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STATUS: Not depressed, but if i just stopped existing right now...I wouldn't be mad about it. 27 days ago
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27 days ago
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Not depressed, but if i just stopped existing right now...I wouldn't be mad about it.
5 mos ago
The primal urge to obsessively access your uni portal to see if your classes have been released, so you can read the syllabi thirty-seven times before class next week.
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weeoo weeoo weeeeoooooooo
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We're still a colony XD
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Sad because it was a long weekend for the other colonies. Like Canada and Australia
Bio
You seem to be under the impression that I made my choices because of you. No, I made them for me. I discovered my self worth again. I remembered my strength and understand now that I am worth more.
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”Ah, old white men. My speciality,” Cassi said with a grin. She shifted her focus, looking at the stores as Nic drove past to find good parking. Luckily, they found something along the street with enough room for the larger SUV.
”Don't worry my love,” Cassi said as Nic parked. ”I'll win them over for you.”
Caden looked at Nero, his eyes wide, and he looked slightly pale. ”You're not serious.” He turned into their driveway and slowed down. Even though Caden was alarmed by Nero's “fun fact”, he was vigilant in scanning the property.
Caden shut the radio off and rolled the windows down to listen for anything strange or signs of trespassers on his property. As the house neared, Caden rolled the windows back up. He parked near the steps to the front door, and shut the car off.
”I'm going to check the wards. You can head inside if you don't want to wait for me,” he offered.
Cassiopeia rested a hand against her chest, looking offended as she looked at Nic. ”I would never make you look ridiculous or silly.” She glanced down at his casual hand placement, and crossed her arms, looking away while she pretended to be upset with him.
”If anything, I'd dress you down to keep it easier for me to fight off the screaming hoards of men and women who want to get their hands on you at the conference,” she teased.
Caden laughed, patting Nero's leg before he took his hand back and turned down the road that would lead to their home. ”Perhaps I am still scared from the Planetarium visit. You'll have to comfort me when we get home,” he said, returning a cheeky comment to Nero.
Cassi laughed and tucked her jacket in so it didn't get locked in the door. She buckled herself in before bringing up the GPS on the large screen in the SUV. She typed in an address and pressed go.
"There are several stores along this street we can check out, and it is completely up to you how many we go to. Just know if we don't do it all today, we will have to go another day," she told him.
Caden relaxed into the driver's seat more, enjoying the direction Nero's hand was travelling. He chuckled with amusement, his eyes reflecting his own excitement and intrigue.
"I am certain I will meet your expectations," he said, gently squeezing the imp's leg.
"Yes, it'll be a bit cumbersome to carry. Do you just want to look for something for Caden and Nero's ceremony, or do you want to do a bit of shopping for the conference in Montana, as well?"
Caden had one hand on top of the steering wheel with his other relaxed over the centre console. He didn't have his hand on Nero's leg this time, but he was brushing his fingers along their skin from time to time. Nero's words pulled Caden from his silent thoughts, and he glanced down at the small hand that rested on his thigh. Caden chuckled and shifted his free hand to rest more completely on Nero's leg.
"It seems you are right, my darling little imp. How do you think we should break in your new living space? Should I grab my violin? Or perhaps we'll need to relocate the cats for a few hours?" The idea of keeping Nero locked in their room for hours, taking them on every surface until both of them were drained was dangerously appealing.
Avery Zain
Location: Caden's House - Chicago, IL
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Avery smiled, his lips brushing along Kimiko's soft skin. His hands roamed under her dress, growing tired of the thing being on her body.
"Mmm, you could always write it down. Or write me a song," he teased her. Of course, Avery had shown her the song he had written for her, but it wasn't the only song. Avery felt more vulnerable playing his music for her than speaking to her like this. It was strange, but Avery's music was an extension of his soul. Sharing that with someone was like cracking himself open for the world to pull apart and judge.
"But in the meantime," Avery said, his voice turning gruff. "I think there is another way you can express to me how I make you feel." He nudged Kimiko until he found her lips and kissed her deeply, done with talking.
Cassiopeia looked Ren over, watching his eyes, and examined his face to make sure he was getting enough sleep and eating well. It was one thing for him to say he was okay versus actually being okay. Cassi glanced down at Wayland and scratched the top of her cat's head with a fond smile.
Wayland had always been good at improving people's moods and caring for them. She was glad Wayland found a strong bond with these two men, but she was going to miss having him waking her up in the morning.
"Oh, Ren," Cassi said with a laugh, blushing. With all the recent talk about starting a family with Nic, visiting Scotland, and maybe even moving back one day, she had completely forgotten marriage was a possibility. "We only just started dating," she reminded the older man. And haven't even had sex yet, she thought to herself. The thought made her blush more, and she buried her face in Wayland's fur. She kissed the top of the cat's head before pulling back.
"Let's get going, Nic. I want to try and beat the hometime rush."
Caden grinned at Nero's statement, feeling rather loved and adored. "I couldn't agree more," he said and kissed Nero once before helping them into the car.
Once they were on the road, traffic had lessened, making Caden calmer as he found it easier to get out of Chicago and onto the open road. He drove faster once they were clear of traffic. Caden liked to go fast, but also a high performance car like he had needed to speed to run properly. He would miss the speed over the winter months, but the SUVs were much safer on Chicago's winter roads.
Avery Zain
Location: Caden's House - Chicago, IL
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Avery placed a couple more kisses up Kimiko's arm before he took her other hand and did the same. While he kissed her, he listened to her, only chuckling when she squeaked. He took both her hands and placed them on his chest. He looked up at her even though she had shut her eyes once more, her vulnerability becoming too much.
"That's okay. This is very knew for both of us," he reminded her. He pulled on her hands, extending them past his head, forcing Kimiko to lay on top of him. Once she relaxed, he wrapped his arms around her and rolled, so they laid on their sides. He didn't need an explanation or all the answers for why Kimiko felt so shy around him. If she didn't know or didn't want to tell him, Avery was okay with. Just as long as she didn't try to hide from him, or shut him out because of it.
"If it becomes too much, just tell me. I don't want to scare you off or make you too uncomfortable, but I am crazy about you," he whispered and kissed Kimiko's nose. "And yes, I do intend to worship you because you are a woman who deserves worshipping and nothing but the best." He kissed her forehead, and ran one of his hands down her back and over her butt. "And you are fine as hell." He squeezed her ass in emphasise before kissing her head again.
Cassiopeia blushed and dipped her head, even though Nic kissed her cheek.
”I was worried you were going to start stalking me and boombox ‘Careless Whisper’ outside my place, and I didn't want my neighbours to call the cops on you,” she defended.
She watched Nic walk away, smiling fondly before she turned and scooped Wayland up from her seat. He protested for a moment until Cassi plopped him in her lap, and he purred contently.
”How are you doing, Ren?” It had been a few days since Ren revealed the demon deal he had made, and although everything was progressing forward, Cassi still liked to check-in with Ren daily.
”Aye, that we must.” Caden stood after Nero, the height difference shifting as soon as he stood, and he chuckled before paying their bill, and escorted Nero out of the building.
”Is there anywhere you wish to go before we return home?” Caden had no further plans for the day, as he was sure it was the same for Nero, but he wanted to make sure.
Avery Zain
Location: Caden's House - Chicago, IL
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Kimiko finally looked at Avery, and rather than speak, he let her talk. He listened quietly, his fingers sliding up to allow for his hand to cup her cheek. He smiled as she explained, and his own heart pounded with elation from her confessions of how he made her feel and how she liked the nickname.
The name repeated back to him by her sounded superior to when he said it, and he smiled. Avery brushed his thumb along Kimiko's cheek, his hand falling away after to stroke her shoulder and arm. He watched the motion until he reached her hand and pulled it away from her face. He intertwined their fingers and held her hand.
”Maybe because you're in love with me just as much as I'm in love with you. Maybe because no one has loved you or worshipped you the way I intend to.” Avery brought Kimiko's hand to his lips and kissed her hand very softly. His eyes shut and he sighed, his breath settling over her skin.
”Maybe because you know you deserve this, but you don't know how to fully accept it yet.” He placed a kiss along the inside of Kimiko's wrist, feeling her pulse jump against his lips. Avery smiled and placed a third kiss further up her arm.
Cassiopeia grinned and wiped her hands on a napkin before holding her hand out to Nic to shake. ”Deal,” she agreed happily.
Cassiopeia resumed her eating with renewed vigour. It had been an age since she shopped for a man, let alone shopped at all. She finished her meal and stood to go wash her hands. When she returned, she found Wayland had taken her seat and was peering at the items at the table while vying for Nic's attention.
”I can't believe I've been replaced so quickly,” she said, and scratched Wayland's head. He barely acknowledged her.
Caden grinned, his eyes shifting to look at Nero's lips while he spoke. ”Mmm, I enjoy that perhaps more than showering you with gifts… Shall we return home then?” Caden's eyes lifted back to Nero's, a suggestive look in his eyes, and he slid his hand up higher on Nero's leg.
Avery Zain
Location: Caden's House - Chicago, IL
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Avery watched Kimiko curiously as she continued to avoid looking at him. It's in moments like these that Avery desperately wanted to know what her past relationships were like, and why Kimiko believed herself to be so unworthy of love, or at least shy enough to not accept it for what it was.
”Are you sure? You aren't acting like it with how you keep from looking at me.”
Avery lifted his hand from her hip and lightly touched the bottom of her chin with his fingers. He didn't force her to look at him, but rather attempted to coax her to look at him with the gentle brush of his fingers.
Cassiopeia gave Nic an accusatory look. ”I appreciate your desire to be frugal, Nic, but you need to let the patchwork suit go and buy some that are more appropriate. Everyone needs at least two good suits, plus some other semi formal clothing,” Cassi declared. She wouldn't force him into an impromptu shopping spree, but she would make sure they made time for it in the near future. Especially before they went to Montana for his conference.
With those comments, Nero succeeded in relaxing Caden's worries. He laughed and rubbed his jaw. ”Well, we can't deprive you of that now, can we?”
Nero's second dessert was delivered in a box for them to eat later. However, the way Nero had devoured their first dessert, Caden wasn't sure it would make it home.
Avery Zain
Location: Caden's House - Chicago, IL
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Concern moved across Avery's face and he held Kimiko gently yet securely. He was worried the nickname didn't land well. It had briefly come to him a couple of days ago while he was working, and he felt it suited her so completely not only because of her power, but because of how her bond was represented for him.
”Do you not like it? I can keep using little fox… I just know Caden will call you that sometimes.” He wanted something that was just theirs. Something they didn't have to share.
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