Ciara Ventura
Wingram Academy, Girls' Dorm Rooftops and Grounds
@Nanaya
"They say the gift of a perfect red leaf on the first day of spring brings good luck."
She simply stared at the gift, admiring it, before glancing with a confused expression at the janitor. This... was for her?
She couldn't remember a time when someone had given something to her of their own volition.
"...Thank you." She said, an awestruck note in her tone as she held the leaf in her hands. It really did shine in the light, not a single imperfection.
"Are you... busy tomorrow? I uh, I... I got into a fight." She said, avoiding his glance, instead busying herself with setting the leaf between the blank pages of her conjured Adapa.
Her lips pursed before speaking again. "It would be nice... if someone was on my side when it goes down."
She glanced at Michael as the Adapa shut, disappearing into thin air. "I usually fight on my own, but... it's the first time I've had to fight... someone I... admired."
She swallowed painfully, straightened up, and gave the janitor a polite bow. "Sorry."
It wouldn't do to bother him with her troubles. No one deserved that, even if he was more than he seemed.
After that, she dismissed herself, finding the remainder of her items. By the time she placed the last stone in her satchel, her stomach rumbled with normal hunger. Back-tracking through the grounds of Wingram, Ciara looked for signs of food. Surely, they had something set up for the students on their first day.
She passed by the red buildings, the plaza, and the bridge. There were scorch marks in certain areas that she didn't remember existing the first time she flew through here. The fighting outside must had been quite intense.
The warm smell of sweetened apples wafted through the air, and Ciara's eyes turned to the red buildings.
Oh, of course. The same buildings where the chef Mannekin had emerged from and ganged up on her and Otis. Of course the cafeteria was here. The cooking utensils made sense now. Ciara had to stifle a dry smirk, thinking of Gulliver's multi-level battle, as she made her way towards the buildings. Inside, she could see food being prepared. Out of the wide assortment, she took some simple provisions: soup, bread, and cheese.
A few moments later, she was sitting against the wall of her little hideaway on the rooftop of the Girls' Dormitory, a crackling fire in front of her. The soup was finished, and she chewed on the bread, feeling her hunger ease into a happy satisfaction.
Every bite, her hunger lessened.
Every mouthful, she felt something like relief.
Half-baked relief that painted her other Hunger in disgusting hues of need.
She took another biteful, and felt a raging fire, an empty pit in her stomach that would never, ever be satisfied with food like this.
A black, aching pit that never ceased its screaming in her mind, day in, day out.
She took another bite, staring at the sky blankly, ignoring the tears rolling down her cheeks.
It was some time later when the fire had died down, her glass bottles filled and stitched into the inside of her jacket. Her eyes were still red from her tears, and she struggled to keep them open. She took her blanket and pillow, curled on her side, and tried to sleep.
"Ma'am... you're going to sleep outside tonight?" A light, whispery voice spoke in her mind. The Adapa.
"I slept outside last night. Don't really see a difference."
"But you have a soft bed waiting for you downstairs."
Ciara was silent at that, still refusing to move.
The Adapa paused before speaking in her mind again. "Ma'am?"
"Yes?"
"It would be best not to let your pride get in the way of a good night's sleep. You're going to need your rest for tomorrow."
"Who said I was being prideful?"
"Why do you want to sleep outside by yourself?"
"I..." Ciara stammered, at a loss for words. "I don't want to get talked out of this fight. I don't want Hildegunde to smother my anger."
"What's the real reason...?"
"I... if I see Iraleth- how can I hurt the light..."
"Now. Ma'am. What would happen if you backed out?"
"I'd have to... I'd-" She instinctively flinched, her mind clouding with fear.
The Adapa tried to hush her, creating a calming sensation in her mind. "You're not going to back down, and you won't be talked out of this. You've made up your mind, haven't you?"
Ciara took a moment before she nodded, her eyes resolute.
"Then there's no fear on you if you sleep in your proper bed tonight, Ma'am."
Ciara considered the Adapa's words for a long, long moment, the wind rustling through the grounds below before she finally sighed.
"Fine."
Moments later, her items, blanket, and pillow, were wrapped under her arm. With her free hand, she withdrew the key for room 07. She stood silently in the hallway, steeling herself, before entering the shared dorm room softly. What Iraleth and Hildegunde would say, or think, Ciara was ready.
Nothing would talk her out of fighting for her life tomorrow.