¤ 𝑨𝒑𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒙𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝑨𝒈𝒆Roughly around 21-23.¤ 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑨𝒓𝒆 𝒀𝒐𝒖?The Unhinged : The fumes, The Maelstrom, The loss of those loved. They all play a part in who I am today. They all play a part in why my mind is so fragile, a crack away from shattering. I concoct toxins, I listen to the dead who guide my hands, who guide my mind.¤ 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑫𝒆𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔 𝒀𝒐𝒖?WEIRD - holy shit you're weird. The spirits speak to you, my friend, and often. You've got friends on the other side. But of course, it's hard to be sane when the dead whisper so loud...
¤ 𝑾𝒉𝒐 𝑨𝒓𝒆 𝒀𝒐𝒖?I am Hemlock, my ma and pa are Scotch and Poinsettia. My family is brief, me being an only child and my parents the same. As an only child, I was cared for quite well, I was my parents main focus and learned a lot from their lessons. My ma was an expert herbalist, something I now pride myself in as well. I acquired many recipes from my ma and my pa was an excellent hunter. While hunting has never been my strongest suit, I am far from "bad" at it and can get what I require to survive. Very early into my life, as I was just beginning to grow into an adult, my ma and pa vanished. Sometimes I ponder if they left because they knew they were withering and trailed off to pass away in peace. Part of me fears the worst, I searched for many days but found no answers in my vain pursuit. I mourn the loss of them, but do not allow their absence to hinder my ability to survive. These days I spend my time secluded mostly, I enjoy collecting herbs and poisonous plants, often testing them on animals or myself to see their strength. My body has grown nearly immune to a few of the poisonous plants I handle, introducing their toxins regularly to build my resistance. As a fighter I am agile, but no where near an expert in battle. I tend to use my body and appearance to get out of stickier situations, favoring other options rather than an altercation. ¤ 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑫𝒐 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑾𝒂𝒏𝒕?I seek many answers, I seek more information, I yearn more knowledge and eagerly listen to the whispers. I want to please The Maelstrom. ¤ 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑫𝒐 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑩𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆?I believe knowledge is the greatest power one can have. Anyone can build muscle and strength, anyone can kill a foe with mere violence. But it takes a wise, clever mind, to kill a foe silently, without suspicion arising. I believe trust is a fragile thing, something rare and almost unheard of. You do not trust in this world.¤ 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑫𝒐 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑭𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘?I follow my head, my head is wise, wiser than my heart, wiser than my feet and hands who only work with memory. My mind is strong, my mind is in charge and will lead me down the greatest path.¤ 𝑨 𝑺𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝑬𝒎𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒆𝒅:I embody the lack of sanity, my sleep is troubled, I pace regularly and speak to myself often. The poisons have gotten to my head and it is evident through the ramblings that leave my mouth. My clear moments are very abruptly interrupted by a clouded, thickly veiled fog of confusion. My mind remains smart, sharp, but the ticking of my internal clock is off. I work best in silence, too much noise and commotion can set me off into a manic episode. ¤ 𝑩𝒂𝒔𝒊𝒄 𝑰𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒕𝒔:I always have numerous small vile's filled with my toxins all concealed somewhere on my person. I always choose diversion over altercation, if I can talk or lustfully persuade my way out of danger, I will. I often count to myself during tense moments, it calms my restless nerves for the moment. I always smell of lavender or citrus, I work with lavender quite often and orange peels make a good cleanser, my body must be pure for The Maelstrom.
¤ 𝑾𝒉𝒐 𝑶𝒓 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑫𝒐 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑾𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑?I worship The Maelstrom, I worship the whispers that slink their way through the night, luring those who listen in. I worship the unseen, the things people say to exist. Those are the most powerful beings, those that can instill fear without ever showing their face. The nightmares that wrack your body as you sleep.¤ 𝑾𝒉𝒐'𝒔 𝑰𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝑫𝒐 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑸𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏?I question the intentions of anyone who seeks love in a world such as this one. The intent to care for another is so foreign to me since my ma and pa's disappearance and the demise of River. I grew to understand that love is a feeling that should be suppressed, it only gets in the way of what truly matters in this world. If your intent is solely based upon your feelings, you are unwise.¤ 𝑾𝒉𝒐 𝑫𝒊𝒅 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑭𝒂𝒊𝒍 𝑻𝒐 𝑺𝒂𝒗𝒆? 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑫𝒊𝒅 𝑰𝒕 𝑪𝒐𝒔𝒕?Besides my ma and pa, I failed to save a man I thought I loved. I don't mention him nor acknowledge he ever existed, well.. except for now. His name was River, his soul was wild, his name fit him like a glove. One night, I broke, a manic episode ensuing. River was a victim to my wrath, I poisoned the only thing that kept me grounded, I embraced him in my arms as he struggled and writhed against the toxins that I had created, that I had injected into his body.¤ 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕/𝑾𝒉𝒐 𝑨𝒓𝒆 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑨𝒅𝒅𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝑻𝒐? 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑨𝒓𝒆 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑾𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑻𝒐 𝑫𝒐 𝑻𝒐 𝑨𝒄𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒓𝒆 𝑰𝒕?I am addicted to furthering my knowledge, I am addicted to my toxins. Their abilities are endless, they kill, they inflict pain, they are my creations. I am willing to do whatever it takes to get what I need in life. Any distractions, any barriers, any blockades, will be immediately torn down if they prove to be a threat.¤ 𝑾𝒉𝒐 𝑾𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑨𝒍𝒍 𝑻𝒐 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒗𝒆𝒔?River wanted me all to himself, he adored my presence and basked in my knowledge. We thrived together, spent everyday together, he kept me secured to the ground when my head fought to wander. He wanted me to himself, he wanted to take me from my herbs, my intelligence and learning. The Maelstrom wanted me more, the Maelstrom got jealous..
It comes to me when working with my poisons, maybe it's the fumes.
I am sucked in forcefully, it isn't a soft lull. I am consumed by suffocating fog,
it's humid, so humid you feel like you're choking on the air. I can't see, but I can hear.
Laughter, sobs, screaming, my ma and pa begging me to find them.
I feel trapped, powerless, glued to a set place unable to move,
forced to soak in the horrors before me.
𝑊𝑜𝑤. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑒𝑥 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑝𝑠𝑦𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑐. 𝑌𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑙, 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦.
¤ 𝒀𝒐𝒖'𝒗𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒂 𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒊𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒉 𝒆𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒑𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒂 𝑽𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝑮𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆. 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓?
𝑾𝒉𝒐 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐 𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒐𝒏?Ah, yes.. The Violation Glove. Before I was led to it, I had seen it numerous times during my herb induced trips. The Maelstrom led me to its location, it is unlike anything I have ever seen before. The Maelstrom says, with practice and great faith in The Maelstrom, the glove can be used to probe deep into ones head. Violate, ones darkest, most intimate thoughts. The Maelstrom has mentioned that Alcohol is the intended victim of the gloves abilities. The Maelstrom wants more knowledge.
¤ 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑴𝒂𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝑺𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝑳𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑾𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌𝒆𝒔𝒕?The darkest heart? That's easy.. Pepsi. The Maelstrom has whispered about Pepsi and his dark heart, he seeks violence, bloodshed. The Maelstrom believes his heart it tainted, muddled and stained with a deep darkness.
¤ 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂 𝒗𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒊𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒔𝒖𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒐𝒇 𝒂𝒔𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒂𝒄𝒂𝒃𝒓𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒘𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑴𝒂𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒎. 𝑾𝒉𝒐 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒍𝒍?It was a horrific sight, the screams were enough to curdle blood. Blood and gore was vibrantly tossed about, painting every surface, splattering across my ash clad skin. I searched for peace, to make sense of it all and in the middle of the mess was Avenue. He stood tall, unwavering, his expression barren of emotion.
¤ 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒍𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒍𝒆𝒅𝒈𝒆, 𝒘𝒉𝒐? I once followed the whispers and they led me to a woman, her skin was milky, its purity tangling and dancing with vibrant depictions of color. Her hair captured the essence of fire perfectly, contrasting against pale skin, kissing at the warmth of her cheeks as she slept. She is The Breeder, she is Milk.
¤ 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒂 𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓, 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒕? 𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒖𝒕?Sparrow, I have seen her slinking about every once in a blue moon, slipping in to visit Milk, watching as the two embraced. The love they share is tender, something almost unreal in a world such as the one we live in. The most intimate moment I witnessed however, was when Sparrow was in prayer. She appeared so childlike, almost innocent knelt there speaking out into the nothingness, so at peace. My presence did not go unnoticed, her eyes lit up with life at the sound of a snapping twig, spotting my figure as I slipped away into the shadows.
ℒund - Broken
Will you end my pain?
Will you take my life?
Will you bleed me out?
Will you hang me out to dry?
Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?
While I'm falling apart
While I'm going
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