"I find it naive, yes, presumptuous even, to now, in the luxury of retroperspective, to denounce the clearings of the north-west from 80s settlements and unlawful occupied territory, as brutal and unbecoming of a republic. Have these fools learned nothing from the legion wars? Or the Khans? Yes, these blasted fools, from their coffee-houses in Shady Sands or their vile liberal talking clubs, still engrandise the 80s as "noble savages" rather then the killers, rapists and marauders they were, are and will always be. To remove them, was to bring peace and prosperity to the north-west, yet to spare them, would have brough nothing but another road-horde at our doorstep!"
General Cassandra Moore (ret.) / Congress Hearing to the alleged crimes against humanity during the North-Western Clearings 2283-85 / 2289 - Shady Sands
It was a strange feeling, to be willing to die, if it meant that someone else would live. More so, since Red Hair had sworn to herself, that she would not allow, the child she had been forced to bring into this world, to remain in it. Till the day she had given birth, she had sworn herself, that she would make Thunderbird pay, for what he had done to her. She would take the heir, he had been so desperate for, and slit his throat. Maybe, just maybe, it would bring a fraction of the pain upon him, that he had brought upon her, when he had abducted her, torn her from her old life, dragged her across the country, and forced her, to be his wife. But now this monster was dead, his body rotting in an unmarked grave in Shady Sands, and their son was still alive, his head still pressed against her shoulder. And Red Hair knew, that nothing in the world would stop her from keeping her child safe from the terror, that was unfolding beyond that yellow door, and the small room, she was hiding out with him.
Outside, the NCR soldiers, militiamen and mercenaries of the Brahmin Barons had finally come for the Cluba-Housa, shelled it with mortars and shot everyone that had tried to run. Now, that the sun had set, and the fighting of the last remnants in the hills surrounding the small settlement had stopped, they had moved in, to burn it to the ground. She could hear the crackling of wood set ablaze by flamethrowers and firebombs, while the thick Californian accents were carried through the wind, burning and screams into passing.
"THAT'S FOR NEW RENO, YOU FILTHY ANIMALS!" Shots rang out, roaring into the night.
"THAT'S FOR BATTLE HILL, YOU BASTARDS!" Others joined in, shouting out their anger, most likely to make sense of their own cruelty, and to justify it to their own terrified minds. Red Hair could feel her son shivering against her chest. He had stopped crying, or asking her if they would die, when the shelling had stopped. Red Hair felt his hot breath against her skin, as the young boy was clinging onto her, while she held the revolver ever more tightly in her right hand.
It felt like an eternity, that the two hid like that, in the small room, that had no windows, and reeked of chemical cleaners. In here, she had hidden from the shells, as the surrounding buildings had been shattered, yet old pre-war concrete was stubborn and defiant against the weapons of the new world, and the great house, that she had given birth in, all these years ago, had endured. Red Hair had not dared, to try and make a run for it, like so many others had, for she knew, that out in the hills and woods, the mercenaries waited, with dogs and no mercy for any 80 trying to come their way, no matter if man, woman or child. And least of all, for the son of Thunderbird and his wife, Red Hair. Oh, they would care little for the fact, that she never had wanted this life, and that she had hated Thunderbird more than any of them. Maybe, if it had been regular Troops, she could have found a kind-hearted officer, a father himself maybe, to surrender to, and plead her case. But these mad dogs outside were no regular Troops, but men who had fought years of brutal clearings against the 80s, who had defended their homes with tooth and nail. Most of them had never joined Thunderbirds horde south, yet when the NCR had been called onto them to surrender their arms, they had taken them up, and made for the hills. It had been of little use, and only delayed the inevitable for two years. There no longer was any mercy in this bush conflict, not after the horrors of the great raids of Thunderbird, and the battle of New Reno. Cassandra Moore and her Hawks had made it clear, and given out a carte blanch for retribution upon the 80s that would not bow.
It were the steps that came towards the yellow door, that made Red Hair almost scream out in terror, as she got up from the ground, little Thunderfoot still pressed against herself, and the gun raised in her hand.
"Big houses always got the good stuff, I am telling you." She could hear the booze in the man's voice, and in the laughter of the man that was with him.
"Gonna have to see something from all this shit. I didn't sign up for that.." Then there was a rattling at her door, and Red Hair knew, that she would have to kill both men. Not that it had been something she had never done. In her old life, before all this, she had been a caravan guard, far to the east, near the Capital Wasteland, keeping eyes on her cousins caravan, as they had made their path along the I80. She pulled back the hammer of the revolver, and raised, knowing that the door would open in a few moments. Her hand moved to the ear of her son, and pressed it, making sure that the sound would not harm him. Then the door swung open, and the man, his rifle over his shoulder and his bald head half turned, came into view.
She did not wait for the red mist to vanish, as she pulled back the hammer for a second time. The bald head, fell like a wet sack of flour, as his companion wanted to raise his voice in shock, yet Red Hair was faster. Again, the revolver roared, and the bullet hit the chest of the second invader. He fell backwards, clutching the side of a chair, which he pulled with him as he fell. Only then Red Hair noticed how young he was. His face had only a shade of a beard on it, and his two young eyes looked at her in pure panic. A third time she pulled down the hammer, as the boy before her was clutching the bleeding hole in his chest.
"P..please...please don't...I don't want to..oh mommy pleas..." Red Hair couldn't bring herself to fire a third time, as she jumped over the fallen body, her son still pressed against her. Using the hand she was holding the Revolver with, Red hair stabilized him, as she ran, out of the great house, into the burning village outside. She did not know if the shots had alarmed the invaders, or if the screaming of the boy, that began behind them, would. She ran, towards the woods, into the hills. Halfway past the burning huts, she heard the cries of the men, for her to stop, followed by the barking of dogs and the roaring of guns. She ran, to escape the death and hell that was waiting behind her. Homes, that she once had dined in, now aflame and ripped apart by mortar shells. Fellow women of the local Club-Housa, children and the old, some laying on the street, hardly recognizable as humans anymore, others still dying from gunshots or simply cowering in terror as their old world around them ended. Red Hair had no eyes for them, as she ran, faster than she had ever run in her life before. The barking got louder, as she reached the trees, and ran between them. Wood splinters crashed into her face, as the tree next to her was hit by a bullet, exploding into countless pieces. Barking, louder and more terrible each moment. She ran, climbed over fallen trees and rocks, making her way up the hill, her son still clutched against herself. Then she felt the hot bite of a snapping beast by her feet, which she gave a kick as she jumped up a rock, pulling herself up the last few inches, and then ran once more. She lost one of her shoes, and her feet were torn bloody by the rocks and scrub of the ground, yet she was uncaring. The barking returned, and with it, shouting and howling.
It was a red explosion in her lower left arm, the one she didn't hold her child with, that made her tumble, and finally fall. Crying out in pain and agony, she heard Thunderfoot cry as his head hit the ground, and he whimpered and cried. She was uncaring of her wound in her arm, bleeding strongly, as she crawled towards him.
"M...MOMMY....MOMMMY!" He cried in pain and fear, and then the barking came close, howling and whisteling with exhaustion. The dog broke out of the shrub and bushes, and descended upon her child. A cry of terror left her mouth, as she pushed herself onward, and threw her bloody arm into the maw, before it could snap at her child. The pain was blinding, yet also gave her a strange focus, as the single desire to protect her son filled her mind. Her hand grasped for the ground, as the dog was tearing, her arm bloody and a bone already visible where the bullet had ripped a terrible wound. She screamed, all the world red in agony and pain. Then, her finger clutched the rock, and with a roar, she smashed it against the beasts head. Over and over again...until the beast was dead, its fangs still clutched in her bloody arm. A ruin of a body part, the ground sticky with her own blood.
"I am here, Honey...mommy is here.." She whispered, as she freed her arm, and picked up her son. Red Hair could hear voices in the wood, distant, yet still far too close. She would have to run, ignore her wound, save her child...
She still sometimes felt her left arm, when she woke up in the morning, trying to push herself out of the sheets with it, only to just feel the little stump remaining moving. The follower of the apocalypse, had built a few camps and outpost, offering medical services and supplies for the endless stream of 80s refugees moving east, away from the NCR that had expelled them with increasing levels of force. She had been picked up by a group of young 80s prospects, who had found her half dead in the woods, near a road, alarmed by the crying of little Thunderfoot. By the time the Followers had looked at her arm, it had been infected and reeking so bad, that the boys that had found her, already had suspected that she was dead. They had to it clean off to the shoulder, leaving only a little stump behind, that she could hardly move.
It was another pain, that she could curse Thunderbird over. And cursed she did, when she was laying in the medical beds, next to all the others, wounded and dying, because of his mad ambitions over long-lost legends and a childish dream of being a king of a rubble of asphalt. The followers had taken care of her son, better than she ever could in her state of shock, anger and pure hate for this dead man in Shady Sands ground. When she had woken up, her red hair had been hardly orange anymore, she was so thin, that she could count her rips and so ragged, that she looked like the many oldtimers, without the sunburn. She could tell, that she scared her son, when she came to pick him up, and she could tell, that he was not happy, when she told him, that they would go east, back to her home and folks. It was a mad and stupid ambition, one that luckily, the same doctor that had taken her arm of, could talk her out from. She wouldn't have survived the long journey east, or would even make it out of the state. Instead, he had offered her a job. She spoke the tongue of the 80s, knew their culture and had the respect of a mother among them. She had hated the idea, that this people, she had been forced into, would now be speaking through her, yet at the same time, she knew that they were like her. Women, children and old, expelled from their home, and with no place to go, but forward. So, she agreed, and became the voice for and of them.
It had been years, since she had taken that offer. Years since she had been Red-Hair. Now, she kept her hair cut short, as she could not stand the pale, brittle orange it now was shaded in. She was now the great one-armed mother. 80s were not creative when it came to give names, which was why she suspected they went to such lengths to earn themselves new ones. Still, it was a term of great respect, given to them to their leader in the rubble of Salt-Lake City. It had been many years, since she had been in this city. Back then, she had been Red-Hair, Thunderbirds wife as he called it, but slave in all but name. Here, she had watched this brute of a monster slaughter the white-legs, and carry around the head of Salt-Upon-Wounds on a spike for days. It was here, where he declared the great highway war against the NCR, and where he sentenced the 80s to death.
It was here, where she led the 80s that remained, to rebuild and find a new home. Still, after all these years, new arrivals came almost every week, hearing about the "great Cluba-Housa of Salt and Hope". Feeding them all, still proved difficult, yet their harvest grew each passing year, as her people grew more skilled in agriculture, which was greatly helped by the arrival of Mormon remnants, who, begrudgingly accepted their place as equals, yet not as owners of their home city. Sure, their faith, clashed with the dream of the great highway in the sky, yet like with all 80s that settled down, it was not long, for some of them to adopt their faith, or even mix it with 80s believes. These "born-again" 80s, were in a minority, yet very vocal about their new faith, deeming their expulsion from the NCR has a punishment from God, similar to the expulsion of the Jews from Israel, and as a heavenly demand for penance for their sins. The Mormons hardly had much stock in these new converts, led by one of them, they deemed to be dangerous and lost to drink and anger. Another addition to the many troubles, the one-armed Mother faced every day. Utah had been bled deeply by the wars, the sackings and tribal feuds. By the legion and Thunderbirds hordes. What remained, was hers to heal, rebuild and used to lead her people to prosperity. Yet it was not much, and many still went hungry and thirsty.
At least the fact that the angry and disgruntled fanatics and vicious had left with Red-Wheel, whom she had hoped to make an ally, to protect her new settlement and give her a voice among the remaining warriors of the 80s. But like the mad monster that Thunderbird had been, he had pushed her aside, rallied the warriors and moved west, to fight another senseless war, that brought nothing but death and suffering over all involved. Yet, at least it got rid of the troublemakers and had spared her the risk of a potential rival for the leadership of this place. Yet it also had stripped her of the last remaining forces the 80s in Utah had. Her city upon a hill of Salt was able to fight of bands of raiders or tribal’s, yet she had no illusions about the fact, that if the Legion would come, that they would just take the city, and everything inside. There were no great war-hosts and road chapters to go to war, no countless young prospects to rally to a banner to fight. All she had, was a militia of walker 80s and Mormons, whom she only partly trusted, Mem-ber warriors old and gray, on bikes that looked just like them, and a bunch of unruly boys that wanted to be true 80s. Worst of all, her son was one of them...and her son was gone.
Not a morning passed, that she did not worry about her son, or wished she could go find him. She had sent men after him, yet they had not come back with him. He, that damn idiot Shinji and Burned-her-hair, had left one Sunday night on their bikes, and only left her a note, not to worry, but that it was time for him to see both coasts. She was sick with worries, and hardly ate, yet she knew that she could not go. She was a cripple and her place was here. Without here, this place would simply tear itself apart in search for a new leader, which either would be a 80s brute, a born-again fanatic or even a charismatic Mormon who would seek to return this city to its original people. No, she could not go after her son...no matter how much she wanted to. These people were now all her children, and it was her place to be with them. Thunderfoot was her baby, yet he also had become too much like his father, no matter how much she had tried to stop it.
"We had seen them. Legion scouts and their legionaries at the south. We know what that means.." The voice of Ammon Issac, who had become her most valuable adviser, due to his deep understanding of the land and logistical means of agriculture, had somewhat of a soothing effect on her mind, as she nodded, sipping her dandelion root-coffee. It turned bitter in her mouth, for she knew what it meant.
"They will come, with demands! Tribute or boys." She hated the idea, of what many had already rumored about. The legion needed men for their new armies, and if the 80s had something in abundance, it were young mouths to feed, and nothing to feed them with. Her stomach turned, as she found a practical, but disgusting solution for the issue, that would most likely soon present itself.
"What if they attack us?" Issac asked, playing with his beard, like he always did, talking about a topic he really did not wish to address.
"Then there is nothing we can do to really stop them. But I assume they know it well, and also that there is nothing to gain by conquering the ruins of this place, beyond thousands of hungry mouths to feed. No, they will bully us for one thing or another...and we will have to accept it."