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6 mos ago
Current Urgh life keeps getting in the way and making me exhausted. 😅.
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10 mos ago
I'm sort of back to RP. I hate unintentionally ghosting you people, so please bear with!
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12 mos ago
Apologies to anyone I'm slow replying to RP's with lately. September was extremely busy for me and I'm back in therapy. So I burn out quickly mentally
1 yr ago
That moment when you wanna write but you're on a train and the free wifi is absolute dogpoop, so cant access most things including downloading a Word app
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1 yr ago
Happy birthday John Constantine 🎉😅

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30something who loves to rp to pass the time and meet new people! When the world is right, I'm a character entertainer for a party business and do fan films. Utter geek who loves gaming and reading and rather addicted to the art therapy colouring books haha!

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Kay sighed when he blamed himself for all of this all over again. "John, if he does, then well....he does. But you can't blame yourself for everything." she told him. "The way I see it, none of us are perfect or do things perfectly every time, we all mess up at times. It's just how we're built as people" she explained, before realising she wasn't exactly fully human and internally winced at her own words, something she wouldn't have thought twice about before meeting John and Serena. "People and phoenixes" she corrected herself. "but you know what? If that teenage girl in the other room is our kid, then she's proof we haven't completely screwed up in everything we do" she added.

Fia nodded, understanding what he was talking about. "then maybe we can ask when she's free. Or ask one of the shadows what they mean?" she replied. She still wished she could find out how things were in their time period but she also didn't want to upset Drake any more than he possibly already was or any more stressed out.

Josh smiled and still thought that Serena was getting more amazing. "Well you're still pretty incredible" he told her once more.
At John's words, Kay shook her head and brushed his apology off. In her mind it wasn't warranted, especially in this moment. "I know, but you don't need to apologise. Things are honestly alright here right now. Drake is taking things easy, so are Josh and Serena. Chas is tidying up, Fia is looking out for Drake. Trish is fine downstairs. I'm fine. You don't need to worry about anything other than getting better" she explained, squeezing his hand and giving him a soft smile. "So please just rest up for me." She requested of him.

Fia gave a nod and stifled chuckle as she too knew they were getting the biggest bollocking of their lives when they did go home. She knew as well as he did just how protective their folks were of them both, especially John over her and Serena over Drake. His second statement did intrigue her though, "what do you mean? Someone from this time wanting to skip to our time?" She asked him with a raised eyebrow.

Josh smiled brightly at her seeing her reaction to his words. "I do think so. You've blown me away every time I've seen you just get on with what needs to be done so far. It's incredible." He told her honestly. "I'm sure not many people could just know what to do in a situation like John ended up in, and just jump to action like you did. That was seriously superheroic in my eyes" he added.
Waiting for Arabella to get a room, Harper continued to wait by her jeep, trying to stop herself from showing her pain on her face just in case some by stander came by and noticed. She didn't want any unnecessary attention coming her way after the evening she has had. So as she waited, she people watched as they passed on the street ahead until her phone buzzed with a text message from Bobby Singer. Pulling her phone out of her pocket with a wince, she opened the message and read it, 'you alive? -B' it simply read which made Harper smirk in reaction. She typed out a short reply as she saw Arabella exiting the reception building.

'I'm alive, coulda told me there was another on the same job though. But we're both alive, job done' was the message before she put her phone away once again and looked up at Arabella as she got closer to her. Noticing the signs of a hunter's tricks to disguise certain objects, she knew the toiletry bag was also a first aid kit. She chuckled lightly at the woman's comments about the reception staff member, "Doesn't surprise me. He gives off that vibe of expecting favours for giving rooms to women" she replied. As Arabella finished up with getting what she needed and putting other things away in her bike, she grabbed her bags off the jeep with a small grunt. "I can feel this glass shard shifting deeper, so if it's all good with you I'd rather get patched up first then I can focus on the wood that in you" she explained.

Pushing herself off her jeep, she pulled out her room key from her jacket pocket and began to walk to her room door, where she put the key in the lock, turned it and opened the door, stepping inside before offering Arabella to come inside after her. Once Arabella would make it inside, she closed the door behind them both and dumped her bags on the bed where she perched herself down, carefully wriggling herself out of her jacket and yet again wrinkling her nose in irritation at the ripped shirt. "This is gonna suck so bad" she muttered, deciding to carefully pull the fabric off the glass shard so she could lift her shirt up to make things easier for Arabella to help her out with the actual wound. Normally she would have just pulled the shard out first, but this time she felt like doing things the opposite way might be a bit better for first impressions.

She did feel like she could trust Arabella, the woman certainly gave off trust worthy vibes compared to a lot of hunters she had come across in her time. Lifting her shirt up she looked down at the injury and sighed, reaching out with her other hand she unzipped her duffel bag and pulled out a bottle of vodka from it. Using her teeth to unscrew the cap, she tipped the alcohol over her injury to sterilize it and winced sharply at the contact. "son of a bitch!" she cursed through gritted teeth before quickly taking a normal swig of the alcohol to try and numb her mind as well as her body. "Okay...lets get this done I decide to just knock myself out and pretend this isn't in my side" she told Arabella, glancing back up at her, clearly in pain but there was still that glimmer of sass in her eyes.
Kay shook her head at him protesting. "You're in no fit state to do any kind of work John. Me and Chas can hold down the fort while you continue to rest" she replied to him. "If you do anything other than lay here and let your body recover you will be in harm and no good to anyone. I can't have you any more hurt than you already are" she told him honestly, gently grabbing his hand. "So please, just stay put...for me?" she asked of him.

Fia didn't like the idea of someone waiting for them to return home but she couldn't understand why someone would be doing such a thing. Yet she also got an amusing thought in her head and she couldn't help but smirk and stifle a small chuckle. "Could you imagine if it's just our folks waiting to give us the biggest lecture of the century?" she said to him, hoping the thought would bring him some light relief just like it was bringing her.

Josh listened to her story intently, finding it fascinating that the desire and need to help others clearly ran in her family. "Your uncle sounds like he was a real hero to people in his own way" he commented back. "And well...after what I've witnessed lately, especially today, it seems the heroic personality and trait doesn't fall far from the tree" he smiled at her, truly meaning every single word he was telling her.
When she saw him try to get up, Kay instantly walked over and gently pushed him back down on the bed. "Oh hells no John. You are not to get up. You're on bed rest for a reason. What do you need to do anyway? Everything is fine here" she told him, perching on the edge of the bed beside him.

Fia sighed, seeing he really wasn't going to budge on his stance on this one. "Okay....okay...I won't go yet" she told him, wishing there was more she could do to help ease his headache. "If your gut says not to go then I'll stay put." She said once again.

Josh smiled as she said a few things she liked and wanted. "What made you want to be a doctor before all of this?" He asked, curious to hear more about her story.
NATALIA

Nat wasn't completely oblivious to her choices in food, nor was she oblivious to the reactions Cason had given her order, or his chuckle when he naturally went to make sure she wouldn't drop anything she was carrying before grabbing the rest of the food. The only thing she didn't notice at first was him chuckling at the fact she put the plush puppy in one of the chairs. She glanced up when he made it to the table and put his stuff down before sitting down himself and she smiled just that bit more. The endorphins and serotonin swirling around in her mind and body by this time. She picked up her hot dog and took a bite out of it, her eyes closing in joy as she nodded from approval. Sure, she had eaten much better food but it was all because of the experience, the environment they were in that made it taste so good to her. It was such a innocent thing to come from her considering what her job was, it was endearing.

As she swallowed her mouthful, she stared at him as he told her she needed to sort out her eating habits. He wasn't the first to say such things to her, Mika had said the same thing as had Bobby many many times. Yet the way Cason said it, it felt different for some reason. Maybe it was because he tried so hard to keep her alive in the asylum and he didn't want that be for nought, or maybe it was because he did actually care for her. She didn't know at this stage but she didn't let herself think about his reasons too much. "You're not the first to say similar and probably won't be the last but I can eat healthy foods when I want too, but tonight is cheat day." she told him back. "Unlike my doofus of a brother, I don't solely live off junk food 24/7. I'm just enjoying eating what I want at the moment. Without being a downer, every meal still feels like a last meal to me" she smirked, then let it change into a more warm smile.

She then continued to eat a bit more, switching from bites of the hot dog to the fries and taking sips of her soda. The lights of the carnival reflecting and shining on her cheekbones and in her eyes. Reds, blues, yellows..all looking bright against her dark hair. For Natalia this was most definitely logging into her mind as a core memory and she had someone who she never thought she would bond with to thank for it. She honestly thought that if anyone would give her a night of normality or even day of normal life, it'd have been Sam as he was always the one to tell Dean to give her a break and not be on her neck all the time.

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As the night went on she found herself finally able to forget she was a hunter for a while, that she was a Winchester and felt like she was cursed because of her father's name. She just felt like a normal twenty-something woman having fun and spending it with someone who intrigued her and she felt safe with. She was laughing genuine laughter, the type of laugh that made her cover her mouth at one moment but another time she'd close her eyes tightly and throw her head back in laughter. She had a prep to her step that she didn't have before, a light in her eyes that wasn't there when they were at the motel. It was like for the first time Cason was able to see the woman she was deep inside and not the sick skinny thing she was in the asylum or the callous hunter she had become. He was witnessing a whole new side to her, and in a lot of ways, she was witnessing a new side to herself she thought had long since disappeared.

Soon enough it had gotten late and they had no choice but to walk back to the car and do the drive back to the motel. She was tired but she was also on such an emotional high, she couldn't help but keep the little skip in her step as she walked beside Cason, one arm firmly wrapped round the plush and one looped through his arm. "Thank you Cason for tonight. It's been the best ever" she told him honestly, as she stepped in front of him, walking backwards slightly before pausing her walking and leaning up, planting a kiss on his lips without a second thought. Pulling away, she smiled and chuckled sheepishly, before continuing to walk beside him again back to the car.

Once at the car, she remembered which pocket Cason had put her car keys in, so she slipped her hand into said pocket and grabbed her keys. Unlocking it, she opened the back seat door and pushed the plush onto the back seat where she couldn't resist strapping it down with the seat belt. "before you say anything, I'm doing it purely so it doesn't fall forward and cause us to crash the car" she said to him, turning to look at him knowing he was bound to give her a look for her action. Shutting the door, she walked round to driver's side, feeling like she was happy enough to drive back this time. "I'll spare you from driving back this time, I'm sure I can remember the route back" she explained, opening the door then getting in.

MIKA

Dean's response to the movie choosing did amuse Mika even if it didn't surprise her. She was now determined to find the cheesiest movie on the TV that was on just to wind him up a little and make the night stay on a humorous and light hearted vibe. In the gas station, she let Dean go to the chiller section to grab the beer, smirking and shaking her head at how he waved his hand in reaction to her suggestion. 'typical man of mine' she thought to herself happily. In the snack area, she continued to grab whatever she could physically hold, making sure she didn't forget anything. If she ended up picking up too much then in her mind, they had plenty of stuff to take on the road with them.

By the time Dean had put in the order for the pizza and leaned against the counter, she had finished having armfuls of snacks and brought them over. "don't judge me with the snacks" she told him, looking at him over the pile in her hands as she then placed them down on the counter. "Snacking is serious business during movie night and what is left we can take on the road with us. Also figured getting Nat's favourite flavoured oreos might break the ice in the morning between you two" she explained. As much as she didn't want to bring up the youngest sibling, she did think it might help in the morning. She knew like with Dean, the way to get through to Natalia, was through her stomach.

"And yes, I did find you some pie at the end of the aisle" she smirked as she waited with him for the woman to come back with their pizza. She had a feeling he'd order one with anything and everything on it and she'd spend enough time picking the bits she didn't like or want and chucking them onto his slices but that was just their way. It was a habit they had as teenagers and one that they never broke out of. It was also one she didn't want to break out of.

SAM

Sam spent a good fifteen minutes talking to Ruby outside, feeling anxious about Anna possibly waking up and asking who Ruby even was. He was just thankful that they were in California and not back with the others. "Sam you are playing with fire here being with her. That's all I'm saying! You know being with Anna won't make your life easier for killing Lilith right?" Ruby said, folding her arms across her chest once more. "I know but I also think we could use it to our advantage. With Anna on our side we can make it work in our favour, even if it isn't the easiest route to take but I won't let Lilith take her" he replied determinedly.

"Fine, but if this backfires I will say I told you so." Ruby sighed in annoyance and defeat. It was clear to her that Sam wasn't going to budge on the subject of Anna and it was pointless trying to break him. "Fine, you can say that if it goes wrong...but only IF it goes wrong" he retorted, glad that she was willing to drop it. "So tell me Sammy...does she know about us or your demon blood addiction?" she asked him, stepping up close to him and using her index finger to press against his chest. Sam crunched up his nose as she did so which told her everything.

"I'll take that as a no. For someone who hates lies Sam you're sure being good at lying to your loved ones" Ruby taunted with a smile. "Now isn't the time to gloat Ruby." he pointed out, stepping away from her, but stretched out his hand, "so do you have any more I can have?" he asked her, making her roll her eyes as she pulled out a small vial from her inside jacket pocket and forcefully placed it in his hand. "thank you" he said, wrapping his fingers round the vial. He was about to say one more thing to Ruby when he suddenly realised she had disappeared and left him alone.

Sighing, he crept back into the room, walked over to his bag and hid the vial deep in his bag so Ana wouldn't find it before he climbed back into bed, took his jeans back off again and let himself fall asleep beside Anna, one hand reaching out to hers and linking their fingers together. Satisfied she wasn't going to wake up, he fell into a deep sleep.
Kay nodded, pushing herself off the arm rest and gave Trish a pat on the shoulder. "if you need me you know where I'll be" she told her before leaving the room and heading upstairs, making sure to dump the trash bag by the main front door on the way.
Upstairs, she headed through the corridor, noting how Fia and Drake seemed to be in deep conversation in the office room before getting to John's room where she gave a knock on the door as she then entered, seeing him awake. "Hey...how you feeling?" She asked him.

Fia hated worrying Drake like this but she honestly didn't see another logical way to see if things changed. She knew he was safest here in his current state and out the two of them, it was her who could handle the trip back home and back again. She also had the upper hand of being able to revive if she came face to face with death. Not that she ever intended on getting to that point. She felt she was too smart for that. "You won't lose me Drake. I swear to you, you won't lose me. We're always and forever" she told him. Leaning back from him, she pulled off one of her leather bracelets, grabbed a marker and drew a rune on it before inciting an incantation over it. It glowed for a brief moment then went back to its normal dark brown colour.

She then grabbed Drake's right hand where she put the bracelet on his wrist. "I've put an enchantment on this so it's linked to me. It'll tell you if I'm in trouble by glowing red on the rune. As long as it looks like a normal leather bracelet I'm safe. I'll be there and back before you know it" she explained.

Josh looked at her back and then to the wall before back at her again. "I want to know everything honestly. What does Serena love, hate, favourite things?" He asked her. He wanted to know anything she was willing to tell him.
Kay stepped to the side of the couch and leaned against the arm rest, deciding to take a pause when Trish said things should have changed. "I can only hope so Trish. I can only hope so" she said, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear that had fallen in front of her face. "I don't wanna put anyone in danger, but right now I wanna solely make sure John is alright" she added.

Fia have a small smile and placed her hands either side of Drake's face. "I'll be fine Drake, I swear to you. I'll come back for you, you're my brother from another mother and I won't let anything happen to me to make you worried." She told him, placing her forehead against his, as she always did to try and comfort him. "We're always to be a team, no matter what" she said to him.

Josh listened to her speak and talk of the old times as she freshened up in the bath. "I can get that reasoning. I'd love to hear more about what you did before all of this craziness happened to..well...all of us." He told her honestly, realising he didn't know much about her and he wanted to know everything. He wanted to know the Serena that wasn't solely the magical side of her. The real her.

Kay smiled and chuckled lightly. "I'm sure you are in their time too." She replied to Trish, as she finished up and tied the bag up when they were done cleaning. "Only they can know what kind of people we all become in their time and I'm fine with not knowing. It's bad enough I know I'm not there for my daughter..." She told Trish, even if the words 'my dsughter' still feels incredibly alien coming off her tongue.

Fia smiled at Drake, appreciative of his concern for her. "I'll be fine Drake, I promise. I can make us a familial bond rune on us both if you'll feel better about me going alone? If I get into serious trouble it'll alert you" she suggested.

Josh smiled and nodded, "I can understand that and we don't have to rush anything. I'm not going anywhere as long as you want me around" he explained to her softly.
NATALIA

Natalia didn't even notice when Cason frowned slightly when she kissed his cheek without her even thinking about it. Her mood was getting better minute by minute and she couldn't get over how much him winning her the plush meant to her. To anyone else she was certain they'd find it utterly ridiculous or stupid but it meant the world to her honestly. Her smile continued when he simply said 'you're welcome' to her thanks, another moment where she could almost forget just what he was. Was she starting to willingly see the real Cason? The Cason he was before he became a demon? She didn't know but certainly didn't want to dwell on the thoughts tonight.

She did however notice him roll his shoulders in an attempt to bring back his bravado despite the goofy smile telling a completely different story. She did truly want to wait to see what he what he wanted to do, but when her stomach rumbled lightly, she couldn't help but quickly say how hungry she was, and luckily he didn't take offence to her making his decision for him. In face, his laugh was very much a welcome noise to her ears that broke through all the surroundings noises of the other members of the public at the carnival. She instinctively leaned slightly into his side as he draped his arm over her shoulders, whilst she kept a firm grip on the plush in front of her, hugging it close to her chest.

Walking over to the cart, she looked at the makeshift menu of hand written items available on a white board to decide what she wanted, whilst he rattled off his decision of food. From what she learned and had noticed before, Cason didn't need food but the fact he was ordering food and drink for himself made her see yet another side to him she hadn't really cared to notice before. He was truly attempting to blend in as a human for her. Or at least, so she assumed. The order of 'no salt' also didn't go amiss on her and realised that that was something she wouldn't have thought of before but her 'hunter brain' briefly kicked into gear to remind herself that salt does hurt him.

Snapping out of her 'hunter brain' she looked up when he eventually said 'whatever she wants'. "Oh, right! Uhh I'll take the large hot dog with ketchup and cheese sauce, no onions and fries and Sprite. Thanks" she ordered, fully aware of how much of a junk food lover she was, but that was all due to the trauma she went through and how she went for so long without real food. So for her any time she could eat, she still felt like it'd be her last ever meal. It was a mental state she still had a long fight with, but for now she'd take any food she could get.

Giving a smile, she wanted to play fair, so she began to take her wallet out of her jacket pocket and paying for the food before Cason could. "my treat this time as a thank you for bringing me here" she explained to him, whilst giving him a look that said she wasn't going to take no for an answer. She refused to come across as someone who just expected everyone else to buy everything for her, whether they were a demon or not. Even with Bobby when he let her crash at his during the four months of Dean being in Hell, she still insisted on doing the odd shop for him and refused to let him pay for it despite her mind being on 'interrogate and kill' mode most of the time when trying to get Dean back with Sam.

Waiting for a few minutes for their order to be done, she continued to squish the plush, only just about being able to even get one arm right round it so she had an arm free to pay their food. With the few minutes up, their order called out she grabbed what she could, balancing some of it between her hand and the plush, glad that there were tables nearby. "Can you grab the rest as I grab the table?" she asked Cason, giving him time to reply before going over to it and putting the stuff down and the plush on the third spare chair so not to get it dirty on the ground.

Grabbing her drink that she had brought over with the fries, she took a sip and sighed contently as she found out just how thirsty she actually was and people watched as she waited for Cason to come over. "oh how dad would have a fit right now if he knew what I was doing tonight." she thought to herself in an amused manner. The idea of John absolutely losing his shit over tonight was highly amusing to her as she knew she'd be able to come back at him for never being there for her when she needed him. Hells, he was still alive for some of the time she was locked away and he still never came for her, so why should she care if hanging out and enjoying the company of a demon would have angered him?

MIKA

If Mika truly thought about it, or more precisely, let herself think about, she'd have told herself that them leaving the saloon before they got too drunk was probably a very safe idea for them both. She just got him back and since he had been back they'd already had a fight over Esme, the last thing she wanted was to ruin another moment with him by arguing or fighting yet again. If she wanted to change and be more trusting, which she honestly did, then them not falling into that old cycle was for the best.

She always hated when he let go of her waist, but she knew as well as he did if they were going to leave then it had to be done. So him grabbing her hand made her remain content and connected to him as they walked to the bar together so he could pay for the beers they had (while she also made a point to shoot the bartender a smile) before exiting the saloon happily, passing the more promiscuous couples along the walls.

Exiting the saloon, she listened to his suggestion about grabbing the food from the gas station, thinking it was a perfect idea, even if his agreement to cheesy love movies was a part of his suggestion. He would usually always complain if she put on a rom-com on, even when they were teenagers he would complain, so to hear him willing include it in the list of options was quite the step for him in her eyes. She watched him as he walked backwards, whilst keeping a hold of her hand. "You know what? That actually sounds perfect" she replied smiling just as brightly back to him. "But you might just regret giving me full choice of movies depending what's on the TV" she smirked at him, squeezing his hand.

She walked across with him and into the gas station, heading straight to the snacks aisle first as she always did. Letting go of his hand she grabbed her favourite potato chips off the shelf in the biggest size the station stocked along with other snacks and chocolate. "You wanna grab the beer and pizza?" she asked him.

SAM

Sam walked to the bed with her, letting her kick her footwear off before climbing onto the bed, scooting himself up so he was sat up beside her. He looked down at her as she explained about just texting Max in the morning. He honestly could see where she was coming from but he also found it so telling of her personality and beautiful mind how she was thinking of him and how Max would see him if they went to tell him in person. "Alright, we'll leave mid morning to get to the airport in the afternoon and head back." he agreed.

Her reaction to the news of Nat and Cason did put a smirk on his face as he nodded, before sliding down the bed slightly and sweeping some of her hair behind her ear so he could see her face more clearly. "Oh that she could. Honestly it's worrying how eager she is to be around him. She went crazy at Dean for second guessing her decision making and ya know what? She says he was there at the asylum watching over her. He kept her alive until we could save her. You seriously missed a lot of drama" he chuckled, but it was a slightly sad chuckle. He still didn't kow if he actually believed Nat and Cason or if Cason was manipulating her, just like Dean didn't know but he was also acutely aware that Nat favoured him over Dean and thus, that put him in almost a more difficult position on whose side to go on. "I think you running off to here was the lightest thing to happen to our group" he joked with a smile.

"But anyway, let's not think about any more drama and get some rest before travelling tomorrow. You deserve a proper night's sleep without interruption and I'll be right here the whole time with you" he said to her, as he finally unbuckled his jeans and wriggled out of them, kicking them onto the floor, along with his boots and then his plaid shirt. Laying there next to her, he felt like he didn't want to fall asleep yet as he wanted to make sure she truly was there in front of him. His mind constantly telling him that he was incredibly lucky to have her back in his life.

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In the early hours he stirred awake feeling like he needed to be awake. He saw Annabeth still asleep beside him, so he figured him waking wasn't down to his paranoia of waking to find her gone again. Confused for a moment, he blinked a few times to adjust his sight to the darkness when he finally caught a glimpse of a familiar person outside through the gap in the window curtains.

Glancing at Anna's sleeping body beside him, he carefully and slowly peeled himself out of the bed, pulled his jeans back on and quietly stepped outside. "Ruby what are you doing here?" he asked in a hushed tone, so not to possibly Anna up inside the room. "well good to see you too Sam" Ruby smirked, folding her arms. "Must say, wouldn't have taken you for a California guy, already sick of your brother being back in your life?" she teased, making Sam scrunch up his face in response.

"Ruby cut the crap and just answer my question" Sam retorted back, "Fine, I was looking for you and wondering why your bailing on our little deal" she replied, making a step toward him which made him make a step backward. "I'm here to bring Anna home, I haven't abandoned on our deal. I'm still wanting to kill Lilith" he told her flatly, but hearing Anna's name made Ruby pause in her spot and look at him surprised. "Anna? As in Lilith's vessel? Sam are you insane?! You get with her vessel you're practically yours and everyone you love head's on a platter for her." Ruby said in a slight raised voice.

"Keep your voice down!" he scolded her in a hushed tone, he didn't want to get into an argument with Ruby and he certainly didn't want Anna finding out he had been on a rather confusing and complicated deal with this demon. He never meant for things to get so much but after everything that happened, he didn't see any other way round their predicament and he did believe that with Ruby's help they could kill Lilith and end this impending doom of an apocalypse that was nearing.
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