The word may not have registered with Pavel, but Vasily missed nothing, even now. 'Brother... ' In an instant, that word brought back something of the warmth he hadn't known in years, memories of brighter moments long past and, he had convinced himself, long since buried.
You promised her. You promised to repair this, to at least try... Another memory came unbidden, the woman on their bed so unnaturally pale, the tender skin beneath her eyes dark, bruised-looking. Her golden hair was dulled, tangled by sweat, its lengths splayed across their bed sheets. But no matter the predations she endured, Anna remained so heart-achingly beautiful, a light of the soul as much as the features through which they shone. He had wrapped his arms about her frail body, helping her hold their precious little girl, just once. To the very end, Anna gave all she had in her, gathering what little strength she left to her failing body to say good-bye, and then to make him promise...
"Aye, good thinking. We may need them yet," Vasily answered with a faint, grim smile as he took the offered rags. He had made a promise, but he hadn't kept it or really even tried. An old, all-too-familiar doubt flashed hot and shaming through his thoughts, that Anna had chosen wrongly, that the better man stood beside him now, slicing a purloined table cloth into bandage ribbons.
Adrian's back was a raw, bleeding mess, and while Pavel searched for makeshift bandages, Vasily had carefully helped remove his shirt, exposing the extent of the lacerations. He averted his eyes quickly from Anton as he took the alcohol offered by Chiudka, glad the younger man could not see the grimace on his face.
"Brace yourself Adrian," was the only warning Vasily gave as he wrapped one strong, firm hand around the young man's shoulder, and poured the alcohol over the gashes.
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Antonina never really saw the blood on Oksana's arms or face. Not in the midst of all the woman's pains whirling about her like a dark wind, all those hurts, old and new. The little girl did not squirm or pull away, and did not mind at all that Oksana hugged her just a little too tightly. She let herself still in the pretty wild lady's arms, knowing without really understanding how that Oksana did not need much more right now than the warm, gentle and undemanding touch of someone who loved her. She could not wrap a bandage or sew a stitch, but Antonina could love. She wrapped her own small arms all the tighter around Oksana, the much-loved little girl showing the lady who needed so much more, just how hugs were supposed to work.
Well, at least until things became a little too tight some moments later. "Can't breaf Ok-sah-nah," she whispered with a giggle, wiggling just a little in the young woman's lap though her arms stayed right where they were.
Nadejda peered over her shoulder as she skillfully wrapped another makeshift bandage where she knelt, smiling faintly as she caught sight of her granddaughter clutched almost desperately by the sobbing, broken young woman. No, it never occurred to her, even once, to worry for Antonina in Oksana's arms. For all the younger people in this room might fear, respect, despise or sneer at the darkly beautiful young lady, all Nadejda ever saw when she looked to her was twin pairs of solemn brown eyes peering up from their swaddling blankets. Such beautiful babes, Oksana and Oskar. That they were Stanislav's children, she had not the least doubt, their father's strong, solid lines sculpted into their features for anyone with eyes to see. There may have been vast swaths of hurt and misunderstanding, defiance and swift, defensive rage in Oksana, but there was not an ounce of cruelty.
She turned toward the back of the room though, to look to where she'd last seen Vasily. Forest-hued eyes widened a little at a sight she was not sure she would live to see again. Yes, the two young men she loved as dearly as sons were side-by-side, and Nadejda gasped softly.
Mamochka...
Nadejda returned quickly to her work, the faintest ghost of a smile appearing beneath eyes that blinked quickly, to keep the tears at bay.