Days like this really, really, really made Daisy want to quit.
First, they'd made her visit a library, which was, okay, kind of cool, but not at all worth the effort for the surprise twist ending which still made her skin crawl. She was out one apartment and two roommates, and maybe two more snarky showdowns from killing that undead thing back in the B&H living room or parlor, or whatever insanely rich, insanely old people called it. She had literally just explained how uncool it was when people didn't put in what they took out -- such basic math: a soul for a life and vice versa -- and now?
Now, souls were popping like firecrackers soaked in propane, and it was just really fucking annoying.
For a long moment, Daisy had stood, entranced. There'd been a wave of heat -- intense heat for her to feel anything at all -- and a blinding light, and Artie had begun howling and barking and just generally losing his shit. A moment later, Jay-Jay was doing the same thing, and then she was gone, and Artie was growling in Daisy's face, just waiting for her to mount up, or whatever, so they could get the hell out of dodge.
Only Daisy wasn't really paying attention. Despite the explosions making the ground tremble beneath her feet, the chaos erupting on the grounds inside and out, she could focus only on one, tiny spot of cold. Not Floating Ice Bitch Cold. Not Fucking Wight Cold. Not even Death Is Coming Cold...but close. This was an inside kind of cold. That feeling you get when you realize you left the stove on back at home. The feeling you get when the doctor walks into the waiting room and she still hasn't met your eye.
Daisy shivered, and it had absolutely nothing to do with the fact that Castle Old and Creepy As Fuck was under attack.
Souls were dying.
It had taken Daisy, like any Reaper, all of a few trials to learn that souls didn't die. Souls were transferred, stretched, pulled, changed until you didn't know it from Adam, rare as that might be. Bodies died. People died. Werewolves, vampires, demon Vogue models, and fucking shitheads died, but souls were liquid intangible, as paradoxically tenacious as water. Souls went A to B, heaven to hell, life to Death and back around the other way, if you wanted to be a dick. But they didn't die. They weren't supposed to die.
And they were dying.
She'd felt it right away as fire and light raked over the statues and the castle and what had been a creeper stoner werewolf, that tiny pinprick of dread that normally meant someone was fucking shit up, tearing open portals where there weren't supposed to be any. But this dread quickly went deeper than that, bypassing the standard rage tube to settle in her stomach and balloon into something unfamiliar, and so cloying it was like a paralytic.
For a moment, Daisy stood, transfixed. And then somehow, without thinking, she was on the other side, tearing through the water to get to the new souls she saw pouring in -- only not in. They were wispy fragments of nothing floating, immaterial, over Death's waters, trapped between here and what was left of life, and Daisy suddenly realized what that feeling in her gut was.
Pity.
It was stupid. It was dangerous. It was wrong, she knew, and it totally made her look like a hypocrite. If the wight ever found out, he'd never shut up, and she'd be forced to punch his stupid face, and then where would they be?
But she wasn't really thinking about that. She'd left Artie crouched, frozen and angry, on the far side of the courtyard, guarding the portal back to life. And she'd gone on to the Thames and the wrong being done there, because if ever there was a time when two wrongs did make a right, or at least a 'decent', this was it.
Standing at the threshold of the chaos that was life, Daisy painted a small, ethereal figure at the water's edge, what most might have called a ghost. Almost all of the Bain and Hoyle Company would have been able to sense her, even if they couldn't see her. The wight might be able to pick her actual figure out. ThadMax, too. Jay-Jay and Nestor, if they looked through demonic eyes.
But the werewolves around her, the ones she was going to save, goddammit, they were oblivious, and she shuddered as wave after wave of heat and fire wafted over her form, expecting to be pulled to one side or the other with each explosion. Staying centered between Death and life wasn't easy, and shouldn't have even been possible, but Daisy wasn't one for petty details.
She was more focused on the fact that she was about to kill half a hundred pissy, kamikaze werewolves to save their stupid, werewolf-y lives.
Wherever Veti was, Daisy firmly felt her former roommate owed her, like, a dozen drinks after this.