"Papa, why did you become a soldier?" She remembered asking her father out of the blue. "It looks hard, and you're getting hurt a lot, and...you're always so far away." The day was somewhat cloudy, but they went outside anyway. A rabbit had gotten into the royal fields and was munching through the carrot patch. She didn't want to get close to it, but she did want to show it to her father. So the two of them stood a distance, watching the little thing eat to its heart's content. It was so little and white, but it looked happy enough. She enjoyed these moments with her father, though.
Andre chuckled at his daughter's question, and he took her hand in his, lightly patting it. "So that I will always be strong enough to protect you and your mother."
"What does it mean to be strong?" She asked him curiously. It looked like she was full of questions today. Not that he blamed her, Justine preferred that she either not ask or to study to find her answers.
"Simply put, when you are strong, you can do anything. You have the power to conquer foes, the strength to protect the ones you love, and the will to keep going every day." He explained to the best of his ability.
She contemplated his words carefully. To his relief, it seemed like she understood. "Can I be strong someday, too, Papa?"
"That's up to you. It's all willpower, little one." He told her, lightly pinching her cheek.
She smiled, though it quickly was replaced with a much more sorrowful look. "I wish I could be a soldier like you, Papa. Then we can be together."
How he wished it could be so. But just as he had his duty as a soldier, she had her own duty to her family to fulfill. "That's true. But what about your mother? She would be very lonely without you." He joked lightly, slightly nudging her.
To his surprise, however, she did not take it as a joke. She stared at her own knees, a guilty look on her little face. "I...I don't like being with Mama anymore."
"You mustn't say things like that, if she heard you, she would be very hurt. You wouldn't want to hurt your mother, right?" He gently scolded her, patting her head.
"No, but...it's hard to be a princess. I don't want to marry the prince. I just want to go back home with you." She looked up at him with pleading eyes. "Please, Papa, I don't want to do any of this anymore. I don't like it, it's hard. Nadeline is so mean and Grant is so bossy. The only good thing is when Karolina and Lorenzo play with me, but she gets sick a lot and Lorenzo has to take care of her."
He listened carefully to his daughter's worries and frusterations. He wondered if Justine knew about this. "Oh, Emelia, I know it isn't easy, but you need to preservere. Someday you will look back on all this and realize that all the difficult things in life were put in place so that you could become strong. Just hang in there. Do it for me, okay?" He asked her, lifting her chin up so she would look at him.
Her lower lip quivered, but she knew he was serious. "Yes, Papa. For you." She replied rather reluctantly.
"Now, tell me, what is Nadeline doing to you?"
"Oh Papa, she hit me with a sword and called me a crybaby!"
"...What...?"
"Yeah, but next time I'll show her! Because you're going to teach me!"
"Uh...but..."
"I want to be strong like you, Papa." Emiri lightly murmured in her sleep. A few seconds after making that statement, her eyes fluttered open. She felt something touching her face, and once her eyes were properly functioning, she saw Jaakuna across from her. Was this part of her dream, too? As if to confirm this, she lifted her hand, touching his. It felt real enough. She was awake now, it seemed. That memory was something she hadn't thought about in a very long time. After that she never did see her father as much, so maybe in a way she felt betrayed. She wished she had listened to him, though. She looked at Jaakuna, a still sleepy look on her face, though she subbed her eyes. She was almost afraid that he would disappear, but he was still there.
"Jaakuna..." Her voice came out softer and quieter than usual, as if confirming that he was in fact here with her.
"Coincidence, probably. Though I do like black as a color." Grant responded to Savayna's question. She then proceeded to sit on the counter, leaning forward and placing her hand on Grant's free one. She told him that she liked her coffee black and hot. He wasn't quite sure about the second thing, who actually liked cold coffee? Then again there was that whole ice coffee fad going on, so maybe she was just clarifying for him. Not that he even knew how to make iced coffee, but still. He nodded at her request, lightly kissing her hand and releasing it, and proceeded to pour her a cup. Once he finished, he offered it to her. "Here you go." He said with a small smile.
Nadeline uncrossed her arms, bearing a rather guilty look. She hated how he beat himself up over the situation. Not only that, but while Jaakuna was able to hop off and waltz right out, she could tell Wesley wasn't quite at full strength, either. She took his hand in both of her, looking at it. For some reason she just couldn't look him in the eyes. "It was my own foolishness that was to blame." She told him quietly, gently feeling his hand in hers. "I...I must ask for your forgiveness. I got careless, it shouldn't have happened, and because of it...you..." Her voice trembled against her own will as she spoke and she trailed off.