ to take the young lady up the stairs and to the room already set aside for this. “I’ll ‘ave your tea and snacks sent up soon.” She assured them, her doting smile still on her face.

Asteria happily gives her new friend's arm a squeeze, and they stayed linked at the arms all the way up the stairs. When they reached the door, Asteria crossed into the small, cheerful room with a smile on her face, naught a suspecting bone in her.

Deven made to follow, but Asteria put up a hand. “Deven, I know you mean well, but… I'd like a bit of privacy, if it's alright?”

“I'm tasked with keeping you safe, my lady. I thought we were past this.”

“Yes, well, I never get to do stuff like this. Come on, just for a half hour. You can watch the door, and make sure no one gets in, right?”


“Besides! No boys allowed.” Nyx added.

Deven kept his grumbling to a minimum, staring for a long moment, before making that fateful choice, and stepping back. Asteria nodded, and softly shut the door.

She then turned to Arwen, and beamed. “We're ready to begin! I'm so excited. Where would you like me to sit?”

Nyx gestured to a wooden chair beside a small round table, placing her flowers down on it. She was determined to let this girl have a normal day - or as normal as she could before putting her to sleep. Once Asteria sat down, Nyx began to brush through the pale hair and twisted it into two small braids on each side of her head, tying the strands off with ribbon. It’s in the same design that Nyx’s hair was styled in.

This, of course, was done on purpose as it would save Nyx a lot of time when it came to taking on the orphan’s appearance. “You have such lovely hair, m’lady! It’s so soft as well.” It was still hard for Nyx to properly wrap her head around why the Wizard Queen needed literal children to do her bidding. They should have had the chance to grow up normally, to just have the freedom of being a child.

“What do you like to do for fun, Lady Asteria?” Nyx asked nonchalantly.

Asteria sat there, a content smile on her face as Arwen gently braided her hair. Her answer was swift, and bubbly.

“Feeding the pigeons, of course.”

Her eyes cast over the small room as she recounted in her mind.

“In my estate, there's a tree in the courtyard. A special tree, large, by a small pond. The birds love to come and drink from the water. And…”

A small hesitation, before Asteria's voice grew soft.

“Well, my mother would sit with me and we'd feed the pigeons together. So it always makes me happy, when I see a pigeon or get the chance to feed it.”

She laughed a little. “Though, with how busy I am for Her Majesty, I don't often find the time to feed them. I often think about it, though.”

Nyx paused in her work, mid braid as she listened to this young girl’s wish to just feed the birds. “Oh, m’lady, I didn’t realize you worked for Her Majesty!” She responded in a hushed voice. “But surely she won’t mind if you take a breather every once in awhile…”

She walked in front of Asteria as if to check if the two sides were even, but kept her expression pensive. “D’ya come by the plaza and pier often, m’lady?” Nyx knew that what she was about to suggest, the Duke wouldn’t approve of, but… She couldn’t help herself at that moment. In her head, she came up with a plan to just tell Rhinecliff that she was building a relationship they could use, but she planned to manipulate the girl as little as possible. She’d find a way.

Asteria shook her head. “No, today is special. I have special business in the pier and plaza.”

“You can always send a letter to Miss Rose when you’re going to be back and we can go feed the pigeons together!” Nyx looked down at her feet, letting her ears and cheeks turn a dark red as if she was embarrassed. “That is… If ya want to hang out with a commoner like meself.” She tucked her hands behind her back and scuffed her feet just as Rose arrived outside the door with tea and snacks for the girls.

Asteria reached out and grabbed Arwen's hand, a reassuring smile on her face. “Of course I want to stay in your company, you've been very kind to me. Alas…”

Her face crumpled a bit. “Her Majesty is expecting me soon. I'm a bit, well, tied up today. And then I'm traveling far away…”

Still, her face held a bit of optimism. “When I return, I would love to feed the pigeons with you. That would… be very meaningful for me.”

Before her eyes lit up at the knock at the door, “Oh, is that our refreshments?”

“Must be!” Arwen said with glee, giving Asteria’s hand a squeeze before she made her way to open the door. “I think that’d be nice, m’lady. You just let Miss Rose here know when to expect ya and I’ll be there!”

Miss Rose nodded as she entered the room, seemingly overhearing the conversation. She made her way over to the table and gently pushed the flowers to the side as she placed down the tea, cups, small plates, and cakes. “Will you be needing anything else, m’ladies?” Arwen shook her head, beaming at being called a lady, but looked to Asteria in case she needed anything.

Asteria politely shook her head, but pulled out her coin purse and dropped a coin in Miss Rose's hand that would cover the sweets, plus a tip.

“Thank you.” Asteria told the innkeeper with a smile.

Soon she had a tea cup wrapped in her little fingers, beaming to herself as they enjoyed the room to themselves once more. Arwen was nearly done with her hair before Asteria spoke again.

“It's not often I get to make new friends, Arwen. I do hope I get to see you again.” She said sweetly, a soft look to her face.

Nyx’s expression softened immediately, nearly about to just let the child go just to ease her own guilt, but instead she smiled sweetly. “I hope I see you again too! I feel vorfreude for it.” Nyx stopped Asteria from falling out of her chair as she went limp, swiftly plucking the teacup from her fingers. “Hopefully you’ll be able to feed pigeons with your mother as you sleep…”

Picking her up in her arms, Nyx carried Asteria to the small bed in the room. Later, she would tuck her under the blankets and make sure that her face was obscured so that Deven would think it was Arwen taking a nap. She started to strip her clothes and Asteria’s in order to switch outfits as Nyx’s body started to shift into her form.

The process had always felt strange to Nyx - before the WIzard Queen had killed her lover, she’d never used the shapeshifting she had except as a parlor trick. This particular shift was no different and her gaze watched her arm as the skin changed from a warm chocolate hue to a pale porcelain tone. Though still strange, she found herself getting used to this constant shifting needed for her role and it worried her.

Nyx had first left her home to seek out the best of life in people and culture. Playing games of spy and espionage was never something she intended to do. She pulled on Asteria’s clothes, careful not to mess with the hair as she got dressed and pulled the covers over Asteria and Arwen’s clothing. Rose would come in once Nyx and Deven had left and dress the child, as well as letting Rhinecliff’s people know to come pick up the small girl.

Finished changing, Nyx stole a glance at the looking glass in the room and nodded, content with the results. She poured most of the tea and snacks out the window so it appeared that the two had eaten the refreshments provided before she opened the door.

“Deven, I apologize - I lost track of time. We should be heading off now.” She said in the soft voice of Asteria. “Let us go find my brother before he sends a search party.” She flashed a gentle smile to show she was joking before she led the way downstairs and back to the world waiting outside Rose Inn.









Willow Estelle Kinsley




Location: Hotel - Santa Fe, NM
Currently:
Fit





Willow pads softly out of the bathroom, comb, brush, and hair dryer in hand as she shoots Rowan a pleading glance. She’s dressed and ready to go out from their hotel, whether to go see Killian again or what. “Can you dry my hair and ears? I already got my tail,” She twists to show the bespeckled fluff sticking out of her jeans to Rowan before offering the tools in her hands to him.

“…I like it better when you do my hair and ears…” She says with a deep red blush on her cheeks. It’d been a couple of days since the Conan incident and Willow’s been released from the hospital since, but as Killian hasn’t yet, the bunny and her wolf had gotten an hotel to stay in. Since everyone’s been mostly busy since the incident, there hasn’t been many moments for just Willow and Rowan outside of cuddling in the same bed, but she’s determined to make a small moment at least.




Xavier Beowulf




Location: Hospital - Santa Fe, NM
Currently:
Fit





“Mother please-” Xavier pauses in his pacing as he speaks on the phone outside of the hospital. The woman is yelling at him not to call her that and he can only sigh deeply in response. Lillian then. Would you please just follow the outline of the email I sent you? It should make it easy to just-“ More yelling from the other line before Xavier is just fed up. He hangs up the phone and heads back inside.

During the last couple of days, Xavier has spent most of his time in Killian’s room. He had someone bring him some clothes and some other things so he could just stay by the Omega’s side, but he had also gotten an hotel room nearby in case the bear ever needed his space. He enters the room slowly and takes his seat by the bed. “How are we feeling today?” He asks Killian gently.



Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Shopping - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Nic makes a sheepish expression, feeling a bit childish but it is a large amount of clothing. He heads into the changing room and quickly chucks off his clothes before pulling on the first outfit on the hangers. When he glances at the mirror, he admits he looks good - which is no surprise given that his only ‘abnormality’ in his appearance is his height. The clothes fit him well and the colors and patterns are appeasing to the eye.

He steps out of the changing room and flashes Cassi a smile. “Now I know this is hard, but try to resist your desire to find me incredibly attractive right now.” He teases with his lopsided grin.




Nero




Location: Caden & Nero’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“This pleases me.” Nero chirps with a catlike smile before they’re picked up. They follow Caden’s instructions and laughs a little. “Well, I think it’s marvelous but I’ll probably wear some shorts or pants next time.” They rest their chin on his shoulder and hum in satisfaction.

“It grants me some easy access to attack your neck and ears though.” They quickly nip at his earlobe to prove their point.



Xavier Beowulf




Fit





Xavier gives his hand a gentle squeeze as the doctor comes in. He stands, wanting to make sure he’s not in the way, but still close enough in case Killian needs him. He let out a little sigh of relief when everything turns out to be normal almost in sync with Killian’s soft sigh.

With a small chuckle, he takes his seat by Killian’s bed and picks up his hand in both of his. He’s tempted to kiss his knuckles, but he refrains for now. “All the Omegas made it out safe, thanks to you.” He tells Killian gently.



Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Shopping - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Nic watches as Cassi starts grabbing items too fast for him to check the price tags. “Am I trying all of these on… today?” He asks with an eyebrow raised as the items in her arms start piling up. “‘Cause I feel like this might take up a whole week.”




Nero




Location: Caden & Nero’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“Now hold on, what if ants get to my cake?” Nero teases as Caden puts it down on the ground before chuckling at his offer. “Like a… what’s it called, a piggyback ride?” They hop from one foot to the other as they shift their weight back and forth.



Xavier Beowulf




Fit





Xavier smiles politely at the nurse. “Thank you, the doctor would be great.” Xavier glances at the hand moving towards him. Killian would’ve seen where he put the water, so was he… reaching for him? Xavier gently places his hand in his and smiles. “Is it okay for me to touch you? I don’t want to push you.”



Xavier Beowulf




Fit





Xavier watches, still a bit concerned, but happy that Killian isn’t kicking him out. When he hands the water back, Xavier refills it and sets it on the little overbed table. It’d been a long time since he’d last seen an Omega come out of being feral. His knowledge of how to help hasn’t increased since then. The door opens and a nurse walks in.

“Oh good, you’re awake! Let me go grab the doctor.”

Xavier clears his throat before the nurse can leave the room. “Killian, did you need anything before he goes and grabs the doctor?” He asks, looking away from the nurse and at Killian instead.



Nicholas “Nic” Wu




Location: Shopping - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Nic kisses her back and even though it’s brief, it leaves him wanting more. However, he doesn’t want their first time to be in the back of Caden’s SUV. He grins lopsidedly at Cassi when she pulls back, ears a little red as some people passing by gave them sidelong glances for their public display of affection. He grins because he’s glad that they both have that understanding now and because he’s a little proud he guessed her worries right on the first try.

That pride quickly dissolves when they walk into the first store and he remembers how much he hates shopping. “Is it too late to go to a thrift store?” He asks Cassi softly, trying to keep a polite smile on his face.




Nero




Location: Caden & Nero’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Nero nods, eyes wide with curiosity even still as they watch Caden. All around them lines seem to appear and glow, flowing from Caden or into him, Nero can’t quite tell. They raise an eyebrow at the news that there’s a weak spot, but are unable to hide their delight at the purple hue in his eyes.

“Only if I can hold your hand on the way.” Nero says in a bratty tone. If they still can’t touch him, they’re fine with it. It’s fun teasing him anyway. And I can’t tease them more about space… His poor face when I told him about the knocking!
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